Hi! This Isnt An Ask But I Just Wanted To Say That I Love Your Art And Stop Motion Animations So Much,

Bathroom, (1997) from photographer Justine Kurland's collection Girl Pictures

Listen I am losing it at the idea of Heisenberg in the bomb crater on his knees, arms full of mushrooms, ugly sobbing and blubbering cuz he thinks they’re Ethan and the duke just staring down from the top on his carriage like “should I tell him Ethan’s in the back healing???”

its been raining abruptly and heavily the past few days, its nice

everyday is a never ending loop of i can’t do it -> i have to do it -> goodnight i give up

I must not lie down. Lying down after school is the day-killer. Lying down is the little treat that brings total obliteration. I will face my exhaustion. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when I have made coffee, I will turn on the computer to do emails. Once lying down is gone there will be nothing. Only homework will remain.

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.

April 7th 2025

Got a tetanus and rabies shot. Felt like dying, but we persist

Drew a singular picture, couldnt get myself to animate

Reviewed trigo, started reviewing circular geometry

(4 hours and 6 mins in total)

What, the forest-dwelling entities with imperfect human mimicry who insinuate themselves into groups of hikers? Yeah, we had one of those. Clocked it immediately, of course. Honestly it kind of fell in that so-inept-it's-kind-of-charming range. We just played along until it'd had it's fill of marshmallows and shambled back into the treeline. We might have been violating some kind of killjoy wildlife contact best practices but what the hell, can't plan around every little thing. Why, what happened to you guys