Latest Posts by ufocrossing - Page 3

I think there’s a consensus that most of the adults in the CAA failed Gon and Killua miserably (mainly by treating them like adults and not traumatized children). But if a responsible adult HAD shown up, and told them Kite’s death wasn’t their fault and they shouldn’t be involved in the operation, would they have even listened? Neither takes kindly to being “treated like a kid”.

Anon, I love you! 

Yes, I completely agree this is the issue in CAA.  Here’s some panels for the folks following along at home: 

SO, I’ve been saying for a while that one thing Kite does, that Gon and Killua’s previous mentors did *not* do, is treat both Gon and Killua as professional - adult - hunters. 

I believe Kite does this because - unlike Wing and Bisky - he isn’t used to working with kids.... Wing is also training Zushi, who’s even younger than Killua and Gon, when they meet.  And this isn’t Bisky’s first go-round training child protegies in nen, either.

On the other hand, Kite works with a crew of adults, he treats Gon and Killua the same way he treats anyone else on the crew:  

Look at Gon and Killua’s faces in the last panel... they freaking LOVE Kite telling his crew, of adults, that they have a lot to learn from them haha.

Also, there’s actually a bit of time between when Gon and Killua reconnect with Kite, and when they go to NGL to investigate the Chimera Ants....if you only watched the anime you might not realize this, but in the manga, Gon and Killua work with Kite’s crew for a month before the Chimera Ant Queen washes up on shore in NGL. 

And that whole time, they aren’t just two well-respected members of the team, but like... two of the BEST two members of the team???  Kite’s assessment of their abilities is not based on nothing, it’s based on his observation of them and their abilities. 

Here’s what Kite’s crew think about Gon and Killua’s abilities:

Here’s what Kite thinks:

SO, when Gon and Killua choose to follow Kite into the NGL battefield, it’s actually against this background of working as professional hunters for the first time, and being respected for it!

Gon is earning the respect of Kite, the hunter he respects the MOST because of his connection to Ging, and because he saved Gon’s life as a kid.  We all know how much Gon hates feeling weak, right?  When Kite rescued him as a kid he was weak, but he got stronger, passed the Hunter exam, did a bunch of stuff and now he’s on equal footing with Kite, in the sense that they are both Pro Hunters. 

And Killua is also earning respect as a Pro Hunter, not an assassin... it’s only because Gon and Bisky encouraged him that he left Greed Island to take the Hunter exam, but it seems at this point in the story that he’s fully resolved to stop working as an assassin, and work as a Pro Hunter with Gon instead. 

So getting back to the question of whether Gon and Killua would have gone home, if the adults in charge had told them to... I mean, that’s what Kite, Netero, Morel and Knov ALL told them to do.

It’s in chapter 196, if you’re curious. 

Kite was wrong, he underestimated the enemy. He admits as much to Gon, when Gon comes to apologize to him (chapter 338 “repentance”).  He could have been a lot more firm about excluding Gon and Killua. 

Netero, Knov and Morel were also wrong, they also underestimated the enemy (and Killua).   For example, when they heard that Killua had knocked Gon out and retreated from Pitou, they told him it was a cowardly thing to do, and a real Hunter would believe in his ability to win even against a stronger foe (something Bisky also says to Kilua). 

And that assessment is something Killua takes to heart, because it’s something he’s struggled with since the beginning of the manga, when Netero told him Gon had more potential as a Hunter.  (Also when he failed the exam on purpose and went home, and also when he struggled in Yorknew with his desire to prove Illumi was wrong about him by sacrificing himself for Gon.)

(And also, you know... when he pulled the needle out!)

I think we’re supposed to believe it to an extent, BTW, that this kind of blindly optimistic attitude - Gon’s shounen protagonist(TM) attitude that everything will work out if you just give it your all - is somewhat correct.  That there’s some truth to the idea that being willing to risk your life to win is how you win.  Bisuke says as much to Killua, and Bisuke is usually right... Like they say, nothing ventured, nothing gained.  It’s the highest-risk situations that also have the highest rewards.

But we’re also supposed to see the limits to this kind of blind optimism.  Gon is optimistic that he can defeat Pitou and save Kite (or he’s in denial that he can’t), and look what happened with that, right?  Sometimes the enemy really is too strong.

SO I see I number of things going on here: One, the fact that the adults are treating Gon and Killua like professionals (or at least not being discouraging enough); and Two, that the adults are failable, in the end.  They don’t realize the true extent of the threat, they overestimate themselves and underestimate the enemy.  

That’s Kilua’s assessment, by the way.

As for Knov, Morel and Netero:

(Netero asks, was it such a powerful adversary?  And Killua explains about Pitou’s aura.  At which point:) 

Only Netero takes Killua assessment of Pitou’s strength - “You guys are powerful, too... and still I don’t think you could defeat him” - even a little bit seriously.   But then, Netero is also the only one, of the three of them, who knows exactly who Killua is and what he is capable of. 

Knov, and Morel and Netero in the end get their comeuppance, when they experience firsthand exactly how strong the enemy is (Knov especially).  All three characters come up against the limits of their abilities, where they’re just outmatched in terms of strength, even as powerful pro hunters.   Netero and Morel fight through it, Knov retreats to a support role.  But definitely they are all humbled. 

People can be wrong,  you know?   All of these characters were wrong about how strong the Chimera Ants would be...    

