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Latest Posts by toulousejanvier - Page 7
just for the record. i'm actually only at university as the creator of universe friday because it gives me inspiration.
i feel the dread and stress with the undertone of wanting to die and go 'guys this is sooooo aled last'
i am actually not here for a degree only for this tumblr blog
aahh this is so cute . i love my mutuals too althought we don't know each other and the internet is a scary place they just all seam nice.and we undestand the love that we have for surtain things that maybe ppl irl won't even know about .
hii, ask game :)) - List
5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! 💖Thanks!
(only if you want)
1) comfy clothes that also look cute
2) new music from my favorite artists
3) a warm drink
4) homemade baked goods
5) my friends and mutuals
<3
hii, ask game :)) - List
5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! 💖Thanks!
Hii, so 5 things that make me happy :
Andalousie music and music in general.
watching queer movies and shows .
reading (especially alice oesman books).
being in nature surroundings especially places that I always went to growing up they make me feel so safe.
anything that relates to my culture whether it be books or decoration , clothes , music.. anything about my culture makes me feel so alive .
This ask is so cute , thank you . And I'll try passing it around .
recently found an old copy of radio silence !! another book added to my osemanverse collection <3
Warm
Hello purpletrashcans I think I'm going to watch criminal minds just for you
not me binging criminal minds so i can finally watch sad spencer edits without being scared of spoilers
Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.
what people think alice oseman books are like: blushing awkward first meetings, little chaste first kisses, giggling teenage boys holding hands what alice oseman books are actually like: hey what if your entire personality is actually a carefully constructed facade to make other people like you and to disguise the fact that you don't actually know who you are. if you stripped away all the walls, all the artificial things that you think make you up, what would be left? what would happen if you stopped living for other people and started living for yourself? is there even a person in there or just a gaping void with nothing left in it? wouldn't that be fucked up? do you even know yourself? do you even have a real personality anymore?
This is awesome
kinda proud of this ngl
note goal thing because why not
10 notes- i'll clean my room
100 notes- i'll work harder at school
1000 notes- i'll come out as genderqueer to my parents (never gonna happen, please don't) (hehe changed it to 1000 so it will literally never happen)
not many things but i can't think of too many things right now, if this somehow gets to 100 i'll add more
30 comments per person
update!!!!!! i cleaned my room :) y'all are awesome, thank you for the motivation <3
Can I just say how fun it is to re-read radio silence and Solitare and stuff after reading all of the other ones? There are so many references and Frances actually sees nick and Charlie and talks to Tori and stuff in radio silence, and Joan of Ark is mentioned once in radio silence too! It’s so cool. Plus the references on the cover of radio silence.
Attention citizens of Universe City!
As by entering Universe City you are no longer a child regardless of your age. Please make sure you leave any childlike joy, trust or the ability to not suppress your emotions at the gates if you haven't already.
Kristen stewart from her new movie "love lies bleeding "
Thank you for the tag 🫶
@therantomgirl hi if you want
Found this on Twitter, so I thought, why not posting it here and doing a tag game 😊
Ok, I’ll go first
If he is the reason, I’d go to prison gladly 🥰❤️🔥
Tagging: @killerqueen-ofwillowgreen @nic-214 @milkyway-ashes @dr-radiation @whitequeen-ofwillowgreen @sunsetdaydreamer @therockywhorerpictureshow @delicatelyfantasticninja and everyone 😊
Sorry if I forgot to tag some of you!
we cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever
“Heartstopper is too puritanical, real teens don’t act like that, they party, drink, have sex and are wild”
Proceeds to ignore introverted teens.
Proceeds to ignore asexual teens.
Proceeds to ignore alosexual teens who aren’t that interested on sex.
Proceeds to ignore teens who have trauma involving intimacy or substance abuse.
Proceeds to ignore the neurodivergent teens that aren’t comfortable at parties.
Proceeds to ignore the neurotypical teens who also aren’t comfortable at parties.
Proceeds to ignore teens who don’t engage in these activities due to religious reasons.
Proceeds to ignore teens who don’t engage in these activities simply because they don’t want to.
Proceeds to ignore every experience that isn’t yours.
my cat apparently likes solitaire
aled last, my sweet summer child, top 10 genders of my existence
Universe city themed wall paper/ lock screen
Sometimes I talk a lot and sometimes I don’t talk at all and somehow both are embarrassing
I don't think I belon there.
I never actually even Invisioned my self there.But here I am and "there" is actually "here" now.
I don't get it at times, I have been not getting any of it for months now. I don't really know what to do , I just know what I'm feeling, and what I've been avoiding to face.
But this is safe, this is a safe space. If I take off I'm nothing, there's nothing out there in the real world .old sport ..
I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time
Hello. I hope somebody is listening.
I've cried a lot as a child. Too much, perhaps, but as i can remember i was a very quiet and sad kid. But mostly at night, when no one could see me. When i was very small, i cried loud, so my parents wpuld hear me, and care for me. when i got older and my parents divorced, i stopped. I cried quietly, not wanting to get noticed, into my pillow or my plushie. The plushie is called Leo. I still have him, take that little lion everywhere with me. I remember how he catched my tears at night so my pillow wouldnt be wet. I remember how i cut his fur and my own hair, wanting to donate it to children that dont have any. Obviously, that didnt work and my parents just got angry at me for it. I cut my hair a few times as a child. Perhaps that was one of the early signs that i was trans. Either way, everytime i cry, i can taste my tears on my lips and feel them run down my cheeks. hear my quiet sobs, and suddenly im the 7-year old child without friends that was scared of its stepfather again. Suddenly im the child that needed therapy because its family situation traumatised it again. Suddenly im that child that just gets laughed at all the time and that no one wants to play with again. So i was a sad child. but im an even sadder teen. Im a transboy with a transphobic family. I get misgendered everywhere. At school, at home. My classmates make fun of me for it. they talk about me all the time. about how weird i am. not even my irl friends use my right name. when i told my dad, i prepared a PowerPoint. i couldn't even talk, had a full on panic attack so i just skipped through the presentation and let him read. He didnt let me get halfway through before he told me that there was no way he would support me in any way. I keep telling myself that in 3 years i can transition, but i am scared for the city. The goverment already monitors us all, we as queer people are barely legal right now, and it just gets worse ans worse. There are a lot of allies in the city, that try to throw the government over from the inside. but in the end, the government and the bad people are everywhere. We cant get rid of them. And I think it only gets worse. If i didn't manage to escape the city in 4 years, and if in 3 years, the city controls us completely and makes us live under even worse circumstances than we do right now, I'll cut my signal off. I mean it, old sport. I'll remove myself from the system. Because i cant live that way.
Radio out.