Pillar of Creation
On a call with Sir and he’s told me to post about how I feel. I feel very horny and submissive after he’s described to me in detail of how he would use me as his little obedient slut. I want him to tease me more and to have more pleasure.
I'm so horny and needy. I'm on 3 days of denial after cumming without permission and sir just had me do a writing task that made me horny with each line and desperate to touch. I couldnt touch until I finished it and had to wait 21 minutes because I made that many mistakes. Now after 4 minutes sir told me to stop touching to do this post.
Last night I was made to listen to Sir's drip file on loop until he allowed me to stop ><
Who would have thought they could be so frustrating?
In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.
Be quiet
Sir has told me to now say “I submit” now every time I want to say “I’m horny”. This is apparently because being horny is me submitting because obedience is pleasure and pleasure is obedience.
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