If you want my opinion, HxH Chimera Ant Arc is a Deconstruction, it shows the limits to the Weekly Shonen Jump core values of Friendship, Hard Work, Victory. Sometimes the enemy is just too strong. 

And it’s also a Tragedy.  The thing that defines tragedy, as a genre, is that it is the inevitable result of a specific character flaw of the protagonist... which in this case is Gon’s willingness to sacrifice his own life, because he doesn’t value his life enough compared to others’ lives.  And it’s also Killua’s flaw of following what Gon wants to do, and not voicing his objections because he fears they would damage the relationship.  Because both of them are protagonists, it’s a double tragedy...

Here’s what Hegel says about Tragedy, as a genre, btw:

His later lectures formulate such a theory of tragedy as a conflict of ethical forces, represented by characters...

The heroes of ancient classical tragedy encounter situations in which, if they firmly decide in favor of the one ethical pathos that alone suits their finished character, they must necessarily come into conflict with the equally justified ethical power that confronts them.

Modern characters, on the other hand, stand in a wealth of more accidental circumstances, within which one could act this way or that, so that the conflict is, though occasioned by external preconditions, still essentially grounded in the character. The new individuals, in their passions, obey their own nature... simply because they are what they are.

Hegel's comments on a particular play may better elucidate his theory: "Viewed externally, Hamlet's death may be seen to have been brought about accidentally... but in Hamlet's soul, we understand that death has lurked from the beginning: the sandbank of finitude cannot suffice his sorrow and tenderness, such grief and nausea at all conditions of life... we feel he is a man whom inner disgust has almost consumed well before death comes upon him from outside."[71]  

Anyway.  The Chimera Ant Arc is a Tragedy.  Possibly it could have happened differently, but at the same time, exactly because the characters are the people they are, and “individual personality... must manifest self-destructive passions because only such passions are strong enough to defend the individual from a hostile and capricious external world” (Hegal again), there was no other outcome that could have occurred.

I think there’s a consensus that most of the adults in the CAA failed Gon and Killua miserably (mainly by treating them like adults and not traumatized children). But if a responsible adult HAD shown up, and told them Kite’s death wasn’t their fault and they shouldn’t be involved in the operation, would they have even listened? Neither takes kindly to being “treated like a kid”.

Anon, I love you! 

Yes, I completely agree this is the issue in CAA.  Here’s some panels for the folks following along at home: 

SO, I’ve been saying for a while that one thing Kite does, that Gon and Killua’s previous mentors did *not* do, is treat both Gon and Killua as professional - adult - hunters. 

I believe Kite does this because - unlike Wing and Bisky - he isn’t used to working with kids.... Wing is also training Zushi, who’s even younger than Killua and Gon, when they meet.  And this isn’t Bisky’s first go-round training child protegies in nen, either.

On the other hand, Kite works with a crew of adults, he treats Gon and Killua the same way he treats anyone else on the crew:  

Look at Gon and Killua’s faces in the last panel... they freaking LOVE Kite telling his crew, of adults, that they have a lot to learn from them haha.

Also, there’s actually a bit of time between when Gon and Killua reconnect with Kite, and when they go to NGL to investigate the Chimera Ants....if you only watched the anime you might not realize this, but in the manga, Gon and Killua work with Kite’s crew for a month before the Chimera Ant Queen washes up on shore in NGL. 

And that whole time, they aren’t just two well-respected members of the team, but like... two of the BEST two members of the team???  Kite’s assessment of their abilities is not based on nothing, it’s based on his observation of them and their abilities. 

Here’s what Kite’s crew think about Gon and Killua’s abilities:

Here’s what Kite thinks:

SO, when Gon and Killua choose to follow Kite into the NGL battefield, it’s actually against this background of working as professional hunters for the first time, and being respected for it!

Gon is earning the respect of Kite, the hunter he respects the MOST because of his connection to Ging, and because he saved Gon’s life as a kid.  We all know how much Gon hates feeling weak, right?  When Kite rescued him as a kid he was weak, but he got stronger, passed the Hunter exam, did a bunch of stuff and now he’s on equal footing with Kite, in the sense that they are both Pro Hunters. 

And Killua is also earning respect as a Pro Hunter, not an assassin... it’s only because Gon and Bisky encouraged him that he left Greed Island to take the Hunter exam, but it seems at this point in the story that he’s fully resolved to stop working as an assassin, and work as a Pro Hunter with Gon instead. 

So getting back to the question of whether Gon and Killua would have gone home, if the adults in charge had told them to... I mean, that’s what Kite, Netero, Morel and Knov ALL told them to do.

It’s in chapter 196, if you’re curious. 

Kite was wrong, he underestimated the enemy. He admits as much to Gon, when Gon comes to apologize to him (chapter 338 “repentance”).  He could have been a lot more firm about excluding Gon and Killua. 

Netero, Knov and Morel were also wrong, they also underestimated the enemy (and Killua).   For example, when they heard that Killua had knocked Gon out and retreated from Pitou, they told him it was a cowardly thing to do, and a real Hunter would believe in his ability to win even against a stronger foe (something Bisky also says to Kilua). 

And that assessment is something Killua takes to heart, because it’s something he’s struggled with since the beginning of the manga, when Netero told him Gon had more potential as a Hunter.  (Also when he failed the exam on purpose and went home, and also when he struggled in Yorknew with his desire to prove Illumi was wrong about him by sacrificing himself for Gon.)

