I Wish I Could Keep Myself From Dissociating And Thinking Of Everything That's Happened And Then Obsessing.

“The past doesn’t need you anymore. Your future does.”

— Unknown

bpd culture is binge eating bc u subconsciously hope its gonna fill the emptiness, u know it wont but ur desperate

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"I cant draw" then do it bad who gives a fuck.....

i don’t want to die. i want to live to see when it gets better.

I'm alone but maybe one day I won't be. After suffering from schizophrenia for 5 years and multiple hospitalizations and ruining all my friendships I hope I can find something or somebody to talk to and relate to. I hope one day I can do something with my art. I am scared and have been canceled before. I have made so many mistakes in life and left places feeling less than. But I hope it will be okay one day and the pain will go away.

choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen

"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave