sometimes I imagine going back to childhood and getting a do over and making a thousand different choices and STILL ending up exactly where I am nowā¦. my subconscious is the biggest believer in fate and i cant stop it
humbled
22.05.2023 || Last weekend I visited the botanical garden in my city and a plant fair where I bought myself few new ones šæ
sometimesĀ the voice of silenceĀ is fury; the mausoleumĀ inside your heart.Ā
"I dream. Sometimes I think thatās the only right thing to do. To dream, to live in the world of dreams."
ā Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart
when the sun is rising, i hope all the warmth is stored inside you. when the sun goes down, i hope all your worries fade into dust. i love you from sunrise till sunset, without a break.
In the end, all I learned was how to be strong, alone
i want a love that tastes like poetry
Iām a lilac and you are my sun. And every season I need you to come backā¦
Small things we should cherish more in life:
Staring at the moon from your balcony.
Waking up to the sound of the rain.
Small achievements/success in your life.
Sleeping in a cozy or comfortable bed.
Walking barefoot on grass.
The first sip of coffee/tea/juice in the morning.
Different colors of sky.
Finishing a good book.
Counting stars with the person you love.
Sharing fruits with your friends/family.
I want what I give. itās really that simple
You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy ⦠because you understand them, and they do not understand you.
Daniel Saint
i think deciding to love someone continually is like reading the same book again, but each time finding a different line that hits deep and makes you think about something you didn't realize before. and you decide to read it again and again, knowing you'll never get enough of it, knowing you'll always find something new about them to love.
the urge to roam around europe reading books and trying to find myself
Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a Murakami novel, but I'm just an extra in the background, sipping coffee and contemplating the enigmatic nature of cats
At the end of the day Iām just a girl who likes to bask in sunlight and read books and make silly little annotations and eat fruit and be grateful and find the joy in the mundane and understand that everything is temporary and be completely disconnected when the time calls for it
i'm a simple girl: i see sunlight on the water, i find god
i just want a simple life !! i want to eat well and feel whole and laugh and love!! why do simple things seem so out of reach sometimes?
i think one of the sweetest part of loving someone, is having their wellness prioritised as if it were your own. it's becomes natural to share whatever goodness you have or do, with them. like "oh!! this chocolate is so good! I'm going to save a piece for her!" or instinctively saying their name in every prayer you make. instead of thinking or doing good for only yourself, you do it for them too. love merge people in such a way, that they become not only a part of our life but an extension of us.
April 4th, 2023
I had to take a short break from my PhD because I had so much work to do for my actual job. Now I'm using my holidays to make some progress...
she (the sun) did it again
š¤
You became like coffee, in the deliciousness, and the bitterness, and the addiction.
Mahmoud Darwish
I like simple things, books, being alone, or with somebody who understands.
- Daphne du Maurier
being kissed in your sleep and being pulled closer within cuddles is such a top tier form of affection
So bad at texting it feels like war
how does everybody just live in the world? I can't seem to do it
Iām always a slut for libraries with beautiful architecture
I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books I want to live in my books