(And also, you know... when he pulled the needle out!)

I think we’re supposed to believe it to an extent, BTW, that this kind of blindly optimistic attitude - Gon’s shounen protagonist(TM) attitude that everything will work out if you just give it your all - is somewhat correct.  That there’s some truth to the idea that being willing to risk your life to win is how you win.  Bisuke says as much to Killua, and Bisuke is usually right... Like they say, nothing ventured, nothing gained.  It’s the highest-risk situations that also have the highest rewards.

But we’re also supposed to see the limits to this kind of blind optimism.  Gon is optimistic that he can defeat Pitou and save Kite (or he’s in denial that he can’t), and look what happened with that, right?  Sometimes the enemy really is too strong.

SO I see I number of things going on here: One, the fact that the adults are treating Gon and Killua like professionals (or at least not being discouraging enough); and Two, that the adults are failable, in the end.  They don’t realize the true extent of the threat, they overestimate themselves and underestimate the enemy.  

That’s Kilua’s assessment, by the way.

As for Knov, Morel and Netero:

(Netero asks, was it such a powerful adversary?  And Killua explains about Pitou’s aura.  At which point:) 

Only Netero takes Killua assessment of Pitou’s strength - “You guys are powerful, too... and still I don’t think you could defeat him” - even a little bit seriously.   But then, Netero is also the only one, of the three of them, who knows exactly who Killua is and what he is capable of. 

Knov, and Morel and Netero in the end get their comeuppance, when they experience firsthand exactly how strong the enemy is (Knov especially).  All three characters come up against the limits of their abilities, where they’re just outmatched in terms of strength, even as powerful pro hunters.   Netero and Morel fight through it, Knov retreats to a support role.  But definitely they are all humbled. 

People can be wrong,  you know?   All of these characters were wrong about how strong the Chimera Ants would be...    

If you want my opinion, HxH Chimera Ant Arc is a Deconstruction, it shows the limits to the Weekly Shonen Jump core values of Friendship, Hard Work, Victory. Sometimes the enemy is just too strong. 

And it’s also a Tragedy.  The thing that defines tragedy, as a genre, is that it is the inevitable result of a specific character flaw of the protagonist... which in this case is Gon’s willingness to sacrifice his own life, because he doesn’t value his life enough compared to others’ lives.  And it’s also Killua’s flaw of following what Gon wants to do, and not voicing his objections because he fears they would damage the relationship.  Because both of them are protagonists, it’s a double tragedy...

Here’s what Hegel says about Tragedy, as a genre, btw:

His later lectures formulate such a theory of tragedy as a conflict of ethical forces, represented by characters...

The heroes of ancient classical tragedy encounter situations in which, if they firmly decide in favor of the one ethical pathos that alone suits their finished character, they must necessarily come into conflict with the equally justified ethical power that confronts them.

Modern characters, on the other hand, stand in a wealth of more accidental circumstances, within which one could act this way or that, so that the conflict is, though occasioned by external preconditions, still essentially grounded in the character. The new individuals, in their passions, obey their own nature... simply because they are what they are.

Hegel's comments on a particular play may better elucidate his theory: "Viewed externally, Hamlet's death may be seen to have been brought about accidentally... but in Hamlet's soul, we understand that death has lurked from the beginning: the sandbank of finitude cannot suffice his sorrow and tenderness, such grief and nausea at all conditions of life... we feel he is a man whom inner disgust has almost consumed well before death comes upon him from outside."[71]  

Anyway.  The Chimera Ant Arc is a Tragedy.  Possibly it could have happened differently, but at the same time, exactly because the characters are the people they are, and “individual personality... must manifest self-destructive passions because only such passions are strong enough to defend the individual from a hostile and capricious external world” (Hegal again), there was no other outcome that could have occurred.

heyy, hello.

so basically, because summer is upon me, ive gotten in the habit of going to bed at 5 or 6 something in the morning, but hey, at least i get some pretty pictures of the sunrise and the moon, right?? idk if i’ll link the photos, but I might.

This was so cuteee🥰🥰

Just Kiss Already

For fonbella cos I feel u, friend

Fandom: HxH

Pairing: Killugon

Rating: G

Additional Tags: Aged Up Killugon, Fluff, Background Leopika

Category: Drabble 

This was getting exhausting. If they didn’t do something soon, he was going to crack their skulls together and forcibly shake their brains into self awareness. The fact that he might not physically be able to catch both Gon and Killua, let alone make them aware of that which was so painfully obvious to everybody else, was only adding to Kurapika’s frustration.

Leorio found the whole thing hilarious.

Keep reading

AAAAAAASAIDHS THIS IS SO SADDD

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hunter X Hunter Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Gon Freecs/Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs & Killua Zoldyck Characters: Gon Freecs, Killua Zoldyck Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture Summary:

Set post S1 E25, just after the Zoldyck family arc. Little bit of head canon filler/ fix it fic. Canon compliant violence and discussion of abuse.

‘Killua hisses as he passes over a particularly deep lash, its edges are frayed and it cannot have been made by a regular whip. Gon’s fist clenches around the cloth, and warm water runs out between his fingers. He’s heard of such things in dark corners from cruel people, but never seen them. His next word breaks in two and he sounds far more like the child both of them are supposed to be than either of them ever do.

“Why?” ’

Killua and Gon discuss what happened to him at the Zoldyck mansion.

