I'm The Best Worst Decision You've Ever Had.

I'm the best worst decision you've ever had.

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

age regressed to the 12th century. beheaded a man in the street because I felt like it, and I wanted to

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

why am i even bothering with sobriety and cleanness at this point. all i wanna do is be high and forget how fucking miserable im gonna be for the rest of my life. just for a few hours. but i cAnT because tHinGs WoNt EvEr gEt BeTtEr iF yOuRe uSiNg. who the fuck cares if it gets better at this point? it obviously fucking won't. i'm trapped in this fucking disgusting body forever. the least i can do for myself is make myself happy for a little while.

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spectrespeaks

10 months ago

Not letting them pee because I like the way they squirm and cry while I fuck them with their bladder full. occasionally pushing down on it just to test their limits.

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

How do I kill myself without making anyone sad?

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

I am rotting away for the sake of those who claim to love me

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spectrespeaks

4 weeks ago

I genuinely hate when people start harping on slow walkers.

Sometimes, there’s a reason we’re walking slow. Some of us have cerebral palsy, some of us have chronic pain, some of us are walking slow so you don’t notice our gait ataxia.

SOME OF US ARE DISABLED AND ARE PHYSICALLY UNABLE TO WALK ANY FASTER.

Whatever the reason, taking 5 more seconds to wait for the person to get to where they’re going is not going to kill you. Chill out, suck it up, and learn to not be so impatient.

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

chat should i actually block every single one of my friends from my hometown and completely isolate myself in another province

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