🐁Mouse Workout

twitter ate up my account. FATTY

i binged

bad

again

i’m going to sleep now

meanspo literally the funniest shit ever lmfaooo call me a pig again and i will beat you the fuck up

I feel personally attacked wow

I love being hungry.

I feel so powerful with that warm feeling in my stomach. The occasional grumbling sounds are so euphoric.

Holding a hot bowl of green tea while I walk down the stairs to go drink it in my room, alone. Those are the best moments. The moments when I feel it working.

I feel so organized in these moments. I’m in control and I can take over the world. So focused and aligned it’s scary. I don’t know what I would do without you Ana.

My efforts are not in vain. I’ll prove it.

Felt

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

i miss being skinny

Workout Routine 💫

Warm-up

💢2min running in place

💢50 jumping jacks

Stomache

🌹30 second plank

🌹20 second side plank

🌹30 bycicle crunches

🌹25 side scrunches

🌹25 hip raises

🌹30 pushups

Booty/Legs

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 tippy toes

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 hip raises

💧50 squats

💧1min wall sit

Cardio

🔥100 jumping jacks

🔥2min running in place

🔥100 jumping jacks

(do that every night)

Daily Stuff

Each morning: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

20 crunches

Before weightin: 30 tippy toes

Using the bathroom: 20 squats

Before eating: 10 situps (repeat after meal) 30 crunches

Before going out: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

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Felt✨

parents will b like “why don’t you love me. do you know how much energy it took to traumatize you”

Listening to Mars Argo’s Linden Place EP while scrolling through thinspo tumblr is such a fucking vibe.