AKDHWIDJAHDJSIWJDNDJSTHIS MADE ME CRYYY THIS IS SO GOODDDDD😭😭

Map the Scars

Fandom: Hunter x Hunter

Pairing: Killugon

Rating: General

Additional Tags: hurt/comfort, au-ish, older characters

A little drabble for huyandere since her request for headcanons got me thinking about them!

In which Gon and Killua are still young but older, now, on Whale Island, and Gon charts Killua’s constellations. Or: both boys have scars. But Killua finds it a little harder to talk about his

Keep reading

Yandere Archetypes

Yandere is a super broad umbrella term and I’ve been whining for a while now about how badly I want to see it broken down into coherent subgroups based on behaviour and mentality. I’ve seen a few blogs do something similar (most notably @yandere-daydreams who has a whole fascinating world built around the idea of yandere being the social norm, and does some great writing besides) but none of them have quite been what I had in mind, so I decided to finally sit down and try to make my own categories. 

This isn’t super refined or anything, and I’ll keep updating and editing more specific categories as I figure out how, but here’s what I’ve got so far.

The first way Yandere are divided is based on a Kinsey scale of Delusional to Lucid.

Delusional Yandere believe that their Obsession is already in love with them, or that, if they aren’t already, they will be soon. They either see nothing at all wrong with their actions, or they justify their actions as being perfectly acceptably because they were done for love. Not only do they justify their actions to themselves, but they expect their Obsession to understand, sympathise with, and appreciate all they’ve done in the name of their love. Delusional Yandere can be unpredictable when their Obsession reacts negatively. Some will hardly see it as little more than a lover’s spat, while others will become enraged that their Obsession would “betray” them by trying to get away after everything they’ve done to build their relationship.

Semi-Delusional Yandere are mostly delusional with random bouts of lucidity. They maintain a true Delusional Yandere’s instability and unpredictable nature, but their occasional self-awareness alows them to better navigate the world around them. They may experience rare second thoughts or guilt over their actions, but they quickly brush these off.

Selective Yandere are either Delusional or Lucid depending on circumstance. They’re likely aware on some level that their fantasy is exactly that, but they prefer to believe it’s true, or else outside factors are continuously forcing them to face and second-guess their delusions, leading to them having more regular and longer-lasting bouts of lucidity. Selective Yandere are a random grab bag of traits, because of their place right in the middle. Some may have all the guilt and regret of a truly Lucid Yandere coupled with all the instability and desperation of a truly Delusional Yandere, while others will have all the Lucid’s self-awareness and all the Delusional’s drive, making for a terrifyingly dangerous combination either way.

Semi-Lucid Yandere are usually aware of themselves and their actions, but they either so heavily justify those actions to themselves that they’ve begun to truly believe those justifications, or outside influences are impacting their mental stability, prompting them to more heavily lean into their Obsession as an escape from reality. These yandere are typically more willing to cross lines than their truly lucid counterparts, although they still hold fear of what their Obsession would say or do if they found out.

Lucid Yandere are aware of their actions, and how those actions impact reality, both for themselves and their Obsession. They have a relatively clear understanding that what they’re doing is wrong, and that their Obsession likely won’t thank them for it, but they either don’t care or are incapable of stopping themselves. They may justify their actions as being for their love, but they aren’t expecting their Obsession to do the same. They will go to great lengths to keep their actions hidden from their Obsession, and although they may be more stable than their Delusional counterparts, their self-awareness can sometimes mean they have an easier time manipulating their obsession or other people around them.

From here, yandere can be further divided based on the reasoning behind their obsession. Yandere are either Selfish or Selfless.

Selfish Yandere are more interested in how their Obsession makes them feel than they are with the Obsession themselves. These yandere will stop at nothing to have their Obsession’s full, undivided attention. They want you because you make them feel good, and as a result, they refuse to let you go. Like an addict, these yandere are constantly chasing the high they get from being with you, and, like an addict, they may gradually need more and more of your time and affection to keep them satisfied. They’ll keep you with them at all costs, even if it means hurting you or doing something directly against your best interests.

Selfless Yandere care more about the happiness and well-being of their Obsession than their own, which sounds better until you consider that a yandere’s over-protectiveness can be a lethal thing. These yandere tend to be more Lucid than their Selfish counterparts, though that isn’t a hard rule. All yandere crave to be recognised and loved by their Obsession, but a Selfless yandere puts that second to ensuring the comfort, safety, and happiness of their Obsession. Some never push for a romance at all, content to merely be a protector, while others are simply willing to patiently put it on the back-burner while they focus on more important things. These yandere might allow you to have close relationships with your friends and family members, either because they know it’ll make you happy or because they have more important things to worry about. 

Some examples (potential spoiler warning):

Lucid Selfish: Ayano Aishi/Yandere-Chan, Yandere Simulator. Ayano’s “Love at first sight” for her senpai Taro Yamada was born when he was the first person to make her feel anything. She knows he isn’t in love with her, and doesn’t particularly care one way or another. Her senpai is a vessel that delivers the high she craves, she wants to keep him with her because she craves the way he makes her feel.

Delusional Selfish: Sato Matsuzuka, Happy Sugar Life. Sato found Shio on the side of the road after Shio was abandoned by her mother, and “fell in love” with Shio because Shio made her feel “sweet.” She didn’t hesitate to kidnap a child off the streets, and refuses to see anything abnormal about their relationship, even going so far as to say that everyone else’s love is “bitter” and wrong. When she finds out Shio’s older brother is desperately searching for her, it never occurs to her that Shio might be happier or better-off with hi. Instead she desperately does everything she can to remove him from the occasion, so she can keep Shio with her and keep feeling “sweet.”

