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PunkPegan

23, witchy and pan, switchy and trans, sapphic with an achillean man 🏳️‍⚧️

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5 months ago

my day:

10:00 am: wake up

10:30 am: miss wife

11:30 am: get out of bed

12:00 pm: eat

12:30 pm: miss wife

1:00 pm: read classic literature that incites existential dread

4:00 pm: miss wife

6:00 pm: dinner :D

7:00 pm: miss wife

8:00 pm: shower

9:30 pm: play games on my puter

11:00 pm: same thing except im still missing my wife

2:00 am: cry myself to sleep cuz i miss my wife

5 months ago

Rebloging just for that bomb-ass photo

Me now because I bought a carabiner simply because I’m femme and look straight and needed something to show that I am in fact gay

Me Now Because I Bought A Carabiner Simply Because I’m Femme And Look Straight And Needed Something

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5 months ago
picture of a girl in a red flannel shirt. 
Text reads "There is a transgirl that rarely gets the chance to be herself"
The girl is now looking out to a long mountain pass.
Text reads "She still has a very long way to go. It often feels impossibly long."
A picture of a moon with a :3 face in a night sky.
Text reads "Even so, tonight none of this matters. Tonight she has privacy. Tonight she can exist as herself."
Image of a girl on a yellow background. The background is bright and cheerful, but she's on the verge of tears.
Text reads "tonight she can feel joy. The dress isn't a perfect fit, but that's ok."
The background is much darker. The girl is now crying.
Text reads "Tomorrow she will go back to pretending to be a guy. She won’t get a night like this for a long time."
The girl stopped crying, though the background is still pretty dark.
Text reads "But this doesn’t matter right now. For tonight she can simply be. And for now, that’s enough." 

Another section of text below reads "There is a transgirl slowly learning to be herself."

The past few days have not been great, so I can only manage a basic vector drawing right now. I don't have many experiences of trans joy, but I wanted to share where I'm at with the process.

To anyone else struggling, know that you aren't alone. Hang in there, we'll be free to be ourselves one day.

5 months ago

you know what’s a good feeling? a real good feeling?

when sunbeams do this.

You Know What’s A Good Feeling? A Real Good Feeling?
You Know What’s A Good Feeling? A Real Good Feeling?
You Know What’s A Good Feeling? A Real Good Feeling?
You Know What’s A Good Feeling? A Real Good Feeling?

that is all.

5 months ago

But... but... I need to do things. ;-;

I don't know who needs to hear this but:

-"it only hurts a little" is still pain

-"I can ignore it" is still pain

-"I can cope with/manage it" is still pain

-"it's bearable" is still pain

-"I can push through it" is still pain

-"it doesn't hurt that much" is still pain

-"it doesn't stop me from doing x" is still pain

You don't need to be in agonizing pain to be in pain.

5 months ago

the women of america were once promised that butch dykes would be lurking in all corners of society, ready to corrupt our minds and turn us all gay. what ever happened to that. where are the butches uncle sam.

5 months ago

*Sighs In Sapphic*

 *Sighs In Sapphic*
5 months ago

A'Tuin needs his free shavacado

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5 months ago

Do NOT let the suggestive character designs fool you! Atlyss is a genuinely great retro-style action RPG with solid combat, fast movement that goes nuts if you're creative enough, tough but fair challenge, randomized dungeons, and the option to play solo OR with friends! Give this one a try!

Edit: Guys I know what it looks like but I promise you, this is NOT a porn game. The character designs are suggestive, yes, but not outright explicit. It's literally just a fun fast-paced action RPG, nothing more. It's also like $10 so you might as well at least try it before dismissing it.

Do NOT Let The Suggestive Character Designs Fool You! Atlyss Is A Genuinely Great Retro-style Action
Do NOT Let The Suggestive Character Designs Fool You! Atlyss Is A Genuinely Great Retro-style Action
Do NOT Let The Suggestive Character Designs Fool You! Atlyss Is A Genuinely Great Retro-style Action
Do NOT Let The Suggestive Character Designs Fool You! Atlyss Is A Genuinely Great Retro-style Action
5 months ago

The Gods love you.

Even when you spend days without lighting up their candles.

Even if you don't have an Altar.

Even if you don't feel their presence yet.

Even if you're not good at tarot.

Or doesn't have prophetic dreams.

They still love you. And you know why?

Because you're you. And that's enough for them, your presence, your devotion, your well-being, is what truly matters for them.

So don't you feel pressured or sad, lovebug 💜💜

5 months ago

the existence of the word "gock" suggests the possibility of a male equivalent, which would naturally be called a "mock".


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5 months ago
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You
I Drew A Bunch Of Silly Stuff With My Werewolf Woman And Decided To Gather It One Post. Sometimes You

I drew a bunch of silly stuff with my werewolf woman and decided to gather it one post. Sometimes you just have to decompress through being goofy

You can read about her here.

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These comics are just some silliness I drew for fun. It's not really canon, she lives in a separate setting and isn't able to talk as a werewolf. Her original story is also pretty rough and tragic.

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Pumpkin carving comic was a reward I drew for my patron Taxis

Beach comic was a reward I drew for my patron Shroom

5 months ago

Turn based sex. Take as long as you need to think of a strategy.

5 months ago

TIL that hard disks are so sensitive to vibration, that just screaming at them diminishes their performance

via reddit.com

5 months ago

I love maned wolves!! They look so spindley and feminine but the sound they make is a straight up roar. I feel like they kinda suit transfems almost? At least they do for me. Their bark is so abnormally deep and frightening- like my own voice. It feels out of place for their bodies and it feels out of place in mine. I want a maned wolf plushie.

