How Do I Explain To Someone That I Am Extremely Possessive But Not In The Romantic Sense?

I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.

Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33

But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.

(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)

"Nooo! Obsession is not love! That's toxic!"

Me on my way of expressing love through obsession:

I didn't just spent more than the last hour crying just for today, I spent that time crying for what awaits me in the next months, the next years. I'm tired of repeating to myself "just one more day", isn't every day just one more day?. I just really want to end it all

The only man that I hope would never make me feel uncomfortable or unloved

interactive selfship prompt !

interactive selfship prompt ! reblog with some of your favorite art you have of your selfship ! this can be your own art, commissions, picrews, screeshot edits, whatever youd like ! show off your favorite art !!!!!!

YAAAAYYYAYAYAYYYIPPIEEE <33

Yume i think you are one of my favourite mutuals now

ESO ESTABA SONANDO EN MI MENTE ACTUALLY KSBDLQJDLWWK

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA *explota*

taco taco, digo, viva México

Sometimes I think I just stay calm just because I know there is a memento mori.

Like, I know that whether I want it or not, what I most long for will happen someday, I'm not lucky enough for it to happen today or tomorrow, but it will happen, I will simply disappear

I think if I gaslight myself into deceiving myself that my husband is actually my real husband all my problems will disappear.

(or at least the loneliness ones)

Momonga is so jirai code.

I want a hug, a real hug