Latest Posts by thebog-witch - Page 5
who else up missing Ao3 on this fine morning?
the dynamic i think
bae what
Now I'm NOT advocating for unsafe knife use, but I AM saying that I was just voguing with a meat cleaver and I may have ate a little I fear 😵💫
Trio of Rat Kings
By the power of ADHD, I am immune to tinnitus. My left ear rings very faintly, and most of the time I can just completely tune it out because the constant invariable note cannot hold my interest for long. I only actually hear it when the other background noise of whatever environment I am in stops all of a sudden, and the ringing is the only one that remains, and then it gradually fades out like the end of an 80s pop song.
Sometimes I can make it fade out faster by trying to focus on listening to it. The more I focus, the more quiet and distant it gets, until I can't hear it anymore. In the battle of Curse of Infinite Whistle versus Can't Hear Shit Disorder, my ability to simply not notice my surroundings is an immovable object, but the inescapable noise is no unstoppable force.
I consider myself a fortunate man for how often my problems somehow manage to cancel each other out.
Autistic people experience psychosis at a higher rate than the general population. And people with schizo spec disorders are likely to have strong autistic traits even long before they develop psychosis. On top of this, both diagnoses have a big general overlap in traits and experiences. And that's why I think we need to discuss "auschizm" just like we've started discussing auDHD
you have to be reasonable. have to see it from their perspective. but you can't be a doormat. nobody else will stand up for you but you. count five things you see. let your emotions happen. but only inside. don't fight them. but also don't be impulsive. don't react, plan. listen to wise mind. practice your coping skills. call a friend. but don't trauma dump. ask for help. but make sure you know exactly what you need. use your words. but don't feel entitled. understand that people have a lot going on. don't form expectations those are just premeditated resentments. but also don't go it alone. keep it together. have a cry. but only at the right times. it's okay to break down sometimes. but girl wash your face. take charge of your life. but make peace with the things you can't control. breathe. not that loud, you're making people uncomfortable. don't make other people responsible for how you feel. but don't keep it all stuffed inside. not seeking help will kill you, you know. but if you keep being so self-centered and selfish you'll drive everyone off. cut off people who don't treat you right. show yourself some self-respect. but don't have main character syndrome. understand that the center of the universe is not you. stop thinking about yourself so much. but go to therapy and work on yourself or nobody's gonna love you. overcome your trauma. but know and accept yourself. stop being so infantile. but stop acting like you're too old to change. take responsibility. stop apologizing so much. you have to guard your own peace. but if you're not worried by what's happening right now there must be something wrong with you.
your friends think about you, y'know? they smile and think about goofy shit you've said. they pray for you. they smell your perfume in a shop and think of you fondly. they tell anecdotes involving you to strangers and friends. they remember the way you hug or bite or high five and want to repeat it with you. they love you. i promise.
That being said, if you're allistic and find yourself being mad at an autistic person because of something you haven't actually communicated to them because you feel that you "shouldn't have to say it" and that "they'd figure it out if they really cared to", then YOU are in fact the one causing a problem and the one who needs to work on improving your communication skills
I’m being forced to watch soul eater against my will (not really, I love my gf (also it’s really good so far so I don’t care))
Gonna go slam my head against the cement do you guys want anything
sorry yeah ive got a bad case of Thinking About My Friends. im afraid its incurable. symptoms include happiness and love and wishes that they will have the life they want to live.
Far too much talk about how "dangerous" psychotic/schizophrenic people are. Far too little talk about how easy it can be for an abuser to take advantage of a person who is already labeled as "crazy". We're usually among the victims - not the perpetrators.
in this baeutiful world. straight up "enjoing it". and by "it". haha. well. let's justr say. My frands
"what do you do to contribute to society" i post my ocs to tumblr dot com lol.... 5 people on there like them.......
