Your Lord Has Made Mercy Incumbent On Himself.

Ibn-al Jawzi (رحمه الله) said :

“Beware of procrastination for it is the highest ranking soldier of iblis.”

— [Sayd al-Khaatir, pg. 466-467] 20/5/22

If you are studying the deen and not realising your own ignorance then your ilm is not benefittng you. If it is only increasing you in arrogance then your intention is not sincere. Re-evaluate and start again

"I have discovered from my own experience that whenever someone increases in knowledge, they discover how much greater their ignorance is"

[The souls journey after death Ibnul-Qayyim Rahimahullah page 37]

“Oh Abu Dharr! Don’t look at the smallness of the sin but look at the One you disobeyed.”

— Prophet Muhammad (S)’s advice to Abu Dharr al-Ghaffari [ Makarim al Akhlaq, Chapter 12, Section 5, Page 458]

سورة غافر Surah Ghāfir

I love you...is this not enough??

Destroying Makeup (Satisfying)

The Prophet ﷺ said; “Help yourself to achieve your plans by being discreet, for everyone who is blessed with something is envied” (as-Silsilah 3/436)

Henry Miller in a letter to Anaïs Nin, A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin Henry Miller, 1932-1953

I don't know who needs to hear this out but; please, please don't give up on your deen. It doesn't matter how many sins you have done or for how long, just come back. Start again, try again, pray again, cry, yearn, JUST DON'T GIVE UP.

Imâm az-Zuhrî رحمه الله said:

"Do not underestimate yourselves because of your young age. For, whenever 'Umar ibn al-Khattâb was faced with a difficult matter, he would invite the youth and consult them; seeking the sharpness of their intelligence."

[Hilyah al-Awliyâ’]