Shoutout to the maned wolf, which is technically neither wolf nor fox but has its own genus called Chrysocyon! Why -

Shoutout To The Maned Wolf, Which Is Technically Neither Wolf Nor Fox But Has Its Own Genus Called Chrysocyon!

why are your legs so long?

I mean, intellectually, I understand that it’s because you live in grasslands and have evolved to be able to see over the grass, but emotionally… why? Are they?? Like that??? Surely there was a way to make your body more cohesive and proportional-looking?

5 months ago

sad lonely transfem you are everything good in the whole wide world. please never forget.

5 months ago

My youtube decided to be funny today

My Youtube Decided To Be Funny Today

A forgotten textile craft indeed

5 months ago

chivalry is my complete and utter weakness. holding my hand and guiding me through a crowd; gently pushing at others that are squeezing me in. good morning texts, good night texts, "I'll be gone for a bit, but I'll text you later" texts. holding doors open for me-- hand on the small of my back as I enter. pushing the grocery cart. fixing my hair. picking up my bag without question when I'm sore. leading in front in haunted houses and holding me during scary movies. "No, don't worry, I got it." "Talk to me, love; I'm here." "He said what to you? Ooh, I'll be right back." making sure I'm fed, making sure I feel okay. beacon of safety-- an unspoken you won't be harmed when I'm near.

5 months ago

in adventure time stuff, Marceline is front and center as indisputably the single most popular character, widely loved within and out of the fanbase; she's kind of a distillation of the series' wacky tone because she is unironically a vampirized half-demon child of Satan Stand-In, a heavy metal rock star who's dated a mad scientist princess, her adoptive dad is arguably one of the most powerful entities in the setting and a terrifying ice wizard who survived the apocalypse through cunning BEFORE he was consumed by his curse, and the greatest hero in the land who is otherwise a mundane human won her friendship by punching her so hard she went 'FUCKING SWEET, WE ARE NOW BROS FOR LIFE'

but the thing about Marceline that is arguably the single most essential aspect of her character, and not something that is apparent from the joke or memes around her

is how nice and genuinely sweet she is.

Yes, she's a badass. Yes, she is probably the single most powerful character in a conventional sense among Finn's friend group, to the point that she is less present in serious situations because her picking a side would trivialize just about anything short of the Lich or the apocalyptic arrival of Golb.

But as we see more of her character, we see that she goes out of her way to actually avoid seriously upsetting people. The most recurring motif of her songs is that while they sound threatening or spooky, she says them in a very sweet and loving way that makes them too silly and harmless to take seriously. At her core, that's kind of who she is; she's honestly a genuinely nice person who deliberately distances herself from people because she outlives everyone she cares about, one way or another, and she pushes people away so she doesn't have to see it happen, but she can't help but get close to someone.

In a lot of ways, Finn helps her grow out of this mindset, and the relationships she establishes through him, or rekindles because of him, help her grow out of this. But even then, she has no real mean-ness in her

ironic, given the "MARCELINE WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN" song, but she gives her own answer right there:

"I'm not mean/I'm just a thousand years old and I lost track of my moral code"

Tellingly, when we see her as a young girl (and before meeting Simon, likely almost right before she met him), she has internalized the idea that she's a horrible, awful monster who scares people away. That she loses everyone around her, because SHE'S a scary monster. We see the source of her tendency to push people away, because that way she has some kind of control over it, and otherwise she thinks its inevitable.

But she can't help but get close to people anyway, and in many ways, her relationship with Ash is a very clear example that she is NOWHERE near as violent or ferocious as she looks. Their relationship openly has her abused, meek and quiet, and she is a nigh-unstoppable soul-eating monster that NO ONE could reasonably fight. Even so the closest she gets to actually lashing out against a guy who sold her most cherished possession (and the last remaining reminder of a father figure who can't ever come back) is to just end their relationship instead of lashing out against him.

Much like the reveal of her relationship to Ice King (which interestingly also maps to his slow recovery from being a villain at all, to the point that around the time this becomes a big aspect of his character he is functionally not really a villain, though still a danger to himself and others), its a slow burn. Showing that she's by far one of the least malicious beings in the entire setting, and she could be a hero.

And the answer to that one is: because she used to be. And that part of herself isn't as long-gone as she would like to think.

5 months ago

Did my cat post this?

How much plastic can you eat before you Hospital

5 months ago

can someone hurt me so that the Pain that is Hot can distract me from the Pain that is Chronic

5 months ago

i deserve a necklace made out of hickies given to me by a trans girl that calls me her puppy

5 months ago

on their clit like morse code

5 months ago
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do
Proposing On Accident Just Sounds Like Something PB Would Do

proposing on accident just sounds like something PB would do

5 months ago

hey transfems, i don't know which of you need to hear this but it's okay to never use your penis during sex if you don't want to. it's okay to tell your partner not to touch it, to ignore it even, and hold them to respecting that boundary, no matter how many times you've had sex with them, or even if you've had sex with them with your penis involved.

you're not weird or broken for having needs or having boundaries, and you deserve lovers who respect those needs and boundaries. as someone who knows first hand, it's not worth it not to speak up.

this is a post for bottoms, switches, and tops. for subs or dom/mes. for anyone who feels like their no will go unheard or that the only reason people are sexually interested in you are those who want a woman with a dick. i promise you there are people who are out there who will listen, who will get you, and who will treat you how you deserve.

in fact? that's the absolute base line that anyone deserves during sex, and you deserve that and so much more.

5 months ago

I was a godless heathen given neither rack nor humor

I gave myself both with the power of drugs

god gave me great tits to distract everyone from all the stupid shit that comes out of my mouth

5 months ago

THE DOUBLE STRINGS THOUGH

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5 months ago

America be like "you cant have free healthcare or easy access to disability but you can have a gun"

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