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An hour of chaos in my mind before back to nothingness 💖

Funny thing is.

I don’t even know who reads these posts.

But somehow, I trust yall more than I trust the people I know best in my life.

Funny.

How bpd and ED brings people together …

You know what I wish?

I wish I could speak to someone who understands what it’s like having an ACTAUL ED. Not just “oh my god I didn’t eat breakfast I’m so anorexic” haha. Fuck you.

I wish I could speak to someone who understands having to be a mother to your own mother.

I wish I could speak to someone who understands what it’s like to not know yourself because you’re always looking out for someone else.

Because you are always having to be the person who is there for everyone; the person that no one is there for.

The therapist.

The one who swallows their pride because how dare they have an opinion.

How dare they have feelings.

How dare they be a person.

How dare they be a person and not a therapist.

Virginia Woolf, A Writer’s Diary, August 1921

MAXXXINE (2024) dir. Ti West

Miller's Girl (2024)

Mia Goth in ‘maXXXine’ as Maxine Minx, 2024 dir . ti West, X trilogy

BABE YOU’re a F*CKING STAR!

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If someone had to ask, “what’s the worst part of living with bpd?”

I think I’d say, trying to explain to someone what it’s like to not know who you are. Trying to explain swimming to someone who’s never seen water. Trying to explain purple to someone who’s blind.

It always results in a response along the lines of “But I know you”.

Which forces the conversation to an end, with a sigh. Realising that no one will ever truly understand what you are trying to tell them.

Realising that, the person they know, is based on themselves. Or the current movie character obsession of the week.

Trying to explain to someone that, if you were left alone, without any form of influence - real, or fictional - you would be stuck in place.

HALLEA JONES as Eden Hawkins in Locke & Key, Season 2 costume design by Megan Oppenheimer

Roger Dean, “Architecture 6”

Willy Pogany’s exquisite illustrations for Wagner’s opera “Parsifal.”

Roberto Ferri

Don't mind me, I'm just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn't feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring

Quake (1996)

Scream (1996)

Prometheus Bound, 1611–12, by Peter Paul Rubens

I wish I wrote the way I thought Obsessively Incessantly With maddening hunger I’d write to the point of suffocation I’d write myself into nervous breakdowns Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing And I’d write about you A lot more Than I should

- I Wish I Wrote the Way I Thought, Benedict Smith

How strong do you like tour coffee ?

I want it to show up on a drug test

The Other Side by Dean Cornwell, 1918

rainer maria

Caravaggio - Sacrifice of Isaac (1603-4)

Head of Medusa, circa 1618. Painted by Peter Paul Rubens

Pray to God, say goodbye Make amends ‘cause it’s time Metal death with my scythe Titanium spine I ignite