"Sad, Sad ,sad" Ari Said.

remus kinnie canon experiences

feeling like all your friends have much more fun with each other than with you

being relieved at accomplishments rather than feeling a sense of achievement

feeling like you're missing out when you're alone, but when with other people all you want is to be alone

anytime you say a bit too much you feel like you've overshared and should literally keep shut all the time

anytime someone laughs you immediately assume its about you or directed at you

you hate being humiliated in even the tiniest way

this is my favorite tweet of all time

Ah shit we wrote your boyfriend into a concept album. Yeah, sorry. He’s battling his inner demons in musical verse.

being good at things is not the point of doing them!!!!!!!!! anything worth doing is worth doing poorly!!!!!!!!!

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

things are getting worse again (i am actively resisting the urge to reread crimson rivers)

if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like

i never realized how codependent my relationship with ao3 is until it went down

a wonderful ao3 author note

Water Lilies painted by Claude Monet (1840 - 1926)