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I am consuming a media and you are going to hear about it

I saw a Post about the osemanverse aesthetic and now I am onw to make a collage

Fitting into the solitaire aesthetic :)

Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?

the bond between mutuals who only share one or two fandoms is stronger than an entire fandom combined… I do not know what you are blogging about but you are right, pip-pip and bing-bong are homosexuals who crave blood and understanding and I will heart that in support

I'm rereading Radio Silence but I forgot that Carol Last existed ...

danie & jamie

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My love language is sending gifs about love to my friends

Mk so I know there’s along time between now and Halloween and I may be going through a Lorax phase but

IF THIS POST GETS 10K NOTES BY HALLOWEEN I WILL GO AS THE LORAX

Have fun

I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

shit isn't gay? why are we even reading it?

when frances janvier said "im weak and weird and lonely and an idiot"

i am a tragedy enjoyer before i am human

Guys correct me if I'm wrong but I just had an epiphany , was Elsa from frozen gay??? I feel like she was so queer coded

it's so funny rereading solitaire when you're mentally in a better place than you were while reading it the first time because you realize how not okay you were just because you didn't realise how not okay tori is

Me when my mutual blasts my dash with 50 posts in a row about something I've never heard of before:

Eclipse

if everyone’s straight in canon everyone can be gay in fanon

you know someone is either mentally ill and or queer if they love alice oseman's books . if they're neither , they are a very very rare breed .

perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

im gonna die of gay.

it is my hope and dream that everyone on tumblr can go outside and visit a gay bar or go to a queer event and see that our community is very beautiful and very diverse and that half the internet discourse isn’t real

I'm Married to universe city

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you

EXCERPT #25:

Hello. I hope somebody is listening.

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And she just gives me the warmest hug… And I just melted into her arms, seriously.

I really missed hanging out with her, relationship or not, I just missed Thalia.

Oh yeah, sorry… Forgot to mention, Thalia came back, old sport.

And everything is fine! Don’t worry about it… We talked it through… Briefly.

I made sure she knew how I felt about her… Habit of running away.

Though I’m not sure how much my words got to her… the conversation moved on pretty quickly…

But! I put myself out there and I said how I felt. That alone is still something I struggle with doing these days…

I haven’t seen the only person who gave me the confidence to do so in oh, so long…

I say it often, but I do wish you’re proud of me, February. You give me strength still, even though you’re so far…

In everything I do, I tell myself you could’ve done it. I muster up my strength and ask myself how you would’ve done it. The answer is almost always without hesitation. Without worry. At least, not in any way of showing it.

Hell, I haven’t seen you in so long, February. There must be a reason for that. I know that perhaps you aren’t all of what you seem on the outside. 

I know you. But perhaps I know a different version of you. The version of you who I last saw. You’ve been gone for so long… Would it be better to say I knew you?

I wonder if I’m speaking to the same February I knew back then. I speak to the stars, yet, have you absorbed into the atmosphere? An unrecognisable energy is left, blind to the human eye, the remains of you… The star that exploded oh so long ago.

I still see your star, February… I know you’re still there… The February I know, how far away are they? Do you still know them? February? Hello…?

I know… I know how I sound. I should let you move on, February. If you ran, it must be because you were trying to erase the person you were. Before you let them go, could you tell them how much they meant to me? Let me plant some flowers before you put down the shovel. Maybe there, at the grave, I can learn all about you again. Allow me to know this new you.

…Perhaps this is why it bothered me that Thalia never discussed my feelings with me. She has every opportunity to converse with me… Something I haven’t been able to do with you, February, in ages.

I hope you would jump at the chance to speak with me again… I know I would. So, why isn’t she…?

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