Lucid Selfless: Homura Akemi, Puella Magi Madoka Magica. Homura is never once under any delusions about her relationship with Madoka, although she of course yearns for something closer. She never once shows any interest in keeping Madoka away from her friends or family, even though Homura is at best apathetic and at worst actively dislikes every single one of them, because she knows the isolation wouldn’t make Madoka happy, and would rather kill herself and sacrifice a potential life with Madoka than see her come to harm. She only kidnaps Madoka when she gains the ability to literally rewrite the universe, creating a perfect city where Madoka can be with all of her loved ones while still being close to and protected by Homura.

Selective Selfless: Yuno Gasai, Mirai Nikki/Future Diary. Yuno is a perfect example of a Selective Yandere because she can literally rewrite or delete her own memories at will, allowing her to completely pick and choose how she views the world and her experiences. Although it’s somewhat tricky to define her on a selfish-selfless binary, since her powers mean that her actions have effectively zero consequences, she’s still mostly driven by a desire to keep Yuki safe and happy, as shown by her willingness to kill Yuki’s mother rapidly changing when she found out the woman was a good and loving mom. The first time she killed Yuki, she did so under the belief that she could bring him back to life and make him a god alongside her, and the second time she attempted to kill him she was thinking of the Yuki in the next time-loop, who she could try to have a better relationship with. Yuno’s main drive is to keep Yuki alive during the survival game, however she constantly pushes him for a closer relationship, and often convinces herself that the lines she crosses simply don’t exist.

mini-playlist: le déluge → the song of achilles // madeline miller  

there would be a storm tonight. the rain would be soaking, filling up the earth till she burst her seams. it would gush down from the mountaintops, gathering strength to sweep away what stood in its path: animals and houses and men.

he is such a flood, i thought.

been waiting for this kind of question since i started this blog but now that someone has asked idk what to do so

This is a hard question. I’ve read tons of KilluGon fanfics and they’re all amazing, but I usually bookmark those that gave me so much feels so here are some:

OneShots:

Limits

Seven Minutes

Accidents x On x Purpose

Lights Out

On Whale Island

A ‘Need to Know’ Basis

Contact

Stop and Stare

Stupid

Getting to the Point

Smother Me

Report x Card

Date Night

Killua’s Back

Midnight 

Spine

Kiss Me Better

Divide by Zero

ice cold

Unlikely Friendships

Irreversible Darkness

Something Simple

You Do Realize That This Is Pretty Gay Right?

Something More

hundreds of ways to wish a happy birthday

wouldn’t it be nice if we were thinking the same things

Another Day (Another Door)

Four Fifths 

Shot x Glass 

Bring Me Java, Bring Me Joy

then there’s you

Touch x and x Breath

Prodigal and The Prince

one hour

Be my Valentine? 

Better Mornings

Against the Storm

may we meet again

Bindings Unbinding

sunshine eyes x and x starlight soul

Starry x Night

Heart x Beat

To Be x With x You 

If x We x Got x Married

Exploration

In x Experience

The Birds and the Bees

Focused x on x Me

Sugar Rush

Celestial x Cartography

The Bells Are Ringing

Come to Me

The Soulmate Phenomenon

The Adventures of House Husband Killua

Are x You x Ready?

thus, with a kiss, I die

After x Glow

Motor Scooters and Gelato

29 Missed Calls from Killua Zoldyck

We Ain’t Ever Getting Older

Adrenaline

Of Red Roses and Cheap Chocolates

Sleepover x At x Wing’s

Do x You x Love x Me?

The Time is Out of Joint

Tricks of the Trade

Misdemeanors

Bring Me Java, Bring Me Joy

Clearer x Skies

Dating This Entire Time

Series:

The Language of Loneliness

The Little Things

Skinny Jeans and Khaki

Black Butterfly

Two Sides of the Same Coin

One Hundred

StartedXThere, EndedXUp Here 

You call it Luck, but I call it Fate

Pop Culture Prepared Us for This

Carp(e) Diem

After the fourth time

Finally

Arrival

A Flower Named After You

Fire x And x Water

Eyes x and x Ears

If My Heart Was A House

Touch and Taste

The Predatory Wasp

Wrong Cinderella

Just x To Get x High

The Light in Shadows

Mithridatism

Stray 

Years and Years

Learning x and x Earning

Another breathless moment

The Uncertainty of Breath

Is It Okay To Stay By Your Side?

Awakened 

Learning to Fall

Down the Rabbit Hole

Always landing on their feet

Of Dresses and Boarding Schools

Who Do You Like?

Crossfire

Unraveled

Damage x Control 

gon princess carrying killua

First Times

Love is Strange

My Universe

Times Like These

shimmer in your shine 

the hormonal high schooler’s guide to falling in love

Raining Cats x and x Dogs 

Oblivion x And x Light

The Answer

Crush’d

no sugar no cream

it’s damn slippery out there 

Four Walls

Pictures for me

Of Sungods and Moon Children

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

I finally met you

Telling the family

Blue Valentine

Kissed a Girl

No Longer a Puppet?