“Fuck you and the horse you rode in on” Okay it’s fine to hate me or whatever but you do understand the horse is not a part of this right. Like he’s only here because I got on his back and steered him here. I treat him exceptionally well but if he saw anything slightly strange he would run into the woods and forget about me forever. Take it back.
i joined seafoam for this reason 😭😭 fr can’t all be stardust
Guys, we all can't be stardust /j
i’m glad someone agrees with me here
stumbled across some of my printer opinions that i don't recall writing but am correct about
artfight ppl 👁️👁️ where r u getting those little sheets u put ur user/characters/who u attack on 👁️👁️ it’s my first year n i wanna do one of those to post 👁️👁️ send help
yes Morrigan is 1000% a unicorn. no way no how he’s not. Cass would prob be an earth pony since he canonically can’t do shit magic-wise :0
changeling bex slays i’m afraid 😭😭 and there’s truly no other option for sasha
Can't stop... Imagining... 😵💫 My OCs... As 😵... PONIESSSSS 😣😣😣😩😩😩😔😔😵💫😵💫😵😵😵😵😪
😭 ik ive seen a stein soul eater pony and now i can only imagine Morrigan as the stein soul eater pony 😭😭😭😭 let me go find it
Can't stop... Imagining... 😵💫 My OCs... As 😵... PONIESSSSS 😣😣😣😩😩😩😔😔😵💫😵💫😵😵😵😵😪
I think one of my philosophies on being fat, one that I was told that really changed my life, was the phrase "Everyone already knows you're fat, so you might as well."
The person who said this was mostly referring to wearing clothes, which at a point was one of my biggest insecurities :0 I wore a lot of baggy clothes and layer (granted I was also in a horrible spot in my transition and holding onto some harmful ideas about transness but that's a whole other thing).
But like, shawty had a point. And argument I came up with about "oh I don't want them to know I'm fat" or "I don't want my fatness to be noticed" was so null because... Like babe, they already know. And most decent people didn't gaf. And if they do start giving AF after I become more comfortable, after I wear and say the things I want, they were never decent people to begin with. And I'm not the bitch rebuilder, someone else being a cunt will never be my problem to solve. If people had a problem with me being fat, I'd imply ignore them.
So I started dressing pretty, and wearing the tight clothes I LIKED and showing off. Because I wasn't even ugly 😭 that was the real shame, hiding the innate beauty of my body for no good reason. And idk, I just got so much happier.
And I feel like that philosophy kinda ought to be echoed to a lot of people, in more than just what they wear. The neutrality of the statement that they already know, so why the hell not?
Oh you want another serving of food because you're hungry, but you're fat? Okay, well they already know, so you might as well.
You want to audition for some role, but you're worried because you're not small? Okay, well they already know, so you might as well.
There's someone you wanna shoot your shot with, but you don't know if you should because you're chubby? Bae, I'm sure they already know, soooo say it with me now, you might as well.
And ik this logic isn't gonna work for everyone. There are many factors that contribute to fatphobia, both internal and external. And as much as this way of thinking can help with confidence, I'm cognisant of the fact that they aren't the whole solution to the systemic issue of fat hate.
However, self acceptance and body neutrality can go a long way in making your inner world more full, and lead to those you keep in your outer world, the people you choose, being full, rich, accepting people in turn. After all, we have the rest of our lives to be in these bodies, to change and grow and figure out how to love in them, no reason not to ease some of the pressure in that existence. We might as well, right?
Boku no Hero Academia || Aizawa Shouta Episode 142
I feel confident enough to post these now. A collection of all the existing posters after some edits from the other post that got 13k notes! These are full size/quality. Go nuts.
You may use them for wallpapers, tabletop campaigns, whatever. Consider tipping me or buying a print or sticker on ko-fi here! If you do use them, let me know what for, or send pictures!
a little diary about trying to find a middle ground between being spiritual and being a schizophrenic
Being permanently mentally ill doesn't mean you'll be permanently unhappy
