4am - Blog Posts
So this is what we call an accident child/OC...they just happen over night xD
It was literally like 4am when I was doodling, and then - out of the blue - this guy popped up in my head...so good old me thought; why not draw him?
The color scheme came a little bit later though. I first wanted him to have a grey, blue, yellow design but changed it since I didn't like the result.. Also, he was gonna have yellow glowing eyes instead of blue-white-purple-ish ones.
And then, just like that, we became strangers to each other.
4 a.m. thoughts, words better left unsaid
Maybe we are all crazy, that’s why we search for love in places it can never be found.
4 a.m. thoughts
I remember when I was a child
and I thought
that when I became a teenager
when I became older,
I would party every night
until 4 am.
I did. I wanted my independence so bad and when I got it
I ran wild and abused it and myself.
Its quite ironic
because little did I know eventually.....
that at 4 am
I’d be hysterically crying
and debating whether or not to take my life.
Sometimes I’m so haunted with what I’ve done the anxiety overwhelms me.
It complicated. 😒