I Will Never Be Sorry For Hating Gay Boris/bi Theo.

the goldfinch left me permanently insane because why have I thought about it every day for the past 4 months

[said very pleasantly] i see you have mischaracterised my blorbo. that's okay. that's fine. everyone interprets things differently. i'm exploding you in my mind with the power of 9754685 suns btw

boris: [putting out cigarette in the ash tray, hasn’t showered in 2 weeks, vomit on his shirt, black out drunk, calling popchyk slurs]

theo: the way boris leaned over, collarbones creating dark pools at the base of his neck. his nose a strong aquiline with the barest suggestion of having been broken like some ancient bronze statue of a greek boxer. he seemed to me like a divine being who had come to earth only by mistake, perhaps as a punishment for some heavenly crime or another. anyways, I tried writing a letter to pippa the other day but had nothing to say so I gave up.

If Byler isn’t endgame, I’m deleting all of my social media accounts, canceling my Netflix subscription and gaslighting everyone into believing that I never said Byler is endgame. I think I’d be embarrassed for the rest of my life💀

its that time of the year

mike, robin, and will bonding in s5

i hate my life i’m going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] stare into the eyes of the bird painting i stole from the met

[…] something we both knew well enough without me saying it out loud to him…

I’ve never been to Las Vegas because I’m scared of becoming gay

remember what’s really truly important in life : local bookstore