I'm So Scared Of Not Being Able To Leave This House One Day

I think if I gaslight myself into deceiving myself that my husband is actually my real husband all my problems will disappear.

(or at least the loneliness ones)

In the mess of my things I realized that accidentally my melody plushie ended up covered by a blanket (towel) and it seems that she's mimiendo! I couldn't help but edit it because it was so cute! ~~

I will always be afraid of things that can touch me and therefore hurt me, both physically and mentally.

How do I explain to someone that I am extremely possessive but not in the romantic sense?

like, fine, you have a bf/gf, good for you, but I don't care, you're mine.

btw, silly little anecdote from yesterday:

I usually always have the desire to climb trees because it's not something I've done, so when I went for a walk with my mom and brother, around that place is full of decently small trees that can be climbed, so I decided to try to climb one and I managed to do it, but-

I had no idea how to get down and the automatic image in my head was that when cats can't get down from trees either so i just started meowing until my brother helped me down by carrying me.

Next time I wear cute clothes I think it would be pretty funny to take a picture of myself kneeling in front of my husband's poster just because haha funny.

Photo with the phone's raw camera and me not wearing much makeup came out so good wtf (I literally just added hachiware to censor uniform and cover up the mess in the room)

Would you call this jirai kei (dark girly) style?; ;

(edit)

Yepp, I know it might not qualify as jirai kei but I'd still like to share the fit with my jirai gals!~ <3

kys kys kys kys kys liar liar liar liar

AGUANTA CON TUS PROPIAS CONSECUENCIAS ESTUPIDO INSENSIBLE, NO PUEDES DARLE TAL CANTIDAD DE AFECTO A ALGUIEN QUE SABES MUY BIEN QUE ESTA JODIDO MENTALMENTE Y LUEGO REGRESAR A TRATARME COMO SI FUERA CUALQUIERA JODETE matate puto mentiroso.

por cosas así odio encariñarme con personas.

enserio eres un maldito.

Why do we even say AI art??? Bro, that's not art, it's just a soulless image.