When Did You Decide To Start Lifting? And How Long Did It Take You To See Results? How Many Times A Week

If you envy the leaves so much maybe you should just kíll yourself? One less wannabe deep poet will not be missed.

Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't.

It's fine if you share your opinion with me so openly and honestly. I don't mind because I have very strict standards for people to value their opinions and being an anonymous Tumblr user is not one of them.

Finally, a small reminder to you, even though this will fall on similar deaf ears as your message did to mine:

Not all people handle messages of such nature the way I do, and some certainly take them more to heart. I would therefore be a little more careful with the words that I anonymously spread on the Internet.

Good evening, I presume. It seems you have a lot of people who criticize you, when you seem to have much talent linguistically and artistically. Do you have any other special skills, etc. mechanically inclined, can you cook, do you enjoy form

of volunteering? Perhaps you can shed some light on these comments that target you for insinuating you are a one dog show with your other talents and interests. Just a thought :)

Good evening. I would not necessarily call it criticism, because something can be drawn from criticism and in the best case an improvement can be derived from it.

I think your message is meant nicely, but I don't mind if people want to see me the way these anonymous messages portray me. Could I change their opinion of me? Maybe. But that effort is not worth it to me to convince people I don't care about.

Taten

Wo Worte versagen

da braucht es Taten

die Tränen trocknen

und Botschaft tragen.

Die im Stillen walten;

ganz unbeirrt

wortgemacht' Versprechen halten.

Die tun, was ihnen aufgetragen

ohne Fragen, ohne Klagen.

Die vollenden

was mit Wort begann

doch ohne sie

noch nie gelang.

Die dort am fernen Ende stehen

wenn auch so manche Worte gehen.

by Weltenasche.

Flower

Deep into the dark of night

a single seed was cast to earth;

buried with no star in sight

hoping for a loving birth.

And a flower was to rise

from the dusty ground it grew;

could I really trust my eyes

when all I saw in it was you?

And I watered it with tears

and given it your name;

still it wilted in its fears

was I the one to blame?

by Weltenasche.

Heey I know it's not the usual subject of your blog but I find it really interesting to hear a bit about game development if you don't mind (▰˘◡˘▰) Like what would someone need to develop a game? Is it hard? Could I do it and how much time would I need?

Since you kept your questions quite general, my answer to most of these would be “it depends”, as game development is a very broad field.

The answers would depend a lot on what kind of game you want to develop, what tools you use, whether you create all your assets yourself or buy them, what previous experience you have, … and so on.

Could you be a bit more specific?

Meh I really liked your blog but then I read that you listen to burzum .. c'mon man you can't be for real supporting a literal murderer .. sorry but unfollowed :/

It's fine if you don't want to follow me anymore; honestly, I don't really understand why you're even sharing this with me. But to your point, I'd like to add that it's always been a rather troublesome point of argument for me. Certainly Varg Vikernes is a monster from a human point of view and I can't relate to his ideological thinking, nor would I try to justify his atrocities in any way, because I don't want to and simply can't; But his songs, which are completely free of his ideology and other thinking, I find beautiful and I appreciate his talent in this area. Attached is a text passage from the song "Dunkelheit" by Burzum:

When night falls she cloaks the world in impenetrable darkness. A chill rises from the soil and contaminates the air suddenly life has new meaning.

Personally, I am able to look at art separately from the artist, but I also understand if this is not possible for some people.

You don't watch porn? Why? Is it your vegan diet which lead to a lowered s*x drive? Seems like a p*ssy thing to do like all guys watch it but yeah if you are basically asexual through diet choices I can see why you don't lol maybe you should go eat some meat

No, I don't. Because I have never understood the appeal of looking at other people doing it, and the porn industry is also associated with great suffering, because not all people who are in that field do it voluntarily.

It also has nothing to do with my diet or a supposed decreased sex drive; it's quite the opposite, especially since I've been working out.

I mean, you're the one censoring words like "sex" and "pussy" while making an argument against a strawman and bragging about watching porn.

You're welcome to keep watching porn, I don't care honestly, but I'd rather stick to the natural variant and isn't that what people like you want from vegans anyway - being more natural?

You guys really need to make up your mind.

Is that your cat in the black and white photo? Soooo adorable 😍 By the way you have beautiful hands .. hope it does not sound weird but would you consider posting a picture of them? 😁🤭

No, it's not my cat, but I'll be happy to pass along your compliment to her. Thank you (even though I don't really understand what is supposed to be beautiful about them), I think I can do that.

I found a desire within myself that no experience in this world can satisfy.

Kleine Künstlerin

Meine Jugend war lange Zeit von unbunten Farben durchzogen; wirkte wie eine Farbfeldmalerei, in welcher homogene, schwarz und graulich gefüllte Felder dominierten.

Doch all das änderte sich mit dem Eintritt einer kleinen Künstlerin in mein Leben.

Sie verstand es mit dem ihr geschenkten Talent umzugehen wie keine andere und so verwandelte sie das starre, dunkle Farbenspiel, was ich bis dahin meine Jugend nannte, mit mehreren liebevollen, geschickten Pinselschwüngen in ein farbenfrohes Meisterwerk. 

by Weltenasche.