Anything

What X Love X Is

A Little Wish Can Go A Long Way

Hooked

Held x At x Gunpoint  

Happily Ever Never

A King With No Crown

I’m Not Done With You Yet

To Catch A Shooting Star

Beauty and the Beast 

Falling For You

One Thing At A Time

6 Times Killua Had Cried

Vampire x Hunter

Coloring Between The Lines

Whimsicality

Hooked On You

Zombies, Among Other Things 

The Home We Made

First Times

Freshman And Milkshakes

Last Update: 12/08/16

Hello! I added some of the latest KilluGon fanfictions I found in AO3. Enjoy reading!

Also, I badly need your help with my medication. Please refer to this post. Please help me if you can, every cent you donate will help me a lot.

My Paypal is k3llinfox@gmail.com.

There’s also a Paypal button on the left-hand side of my blog if you prefer to donate that way. Or you can just click this link to donate: paypal.me/kaizoldyck

I completely understand if you cannot help by donating, but please help by reblogging this post.

Thank you so much.

that went hella left

(Art response, pls, if you have time. 🙏🏻)

In response to your cat Childe post-

Do you think Zhongli glows whenever he blushes?

Like, Childe will make a comment, causing Zhongli to blush a bit - but not so much that it's noticeable in the daylight. So Childe's like 😼 "Challenge accepted." and proceeds to keep saying all these things, throwing in some compliments for fun, and just watches Zhongli light up.

- 🦚 anon

HEHEHE

zhongchi fam shower thoughts

So Childe gets home later than expected, and Zhongli and the boys(that one gif) were dozing on the couch while waiting for Childe to get home. They stir when they hear the door open. They look up, only to see Childe walking past them, not paying them any mind. They kinda look at each other as if to ask “Is he okay?”

They do notice however, that he looks drained as he walks past, so they, instead of doing their normal routine of showering him with love and affection when he walks through the door, give him some personal space. 

They get up to go to the master bedroom to cuddle Childe on the bed, but hear the shower going. They assume that he’s getting ready for bed. Now, usually his showers are short, but after a few long minutes they agree that he is indeed in need of some tlc. Once Childe finishes and walks out of the bathroom to tuck himself into bed, he sees them there patiently waiting for him. 

They do cuddle and fall asleep, but Childe gets up way earlier than he wants too, not being able to stay asleep. He gets up to make himself a cup of tea, but while the tea is brewing he strolls through the garden. He comes back to his favorite boys waiting for him at the counter, in the kitchen with the tea poured into cups.

His sons ask him if he’s sleeping alright, he answers honestly. Who could resist their eyes? Surely not Childe. He loved them too much. But he simply stated that he was sleeping less and less, but that it’d be over soon and he’d go back to a normal sleep schedule soon. They of course, felt worse now knowing that he was having a difficult time with something and they didn’t know what. It bothered them all throughout the night. They sat and pondered what they could do to make it better, while not making it worse for Childe.

Some of my favorite underrated slashers

lol a lil comic idea I had and I just had to make it. Herobrine is like a celebrity lol, no privacy at all. His people are just interested about his life that’s all 

Moreover, i wanted to draw the mobs and the bad guys, just wanted to see how they would look in my style what do you think? I didn’t change entity’s design. For null, I made him into a Shadow Samurai  I thought it would be cool haha

I hope you guys liked it!!!

Masterlist

Published: Jan 29th, 2021 Most Recent Edit: October 22nd, 2021

Omegas

Different Types of Heats

Omega Stereotypes: Which are True?

Collars and Neck Coverings

Can Omegas have the biological urge to dominate?

Punk Omega Headcanon

Can omegas ignore an alpha voice?

Omega Headcanon 1, 2, 3

Spooky Szn

Gift from Omega to Alpha

Alphas

Different Types of Ruts

Alpha Stereotypes: Which are True?

Alpha Headcanon 1, 2, 3

Alphas around Omegas in heat

Alpha Female Reproduction Anatomy

Ruts Impacted by Alpha’s (In)security

Alpha Voice 1, 2, 3

Alpha finds injured Omega

Betas

What it actually means to be a Beta

How can Betas with weaker instincts help and understand the pack?

Beta Headcanon 1, 2, 3

Pack

Pack Size

Pack Living Accommodations

Omegaverse: Parental Names

Pack Roles

What happens to packless people?

Sister Packs

All Female Pack

Pups/Teens

Presentation at Different Times

Adoption in Omegaverse

Scruffing

Pup Headcanon 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Pup Sounds

Presentation

Teens Courting

Young Unplanned Pregnancy

My Recommendations and Opinions

My Omegaverse Symbol 

Things I will never support in Omegaverse

A/B/O Tag Recommendations

Traditionals vs. Non-Traditional a/b/o

A/B/O Guide Recommendations

My Opinion of Deltas 1, 2

My Opinion on True Mates

What is my favorite niche/trope in Omegaverse?

Omegaverse Blogs List

Starting an Omegaverse Blog

Random

Different Nests Aesthetics

Omegaverse Mermaid AU

Omegaverse Worldbuilding Starter Kit

10+ Pack Content Tag

Revolutions/Rebellions in Omegaverse

Alpha Female x Omega Male whose Omega Daughter Plays Contact Sports

Alpha Female x Omega Male whose Omega Daughter has Depression

City Specific Headcanons

Mates in a No Pack AU

Night Terrors

Modern Day Courting

Parental Names

Sex Ed Classes

Bonds 1, 2

Biology and Anatomy

Scent Glands 1, 2, 3

Omegaverse Sounds

Periods in Omegaverse?, 2

Omegas with Reproductive Organ Medical Conditions

Can Male Alphas get Pregnant?

