i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?
Sorry to break yall's hearts but this is too well written of a post to not include in here.
mfw when the depression is no longer high-functioning
'this user needs to run away'
'this user needs to leave'
'this user wants to run away'
userboxes!!
Your f/o would never ever cheat on you, betray you, abandon you, talk badly about you, nothing of the sort. Not even in "canon" situations, personality traits, NONE OF IT! Your f/o wouldn't even THINK of and couldn't even STOMACH the idea of doing that to you!!!! Hurting you, making you feel bad??? Never ever!!!! Why would they? They love, adore, and respect you!
will never not be jealous of people who live in big countries. england is so tiny no matter where i move away, i'll never be more than a 12 hour drive from my mum
Yall ever fantasize abt someone you like finding out about ur SH and they're super understanding and they're so sorry you've been suffering for so long and you didn't deserve any of it and and and
I genuinely can't see myself as an adult , having work n spouse n kids
when y/n does something so bad/embarrassing you have to facepalm and close your eyes for a minute
a girl without eyebags is like an angel without wings
How to support your mentally ill friends - a guide
you need therapy ❌️
people won't love you before you love yourself 🚫
that fictional (wo)man isn't real (s)he doesn't love you 👎
you're not an angel sent from heaven, you have a personality disorder 🤬
who the fuck are you get out of my house. is that a GUN OH MY GO- 🤮
here's my credit card number ✅️
you are sexy and beautiful and amazing and sexy and perfect and sexy and sexy 👍
your fellow divine beings in heaven yearn for your return ✔️
one day you'll be famous and then all those fuckass therapists will be proven wrong 🥰
i am humbled to be graced by your presence queen. i will give you free stuff forever and you never have to work again ever 🤩
This TikTok made my day.
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the urge to start a journal specifically tracking everything i know about him<3 everything he likes or doesn't, his memories, accounts, passwords, everything.
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YIPPEE this is gonna arrive in time for me to watch his show's new season premiere while wearing it 😋😋
had a terrible day so i may have bought a tshirt that i know he has just so i can feel closer to him...
whoops.
People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness
"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally
babe whats wrong you havent returned any of my 34 calls, 116 text messages, and 7 e-mails...... you didnt even answer when i was tapping on the glass of your window... yknow what you dont even have to say it, i should try harder next time. thanks youre the best
telling people who don't know him that he's my boyfriend
Proud yearner (i say as i scream and cry)
woke up feverish, nauseous and so dizzy i couldn't even read my bus fanfics...
i start to curl up into a ball after checking my phone one too many times, tightly hugging my sides as if i'm trying to hold every piece of myself together
sometimes i hate the fact you're able to affect me this much— this easily and you're so blissfully unaware of it
may the universe take me out before i take myself out first.