donna tartt really said "being queer is like having something very precious and very rare and beautiful and life giving and the only real thing in a world of lies but you HAVE to keep hidden and a secret because it is a crime/morally wrong to have it/the world will fall apart beneath my feet if people find out/it will harm people I love if it comes to light/it is MINE and no one else's" and you expect me to be normal about her
yeah i think his ass is having some revelations.
I think if Vecna went inside Mike’s head he would be too overwhelmed by his self-hatred, anxiety and PTSD that he would acquire human feelings and stop being a villain and that might be how they win.
there has to be subtext behind boris singing the song about two kittens to theo after being horrifically beaten at the hands of his father and then proceeding to call his girlfriend a nickname that means kitty cat
-Franz Kafka
I need to interact with something about The Goldfinch once an hour while I’m around my family for the next 3 days or I will lose my mind I fear
More than anything I was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling-and-wanting-to-talk state I’d stopped myself from blurting the thing on the edge of my tongue, the thing I’d never said, even though it was something we both knew well enough without me saying it out loud to him in the street—which was, of course, I love you.
*rocking back and forth as I look into mirror* it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things it's not embarrassing to like things
if you close the door, the night could last forever
theo likes to think of himself as the successful one between him and boris because he has a ‘real job’ when it’s like. a dying business he ran into the ground through fraud while having no employable skills outside of a niche dead in the ground industry and graduating college with the minimum required 2.0 gpa meanwhile boris has a maybe shady but fully functioning fully staffed multinational enterprise and a laundry list of hoes in different area codes i love you classicism