A note to my body
I am sorry.
I have cut you, hit you, and burnt you. I have shoved more food into you than you can handle, jammed my fingers down your throat, and starved you for days until all you can see is stars.
I’ve consumed too much alcohol, too many substances, and exercised you into the ground.
But what I am the most sorry for is that I can’t seem to stop… no matter how much I want to be better for you, I don’t know how to stop this self destruction.
And for that, I am truly sorry
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
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Do you ever pull your skin back to see what you will look like when you lose that weight?
I wish I thought I was worth more than this
When ur family goes out (so ur home alone)
Its prime purge time
Lol I hate myself
i feel fucking broken...