mb of the day wednesday april 16, 2025
it's all coming together
Oh boy so many setbacks this month.
It honestly started off so good. And now its ended in a confusing way. Iโm trying to handle each month as slow as I can. February feels like 2 years ago lol.ย
I watched Nezha 2, 3 times lmao. I almost saw it a 4th time, but I had to restraint myself plus Iโm short on money for the month. it's probably gonna be one of my favorite memories of the year. I love that movie so much. I donโt even consider myself to be a big 3d animation fan. Some of my faves are Megamind, httyd, happy feet and maybe tangled shrugs. But I never saw any of them in theaters tho.
Nezha 2 is almost 3 hours long not including travel to get to the theater(itโs not in the best area either). So I must really love the hell out of this movie to waste 3-4 hours to see it(I do I really do). Itโs such a great movie, I think about it almost everyday. Thereโs so much I can say about it about it but I will end up writing a book on why it's great lmao. Iโm so jealous of all the merch it gets out of the U.S. our country is full of so much hate. I canโt wait for the dvds, and the art books ๐ซ. I wish it could stay in theaters forever lol, so I can see it whenever. ๐
Other stuff that happen, I cleaned my bedroom, I made it as functional as I can, hopefully for the rest of the year. It still needs a lot of work but I think I used up too much energy on it and was feeling like a dried jerky for a week just floating in the air, head empty no thoughts ugh.
The weather has been really nice out, I was out a lot this month, I wasnโt doing anything fun tho, but I had some cute outfit combos that I didnโt get a chance to take pics of, sigh I always forget.ย
Some of the cherry trees are in bloom, I think it just the dark pink ones tho, still I love walking around outside just to see them.
This month I really was drawing a lot. The question of what do I want to draw just flashes in my head all the time. What do I want to draw, what do I want my art to look like? Idk, I just want to draw lol. I think that in the early 2010s I use to draw for myself, whereas now I am self conscious about what others might think.
sobs Iโm just rambling now. I wanted to post more this month but itโs been a long ride. Hopefully April is less bumpy.ย
by r331111
dancing in my storm, may 2025
Surrender the Snail
Sakura Sunday 2025
It was so nice this year. We finally got pink trees after like 3 years. the past couple of years the trees have bloomed 2 months before the fest,so all the tress would be green instead lol. I love regular trees, but something bout that pink on trees, it's like they're dressing up for us, so pretty. I was so happy to be surrounded by pink trees that I started walking while looking upward at the trees lmao. my siblings kept walking away from me.
The weather was not so great, it rained most of the day. the sun never came out sob ๐ซ. We also didn't see any cosplayers, but i assume its because we left early.
We got to see the Taiko drums performance which is always great. I got almost sentimental thinking about how I have been going to the festival since I was in high school. Back then it was so niche and not as packed. I miss that lol. I use to volunteer with my classmates and goof around making origami ๐๐๐ฎand calligraphy๐. Then we would walk around window shopping because we were broke teens lol. The Taiko performance would have like 10 drummers and last an hour long, and we could meet and talk to the performers after the show. lmao I am going down memory lane.
But this year was really fun. We started a little tradition where we sit under a tree and eat lunch.We realized how unprepared we were this year. Our blanket was to small and the ground was cool from the morning rain. But we made it work and the food was really good. We sat under a pink tree and petals kept falling on to us and our food๐ก, I think we ate some lmao. One fell on my nose at one point. It was dreamy.โจ๐Next year we have to bring a bigger blanket lol and maybe bubbles, that would be fun. ๐ช๐ฎ
I also spent way to much money lmao, I was so sad, I gave myself a budget of 200 and I spent most of it on merch and TGCF, always TGCF ๐ซ. The artist alley was small this time but I managed to get some small artist goods. I love buying from artist lol. I was so excited to get home and decorate my desk with the goods lol. I got that Buu plushie, to me it's a rare find lmao, Buu is my absolute fave from DBZ, him and Shin. and Vegeta lol. and Piccolo. and Bulma. and everyone else lol.
The gloomy โโ weather really zapped our energy. On are way out of the fest it rained on us lol, just light drizzle. We were zombies by the time we got home.
~sigh I really rambled in this one.
The small business art is by LiangArts
I HAVE TO DO THE WORK SO THAT MY LIFE CAN BE DIFFERENT AND I CAN REAP THE BENEFITS
I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it.
โ Susan Sontag, Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1964
These dolls r getting harder to resist lol, they're so pretty ๐ ๐
by rosegarden_flowers