Ayee

“Stupid! Stupid, stupid. I am a stupid idiot. For what purpose do I live my life? I get up in the morning, eat, roam about, and then at night I go to sleep. And the whole time all I think about is having a good time. I’ve mastered three foreign languages, but only so that I can read lewd and erotic poems from various countries! My lust for fantasy is five times that of a normal person, and I am ten times as greedy. I’m never satisfied. I need stronger and stronger stimulation. But I’m a coward and a lazybones, so for the most part nothing happens beyond my imagining some excitement. I’m a speculator of the metaphysical. An adventurer only in my mind. A navigator within the reading room. In other words, I’m an insignificant dream-weaver.”

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Dazai Osamu, “A New Hamlet”

The way I did.

I thinks its the last time I will fall for you. You did really meet another girl. I hate to be the one to keep your secret safe. It would be better if you didnt trust me, like friends. Cause its what we are, just friends. I'm trying to cope with a broken heart and looking at you knowing that you are kissing her cheeks, sniffing her hair and hugging her from behind, just like you did to me but I promise you, she will never shiver at your touch nor smile or love you the way I did.

Love is not love

Love is not love, which alters when it alteration finds or bends with the remover to remove. O no, it is an ever-fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken

He is cute, why??? 

This is the most moe thing I have ever seen in my life.

I'm lost again

Even when it's bad when you are here, it's worst when you are not.

I don't know what to do.

Talk about my feelings, ask you for space, try to ignore you and forgive and heal myself. Or make as this doesn't matter, like I'm crazy for no reason and get with it for the rest of the year.

I only have this year left with you and I feel if I choose myself, I'll regret no choosing you. Maybe for the fact I know you won't fight for me nor try to stop me of leaving, just like the way you are, the way you feel safe. You said that you don't know what I'm talking about when I try to talk this situation with you, that it's just my anxiety again, that it's all in my head, but we are losing each other...

We both know this has to happen but deep down ww don't want it to end, we prefer to be uncomfortable with each other than to be alone, we are the same. But hating, blaming, hurting myself, makes a lot of people I love worry and you are not what I remember, like if last year was a lie. And I think when I grow up I will try to remember those sweet touches, kisses, hugs and wispers as what we were and not what we have become. I don't want you to blame me for leaving, I want you to stop me and change, but that just a foolish girl dream, it's not like those romantic dramas where they do what they can to be together, reality it's complicated, relationship are complicated, we are so complicated. And I want to make whats better for us withot hurting each other. I just don't know whats that answer yet

Friends you say...

I don't want to keep living in this world, it's just so dificut. It's difficult and tiring to interact with people, I even forget that I'm breathing, I'm gasping for air while I drow in this city full of people that will keep living their lives without a care even if I'm gone. I haven't talk to that person yet. But they haven't tried to reach me either so maybe there won't be a difference when I'm gone.

Futamata listen to our pleas!

For all those who want a third season of nanbaka.

You must apply to Comico Corp.

And please don't ask the author directly.

She is an independent artist who does not have the means to finance another season, does not have an animation studio.

Another season.

So she herself replied that so that we can have another season of Nanbaka, we're the fans who ask Comico Corp.

If we send a lot of comic applications, you will see that there is a lot of interest in Nanbaka and could finance the work of futamata for a new season.

That's why we started this campaign, so that many of us are asking for a new season.

【公式】オリジナル漫画を毎日更新 (@comico_jp):

In order for us to apply for a new season of Nanbaka, it is necessary to fill out the application form.

On this page

REQUEST COMICO

TRANSLATION

Please if you want nanbaka to have another season in the anime.

You must fill out this comic form and submit your application on the link I just uploaded.

The more people we send a more likely application is that Comico Corp. Fund another season of Nanbaka.

This is the answer Futamata gave us.

"Send this message to all your Nanbaka fan friends, so that we can all submit a request to Comico"

@lilith-fowler @notabizarrejojo @tynamo-ex @suicidehomunculus-theblog

Meaning

I hope you be happy with her even if I dont mean it. I want to see you cry and suffer as much as I do. That its what I meant to say. I'm sorry...

If any of you enjoyed Jamil Viper’s singing voice I just want to make a reminder that his voice actor (Futaba Kaname) sings with his twin (Futaba Yuu) as TWiN PARADOX.

Check the source in this post for their YouTube channel. You can find them as TWiN PARADOX there anyway.

Also their titok is @tuiparatok

His insta is @kaname_futaba

His Twitter is @futaba_kaname

Please check him up if you haven’t <3