Lv.24✨ I use they/them pronouns I am a redacted audio GBA and occasional Yuurivoice page💟
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Also I just wanna point this out Hush on SOME levels—
Reminds me of John Doe, please forgive me.
Alucard/ Adrien vibes✨✨
But FR they look so good!!
I’m surprised it took me this long to get them out, I especially feel that way about the rest of the designs I have for all the others coming after— just bare with me they’re coming around slowly, but surely.
Small detail: I know Vincent described vampires having silver eyes with a slight tint of crimson, but I went the reversal route just cause crimson with silver undertone faded better lol Also I headcanon vampires don’t have eye shines because obviously they’re undead.
Vincent’s design is based off the lovely @itsdaifuku ‘s. When I was first working on the vamps once I saw her interpretation I couldn’t picture him another way, so credits to her ✨
[Bonus]
Who would I be if I didn’t also include—
Yes, him and Vincent have matching cross earrings.
I apologize in advance, for the person I will become, when the summit audio(s) come out.
Sorry bud hate to break it to ya but—
next audio is milo i can feel it in my bones
Also anybody else low-key sad the impremium(I apologize if I spelt it wrong I am tired at rn)is over-?? Because I high-key loved the series.
EA spoilers
PROJECT MERIDIAN IS COMING BACK BITCHESSSS RAAAHHHHHHHHH‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
HE IS THE DUKE!! I LOVE IT SMMM AHHHH!!
Also another thing hush is so soft spoken too, I dead ass fell asleep when I first listened to his second audio—I had to re-listen to it, and he’s so sweet!!!
When’s the angst coming 🤔🤔🤔
Hush and doc are so babygirl coded.
If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals
EA spoilers!!!
LASKO?!!?? AND GAVIN!??? SIGN ME TF UPPP
Just a genuine question rn. Why are people raving about Alexis again…?? Like I thought we already did this??
What has she done this time?? Cuz from what I’ve seen from the channel she hasn’t even been mentioned at all recently. Like we all know she’s not a good person for what she did—obviously. But FR can we like not keep going on and on about why she’s a bad character—hell not even character I actually find her character fun to think about—but person she has been.
Like can we not??? I’m just trying to enjoy the redacted fandom, and tag, without getting bothered by others literally slandering a character who hasn’t even had ONE singular CANNON audio with her fully voiced and everything. We’ve only interacted and heard her once. And it was in the Imp! Au.
Come on guys do fucking better please.
Alright, I'll bite. (Sparked by this post) I'm gonna preface this with some context:
First off: I'm Black in case you're unaware
Huxley is my favorite speaker. Full stop. You ask me to choose, it’ll always be him.
Likewise, you ask for my favorite listeners, I will say Starlight and Darlin'. (I'll save my Starlight rant for another day)
My designs for both Huxley and Darlin are Black.
With this in mind, I want to be clear from the jump: I don’t have an inherent problem with these headcanons. If I did, I wouldn’t have chosen then myself. That said, I have noticed that Hux and Darlin are, more often than not, the characters that get headcanoned as POC (specifically Black) in design rosters. In some cases, they are the only POC designs present. Why is that?
Furthermore, the more often I notice this pattern so to speak, the more I sit and think about why those headcanons are so popular. I find my answer when I think about the characters I see headcanoned as white most often. Tell me why it’s "practically canon" for Lasko to be pale with light/white hair. Tell me why white Sam "just makes sense". Why? Because Lasko's a nerdy ball of nerves that stumbles over his words? Because Sam’s a sweet Southern man at heart? Those are not inherently white attributes.
Except they're treated as such. They go virtually unchallenged because they're so widely accepted by fandom. People see these personalities and character details and come up with their vision. So, let's apply that to Huxley and Darlin, shall we?
Huxley: Athlete. Canonically implied to be big, as indicated by statements made by him and other members of the DAMN crew. Classified as a himbo with parallels in Imperium highlighting how some will view him as stupid. Overall chill vibe.
Darlin: Reckless with their safety. Known to lash out/lose control of their emotions when they’re not actively hiding them. Gets injured often because they’re too stubborn to run from trouble. An overall intense demeanor that makes them difficult to approach (at least at first).
Explain to me why this screams Black to so many people. Is it because Huxley's a dumb jock who you imagine gets stoned all the time? Oh, is it perhaps because Darlin is just so aggressive compared to your Golden Retriever-coded Asher, needing to be calmed down by everyone around them? And here's the thing: I can already imagine people saying, "That's not why I made them Black". Then explain why it "just makes sense" for them to Black. Why them out of a sea of characters? Make it make sense.
Now let me make this clear as well: I'm not expecting every headcanon to have elaborate thought behind it. For one, I get that some people take a more casual approach with designs and such. Not every choice has to have a reason or justification behind it. But when literally 95% of the Huxley designs I see are Black and half of y'all don't even know what a fucking durag is? Saying it leaves a bad taste in my mouth is putting it lightly.
You know what I wish I saw more of? Black Huxleys and Darlins with attached nuance.
