I Suppress My Headmates / Mask Their Behaviour & Then Im Surprised When I Feel Like Im Faking Because

sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

shout out to this one interaction i had with my therapist yesterday

therapist: "the best part of being human is..."

me: *tilts head*

therapist: "...the best part of being somewhat human is..."

"the early 2010s were better" no they weren't. "hey soul sister" was on the radio.

employees should be allowed to steal, actually

like why is the vague shadowy guy who can comprehend the more nuanced shit i can't think about in my brain suddenly more social now that he looks like and talks like dirk strider?

but i guess it's what i need right now.

rereading homestuck for the first time since i was 16 and now my mental landscape (headspace? idk we just call it da narrative) has changed drastically. i think? actually it feels like it shed some light onto the more obscure corners and returned language to me.

the effects from the epilogues and BC are astounding though.

can someone hire me as a lighthouse keeper. my grip on reality is soooo stable and i will behave so normally under conditions of extreme isolation. and i promise i wont try to fuck the light

04. 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥 - google docs oc template

a discord profile-based aesthetic google docs oc template for multimuses including three different colour-themed variants in blue, lilac and pink. this document features many images and drawings such as a fully customisable server, group chat and user names plus icons, all created by me! feel free to edit this as much as you wish, but please do not remove my credit!

this is my first ever multi-muse google document, I've been wanting to make a document themed around discord for a while, and I decided to just put the two together. I hope you guys enjoy it!! please feel free to check out my other google documents too on my payhip and tumblr profile website. :)

notes/rules

editing and modifications are welcome once you purchase the template.

all drawings in this document are custom and created by me. If you wish to take elements from this document, you MUST credit me as inspiration or the creator of said elements.

this document is massive, so there may be delays in loading images, drawings or text.

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resizing or moving objects/images can throw off the document, so be careful.

do not remove my watermark/credits

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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.