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I dusted and filled up my bookshelf. I never thought I'd fill it lmao, but here we are. This year I really want to read all my books or a good majority of them lol. I need to reread D-Gray man I miss it so much, it's been to long. In 2024 I think I only read 2ha book 3 and the beginning of book 4, and it took me the whole year to read book 3 lmao. So much stuff just got in the way sob. I also read all of OPM and SD. But I have so many series on my shelf that I have never touched ๐ซ.
When I was younger I use to read all of gravitation and then reread it all over again. I use to know that series like the back of my hand. I want to go back to that and finish series and read them all over again. recently after dinner I sit on the floor with all my plushies and a cup of tea and read. it keeps me off the internet and clears my mind it's so refreshing. I'm getting a little addicted to it lol.
Reading is gonna be one of my major goals this year, idk if I'll keep record of it but maybe I should lol.
โBe weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.โ
โ C.S. Lewis
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A Door Closes - Aglaรฉ Bassens, 2024.
Belgian , b. 1986 -
Oil on canvas, 24 x 20 in.
PONYO ใๅดใฎไธใฎใใใงใ (2008), dir. Hayao Miyazaki
Obcessed with Spirit Bag from La Lune SS25
Usually I get super moody when my birth month comes. And I get into a really dark place where I want to be alone and donโt want to talk to anyone. I cannot explain why. But this year I was surprisingly stable.
My sister got this really cool Bratz doll that also too expensive for a doll lol and a card with hedgehogs on it(so on brand for her).My mom got me a hair dryer that is air powered or something lol, I was so surprised she doesn't usually buy gifts for my b-day so I was shocked, like this is really for me I thought she was gonna say sike lmao.ย My mom also got me the same bday card she got me last year and the year before. should I be concern lol.
Today just felt like any old regular day for me honestly. I just stayed home and read my books. lol ๐I didn't even bother to think about how I am another year older, I'm just grateful that I have another chance to try again.
'The Fairy Tailor' by Charles Edward Burton Bernard, (1890 - 1977).
Art by Julia Sidorenko
โTo tell someone not to be emotional is to tell them to be dead.โ
โ Jeanette Winterson
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A selfie for every month of 2024. This is the most I have dressed up in 4 years, it was so fun to mismatch things and have an outfit come together. I can't say I have a real distinct style, well one that I can tell. I mostly dress in whatever fit my body or I find comfy lmao.
It's interesting to see all the pictures together, i can tell what part of the year i was struggling the most lmao which was the middle, lmao at my hat run, my face dysmorphia was real(it was mostly hair issues). I struggled with my body too, and trying to make clothes fit in general ugh it was so annoying. I constantly kept feeling out of body, like this is not the body I am use to. But still trying to dress her up and cherish her lmao, the more I felt out of body the more i wanted to love her, does that make sense lmao.
This is when we went to see Sonic 3. it was so fun, even tho I was sick at the time and in pain, the movie was just too good, made me forget my pain temporarily lol. After we saw it we could only think about when we were gonna see it again lol. We went to the arcade afterward and took family pics lmao.
Edward Gorey's Christmas Card : 'Cat and Girl looking out of Window'
a hell of your own making
Daughter of a Thousand Faces Season 2 is here! Go read it!
Go check out my webtoon if you're into chinese fantasies, girls with swords and father issues, and pretty boys.
june 6, 2019
Floored by the fact that not feeling like shit really does boil down to just eating well and drinking lots of water and keeping screen time to a minimum and making lists and not obsessing over any one thing and reading books and like not putting things off and letting them fester forever. Self help books will never tell you this but sometimes it just is that simple
Chobits - Your Eyes Only Artbook
Chii stickers, they don't stick anymore that's why there popping out. they look so cute together, i almost don't want to take it apart๐ฅ