Heats and Ruts after Giving Birth

Female Alpha Anatomy

Male Alpha vs Female Alpha Fertility Rate

What Causes Knots?, 2

Male Omegas Breasts

Pregnancy Stats

Dynamics Without a Sense of Smell

Mental Health and Sexuality

ADHD

Gender Dysphoria

Asexuality and Aromanticism 

Omega with BPD

Transdynamics

Omega with Tics/Tourette’s

Adynamics

Bronwyn Pack

Sawyer and Jude

Dorian and El

Whole Bronwyn Pack

Jude, Dorian, and El Pic- My OT3

Valentines Day Pic

Relationships

Female Alpha x Male Omega

True Mates Headcanons, 2

Male Alpha x Male Omega x Female Omega

Female Omega x Male Beta x Female Alpha

True Mates Red String Headcanons

Person from Our World True Mate in Omegaverse, Part 2

Female Omega x Male Beta x Female Alpha 2

Restaurant Owners Beta Female x Beta Male

Upper Class x Lower Class True Mates

Late Presenting Omega Headcanon

Omega x Alpha x Alpha (x Beta)

Omega X Beta Whump Headcanon

Female Alpha x Female Omega

Male Alpha x Female Beta

Male Alpha x Male Beta x Male Omega

Memes

Alpha Meme 1

Omega Meme 1, 2

Beta Meme 1

Random Meme 1, 2, 3, 4

Omegas With Depression Headcanons

-An Omega with depression constantly having a nest built somewhere in their home because the bouts of depression occur randomly and they never know when they will immediately need that comfort

-An Alpha slowly getting to the point where they can instantly notice the slight shift in their Omega’s scent and behaviour and know to be extra loving and attentive

-An Omega with depression being unable to sleep at night so their Alpha stays up with them, cuddling and crooning softly for hours until the Omega finally drifts off

-An Alpha learning about their Omega’s depression for the first time and becoming very protective and clingy due to their instinct to comfort an unhappy Omega

-An Omega with depression having days where they don’t even feel like getting out of their nest, and instead of being annoyed or forcing the Omega out to do something, their Alpha cuddles up with them and feeds them snacks and talks about unimportant things all day

-Young children being able to pick up on their Omega parent’s unhappiness and being extra clingy and snuggly until the Omega seems normal again

-An Omega having a lot of ‘good’ days and feeling very discouraged when they have a bad one, their Alpha tries to make them feel better by assuring them that it’s okay to have a bad day every now and then, continuously throwing out little praises and “I love you’s” to the Omega in hopes of them perking up a bit

-An Omega with depression being set off by little random things like making a mistake in a recipe, a song on the radio, being slightly ignored or talked over, a change in the weather, and their Alpha trying so hard to pay attention and figure out what exactly could upset them in the future

-On really bad days the Alpha takes it upon themselves to make sure their Omega showers and eats, their instincts reacting strongly to their mate’s unhappiness and making them desperate to provide comfort and contentment of some kind

-An Omega with depression knowing that their Alpha loves them but also constantly doubting it and feeling horrible for doing so, the Alpha catching on and going out of their way to reassure the Omega that they are loved and appreciated and wonderful, even if they are sometimes a little ball of pure angst and sadness

i was talking to max about how my hometown in NC has changed since he’s been gone and he pointed out that our town is quickly becoming a wtnv situation. for instance: 

apparently our high school, which is 96 years old and looks like a 16th century gothic castle (complete with lion gargoyles), has a fourth floor that no one really knew about until this year. no one knows how long it’s been in the building but from pictures it looks completely different than the rest and has a strange metal staircase in a spiral pattern. 

there is also a basement in the high school with a swimming pool but no one is allowed down there and it is starting to rot the first floor.

for a good while there was a nice elderly black man that would stand outside of random stores and street corners and dance to make people smile. however, in the past few months he has disappeared and is nowhere to be found.

we have a kapstone paper mill in our town and it is regularly normal but some days the smell is absolutely overwhelming and blankets the town like a thick fog.

the abandoned movie theater is blocked off to the public but i was talking to some girls from school about it who occasionally break in to chill what it is like on the inside, and they said that there is a giant, bottomless hole in the entrance’s floor so they have to tiptoe across a single plank of wood to get to the other side. 

fairly popular places in town will close down for literally no reason. 

one time a tornado came through our town and it destroyed the sonic drive-in and a car dealership next to it but no debris could be found. only the empty lots were there. they rebuilt the sonic in less than a month but the car rental lot was kept empty and now bored teenagers harp around it like vultures.

one time my grandmother saw an unidentified animal in our backyard. she thought it was a fox but when my dog barked at it, it stood up on its back legs and ran away.

fox and coyote sightings are becoming strangely frequent in one single area of town and no one knows why???? its like they all congregate near a horse stable by an old junkyard my cousin used to work at.

whenever a dog runs away from home they all end up coming to my house. every dog that gets loose.

my grandmother saw an unidentified bird in a tree and i still can’t figure out what kind it was based on her description. 

sometimes you can hear random gunshots and loud, unknown bestial screams in the uptown areas

there’s probably more but i don’t really get out much. these are just things that i’ve witnessed myself or is common knowledge in town.

