Latest Posts by stella-the-impure-angel - Page 5

I wish I was as pure as I should be

ghost girl

I'm tired of living in a world that wants to hurt me so much

I don't want to be pretty, I want to hurt myself, I want to be pure, I want to feel safe, I want to disappear

The more I realise I'm not supposed to be here, the more hurt and lost I feel

It's 0:39 and I'm still working on fucking exercises I do not understand, I'm shaking because I don't have that much energy left, I want to throw up and I'm so angry after people who pretend to care about me but clearly don't

Shit, I'm starting to miss classes

Why there's no safe place for me ? Why do I have to face my fear everyday even if I try to avoid it ? It's everywhere, it's disgusting.

It's so sad to realize that my studies are the only thing that give me the strenght to wake up and go outside everyday... Like at this point my best friend is my master degree

I'm disapointed of myself for being on Tumblr during my derivatives course

Disgusting shit everywhere

Linving in this hypersexualised society is hell

Why the fuck do I exist ? I do not belong anywhere and no one seem to understand me, I do not have any goal, not a thing to achieve... I feel disgusted by the world around me and by myself... I deeply feel that I am not supposed to be in this world...

I don't really want to die, I just want to disapear... And to hurt myself

I'm a paradox

I wanted to look pretty for so long, then I realized it will not protect me at all, it will only make me closer to the danger... But at the same time I want to look at myself and see something pretty because beauty helps me to forget how impure I am and how gross everything is