Give me a Black Darlin who struggles to articulate how they feel with the people in their lives because they haven't been readily given the language to do so. You want to pair a Black Darlin with a White Sam? Why not talk about how POC have an insanely difficult time getting support from the medical system so not only does it explain why Darlin is so resistant to go to healers, but also gives an extra weight to the fact that Sam was their absolute last resort when injured? Give me a Black Darlin who has been taught their entire life that no one will have their back, that they need to learn how to depend on themself alone, and that's the reason why they struggle to feel like the pack would've cared when the Quinn shit went on.
You wanna talk Black Huxleys? Let's touch on how he's learned to control his emotions/anger because he knows how people will take it if it comes from someone who looks like him. Talk about how his moms teaching him not to use violence speaks to a deeper desire for him not to be viewed as a threat because they fear for his life otherwise. In one of his BAs, he mentions how a lot of people used to sleep with him/flirt with him solely because of his body and he could tell. Do you know how often black men are sexualized and fetishized? Why not talk about it through him? I see people explore that concept through Gavin constantly, where's the energy for Huxley? You wanna make him Black so bad, why not actually put some thought behind it? Because right now, it seems like he gets the "luxury" of being the token Black guy in the DAMN friend group at best.
I know a lot of people are probably going to dismiss this post. I am already anticipating that as I write this. But I'm so tired of pretending like this shit doesn't get to me. Because it does. I've got no intentions of leaving this fandom because I have met so many amazing people and adore Erik's content immensely. But what I am going to do is talk about the widespread normalization of attributing certain personality traits to certain racial groups. Because the non-white people in this fandom deserve better than that.
y'all ever seen those forms where it says
GENDER:
male
female
i hate them
at this point I have gotten to my limit of having to endure misgendering while being closeted to the point where I just tick the female box in all of these forms bc i'm AFAB so it just makes life easier
An alternate universe where everything went to shit, because baby caelum doesn't exist+Davids dead :]
I beg someone ANYONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THE IMPERIUM
Why, just why? Man—now I’m crying T^T
Reminder that in "meeting a flirty stranger at the amusement park" Vincent and stranger likely died holding hands
Look who I saw at my gym today ya‘ll
Okay Ty!!!
hot boi summer (heat) just turned into sad girl winter (cold) because the guy we wanted to win didn't win
Wait did Sam win the poll?? I haven’t been able to check recently T^T
hot boi summer (heat) just turned into sad girl winter (cold) because the guy we wanted to win didn't win
I need that Avior BA so bad you don't even know
I’ve seen so many people complaining about how Sebastian looks in the new animation style for the new season of black butler… and honestly he looks pretty good to me. I enjoy the new look.
I honestly feel like he looks better than he did in the old animation but at the same time it’s like the old animation is the old animation and you can never go wrong with a classic— but still, I really enjoy how he looks in the new style 
Ciel also looks better in my opinion I feel like he looks more childlike than he does in the old animation but either way, I like both animation styles, but I’m leaning more towards the newer one, especially because it kind of resembles the manga more. But that is just my opinion either way I’m really excited for the new season to come out especially for Grell-
ONG ONG
damien whimpering>>
Huxley and Damien whimpering>>>
damien whimpering>>
Ya’ll I just had a Full on Full conversation with my dad, where I explained both FNAF and Vocaloid lore to him. And he just was in awe.
I fucking love my dad man—
Angel has an album on their phone solely dedicated to David’s ass. Darlin has one for Sam as well.
EA spoilers(?)
Tell me why forest sex is so fitting for Vincent and Lovely-
Also I love how disgustingly flirty the two are with each other, makes my hear warm 🥹
Also I love how soft Vincent’s voice get’s when talking to Lovely, when he tells them how much he loves them, and when he’s close with them.
HBS ‘23 IS NOW OFFICIAL!!! LETS GOOOO!!!
1. Either Geordi or Gavin right now❤️
2. Asher’s(come on—bbg is so sweet and perverted who couldn’t love him🥰)
3. Either Huxley’s, David, or James—I can’t pick I love all of their voices depending on my mood-
4.Right now Project Meridian has me on the edge of my seat.
5. Blake—I love yandere’s, and I love how Erik writes HIS yandere’s especially.
6. Lasko and Damien’s!! They both make me giggle🤭
7. Lasko!! I love him so much! He’s so precious!❤️❤️
8. Avoir. Hands down amazing character!
Some redacted favorite ask ideas-
Who’s your all time favorite character?
Favorite personality?
Favorite voice?
Favorite storyline?
Favorite villain?
Favorite laugh?
Favorite elemental?
Favorite demon?
My answers below 😈
1. Sam- my sweet husky southern hunky baby boy 💕
2. This one is tough, it’s a three way tie between Sam, David and Elliot. (Maybe Guy also? God this is too hard a question)
3. Sam or Guy
4. Definitely either the balance or project meridian
5. Blakey poo- my darling little red flag ❤️🩹
6. G U Y (his chortle soothes something warm and deep in my soul)
7. Damien 🔥
8. Gavin, I love me a classic.