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For a new year of love and forgiveness...

ella serving serious joan of arc looks in the guardian today (17/06/17)

The real world hasn't changed since yesterday, but why so?

Everthing will be fine, it's just unbeatable optimism...

-Atil

"It's your voice, it's your face, it's even your clumsiness All of it... Now I know I hate them all"

- 優里 Dried Flower, Yuuri

Dear friend, dont try to explain me why you think he likes me secretly, beacause I know that he doesn't. I love him, which is the reason I know you dont treat someone you love like the way he treat me.

Grow up!

I'm tired of your nice guy act. What I need is a GOOD MAN! And maybe that you'll never be...

Love is not love

Love is not love, which alters when it alteration finds or bends with the remover to remove. O no, it is an ever-fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken

Life is my own fiction world

I know my live isn't a manga shojo. Its not like when he kiss you unexpectedly and the tension is high and you know they are going to get together at the end. But I was just at that page where the tension was high but you run away from my story like if death was chasing after you. That kiss was life chaging for me but you decided it to be your biggest mistake. I was your biggest mistake.

IKEMEN SENGOKU

PLEASE HELP ME FIND A MITSUHIDE EVENT

Please help me find a old Ikemen Sengoku Mitsuhide Event, I dont remember the name but if I don't remember wrong, he lost his memories or just forgot about MC. Please, I am adding a lot of tags just to see this event again. I will forever be grateful to you

inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.

I'm falling down

My heart don't fall again, we promised we won't. Didn't we learn through the pain? Was that not enough? My heart we just come back from heaven and hell. We need to make a decision. One that willl hurt a life time.

Little me

You wanna know why I won't come back to you? Because today I'm the adult that needs to protect the little girl that cried yesterday 'cause you broke her heart.

“Talking to someone every single day for hours can be pretty destructive because there will come a day where you don’t speak at all and it’s going to be the loneliest feeling in the world.”

— Excerpt of a book I’ll never write

Just for today...please.

“If I told you I missed you, and you said you missed me too,” she says, “Do you think we could do it over again? Relearn each other’s names and I could tell you about my childhood. You could get bored of my stories all over again and I could get mad like I always used to. And I’m not saying we’d work. I know that we probably won’t. But logic doesn’t mean I don’t miss you. And right now I don’t give a damn about what logic has to say. Just tell me you miss me and I swear I’ll come running. Tell me you miss me and we can fall all over again.”

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write

I'm lost again

Even when it's bad when you are here, it's worst when you are not.

I don't know what to do.

Talk about my feelings, ask you for space, try to ignore you and forgive and heal myself. Or make as this doesn't matter, like I'm crazy for no reason and get with it for the rest of the year.

I only have this year left with you and I feel if I choose myself, I'll regret no choosing you. Maybe for the fact I know you won't fight for me nor try to stop me of leaving, just like the way you are, the way you feel safe. You said that you don't know what I'm talking about when I try to talk this situation with you, that it's just my anxiety again, that it's all in my head, but we are losing each other...

We both know this has to happen but deep down ww don't want it to end, we prefer to be uncomfortable with each other than to be alone, we are the same. But hating, blaming, hurting myself, makes a lot of people I love worry and you are not what I remember, like if last year was a lie. And I think when I grow up I will try to remember those sweet touches, kisses, hugs and wispers as what we were and not what we have become. I don't want you to blame me for leaving, I want you to stop me and change, but that just a foolish girl dream, it's not like those romantic dramas where they do what they can to be together, reality it's complicated, relationship are complicated, we are so complicated. And I want to make whats better for us withot hurting each other. I just don't know whats that answer yet

A Cliche

Even if somebody else have said o written this already, It's the first time I feel this words very deeply.

"I'm not over him, I'm over our situation".

Your wamrth

The only thing I did was cry, but after the last hug we shared, I don't, almost like you dried all my past and future tears.

I try to swallow up my words but they hurt so much, but telling you how much I loved you that I can't never do

Fun fact

even if you're are the reason I cry, I still want you to dried them, please.

I wish

sometimes that I could talk to your old self, I am sure he will be mad to your current self

I want you

i know what I did.

I Want You to hug me, touch me, kiss me, caress me one last time, but my greedy self will ask for more. How does anyone controls this desired to be loved when they aren't for you?

Please don't touch me

i'm sorry I know you are trying to be nice but if you hug me or pat my head, I didn't care your hands were cold, I know I will fall for you all over again. I just want to save myself from more suffering.

𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗

𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚡𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚑 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐

Stolas...

What's between you and I, it's just a comfortable lie.

Meaning

I hope you be happy with her even if I dont mean it. I want to see you cry and suffer as much as I do. That its what I meant to say. I'm sorry...

The way I did.

I thinks its the last time I will fall for you. You did really meet another girl. I hate to be the one to keep your secret safe. It would be better if you didnt trust me, like friends. Cause its what we are, just friends. I'm trying to cope with a broken heart and looking at you knowing that you are kissing her cheeks, sniffing her hair and hugging her from behind, just like you did to me but I promise you, she will never shiver at your touch nor smile or love you the way I did.

I...

I know it's normal for the sake of a friendship one does need to stop being in love with that friend but It's difficult specially if they are that friend that you know you'll never come across again. I need somebody to walk me through this please.

Friends you say...

I don't want to keep living in this world, it's just so dificut. It's difficult and tiring to interact with people, I even forget that I'm breathing, I'm gasping for air while I drow in this city full of people that will keep living their lives without a care even if I'm gone. I haven't talk to that person yet. But they haven't tried to reach me either so maybe there won't be a difference when I'm gone.

It is normal to feel...

Like its okay to quit being in love and try to fall in love with some that its wothy of my heart the next time? But every time I feel like quitting because of rejection I use the same excuse to say I don't like/love this person anymore cause he is't worth it. So in that case who is really worthy it if every one is the same?

I took wikiHow’s What Human Emotion Am I Quiz and got this result: “You’re Anxiety.” What do you get? Try it yourself at https://www.wikihow.com/What-Human-Emotion-Am-I-Quiz

oh gad this is bad lol

take this quiz and post ur results!

here’s mine

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