My boyfriend just woke up, mostly still asleep and told me “don’t worry, it’s getting better” in a heavy, American accent, which is unusual for an Australian man.

“Why are you American?” I asked, to which I got:

“Sorry, it’s getting better” in a stereotypical posh English accent.

“Why are you English?” I asked, amused.

“What is he normally?” He managed to ask.

“He? You’re not anyone else, you’re you.”

“Ugh, me” was the last thing he said, in a right proper Aussie accent before he fell back into proper sleep.

Movement to remove the menu age restrictions both ways

Vampire Husband on Webtoon

Are deer suicidal or murderous

Family can be a bartender internationally wanted criminal dad, his mad scientist isu brain sharing son, and their stupidly named dog.

Yes Desmond, the corgi, was a gift from Shaun. Desmond, the human, wanted to change his name, Elijah refused.

Finally managed to finish something! (Kind of…)

Thinking about it, the Mystery Twins are those dumb people that walk towards the creepy sound at night on a horror movie, except they actually survive.

And then while Mabel kicks the fucker’s ass Dipper swoops in, picks up Wirt and takes him to safety.

“Shouldn’t we stop your sister from killing that man?”

“No”

Not that she would actually kill them tho… maybe… probably.

I love the idea of Dipper saving Wirt, but I also have this headcanon that Mabel is the most badass of the two of them so… she does a lot of saving.

Its not easy to keep it a secret that you are kind of a demon when your boyfriend and his family are basically the real life equivalent to the ghostbusters… then again you gotta give Wirt some points for trying.

Pinescone AU where Wirt comes back from the Unknown a lil bit changed, and everyone notices, except for his boyfriend… Seriously, how can Dipper be that dense?

@that-one-girl-behind-you Guess who won in our race to finish??? BD you still need to finish your side tho. (I am not letting you get out that easily)

i live for ur demonbae hcs. got anymore? even ones pertaining to mabel or greg

I was talking about this today with @that-one-girl-behind-you

Wirt is not immortal, not as he is right now. He doesn’t know it yet but he will get to live a normal (or as normal it can be when you are an all powerful demon) life. He will grow old and such. The difference is that when he dies he will go straight back to the Unknown to take over as the Beast.

He will wake up to a smiling Beatrice, who after helping him up will slap him for leaving her all the work with taking care of the souls and the dark lantern. Then she will hug him because deep down he had always been afraid she would never get to see him again.

It’s a bit surprising to see himself young again, and to realize how the antlers that had before been present only on his shadow are now really on his head.

But all of it is nothing compared to seeing the young man waiting next to the trees, a smile on his face, and looking as young as he does.

Wirt will break down in ugly tar like tears because it has been 5 years since Dipper died, 5 years he had lived with the fear that he would never see him again, and now he’s here, and they have all of eternity together.

Mabel will join them years later, not because she is a lost soul, but because she sold her soul to Wirt in exchange of  never getting a heatstroke while wearing her sweaters. Best deal ever.

DemonBAE Masterpost

Someone asked for a list of the comics and the order to read them, I will also got through the posts but for now here you go guys!

This whole AU was created by @that-one-girl-behind-you and Myself. (I can’t believe how much content we have made for this au holy shit)

Fics:

Rose-colored Glasses

Hell is empty (the demons are all up here)

How to propose in Gravity Falls: a 5+1 story

Comics (Kind of in order):

Secret pt 1

Secret pt 2

Secret is out pt 1

Secret is out pt 2

Grunkles concern pt 1

Grunkles concern pt 2

Demoning 101

Date

Friendship

Summoning 101

Just a kid and his dog

Fashion pt 1

Fashion pt 2

Fashipn pt 3

Tragic Backstory pt 1

Tragic Backstory pt 2

Kick Ass

Deals pt 1

Deals pt 2

Deals pt 3

Deals pt 4

Deals pt 5

Extra Art:

Crossover from hell pt 1

Crossover from hell pt 2

Pacifica new look

Buttler Wirt

Beast Wirt

Sketches pt 1

Sketches pt 2

Sketches pt 3

Any drunk head cannons for Mabel, Pacifica, dipper and wirt? Can wirt even get drunk?

Yes of course.

Mabel is the kind of drunk that sings at the top of her lungs on top of the table while everyone else cheers… which tbh is not that different from the normal Mabel behaviour so is kind of hard to figure out if she is drunk or just excited.

Pacifica is the cheerful drunk, the one making jokes and also she gets touchy with Mabel, sitting on her lap, giving her smooches on the cheek, hugging her, you know, everything she would never do had she been sobber.

We know how Dipper gets like when drunk, he goes into detailed explanations about paranormal stuff, and recently about his demon boyfriend that does not act as a demon but that doesn’t mean anyone is allowed to make fun of him or Dipper is getting his great uncle Ford’s crossbow to teach them a lesson.

Wirt can get drunk but he can only do so on certain liquors, aka either Elves’  special liquors that they refuse to share unless they get a good deal, or whatever the heck Mabel makes each time they forget to keep her away from the bar when they are drinking together.

Mabel might have lost the recipe for the Mabel Juice but she is quite good at making stuff to affect even a demon.

okay, so i know i still have 1 year(which is about to start) before going into high school and im terrified. i want to go, its just that my brain has all these terrifying scenarios playing out about it and im freaking out. i cant tell if i should or shouldnt go