Actually A System - Blog Posts
The best part about being a system is being a man in headspace and being okay with feminine clothing
The worst part about being in a system is that our voices and accents are getting more distinct and now we can't front around our medical providers
The funniest part about being a system full of mostly cisgender or masculine aligned men is that I can put us in the most feminine outfit possible and then stick one of the most hypermasculine people we have insys into front because he's American and sounds closest to the body
So anyway, I'm going to the doctor in a few minutes, have a fit check before we stick an extremely masculine person in front
(By the way the skirt has jinglies on it)
-Innie (I'm okay with Jeongin, Innie, Yennie, I.N, ect)
Yo yo yo I'm going to the lab to get tested on soon, anyone feeling experimental?
-Hyunjin
Me: I have a burst of energy from music! I should clean and be productive
Me after cleaning my room: wow that was nice, I feel so much better mentally but my back hurts a little. I should probably take out the trash
Me after taking out the trash: wow I love night time, it's so perfectly chilly outside and now my trash can is empty too! I should change the sheets too, it's been a while
Me after taking apart the safety zone and taking things off my bed: well- this is kinda sucky. My back hurts a little bit more- it'll be fine, I can lay down after this and forget anything ever happened!
Me after getting the sheets from a highish shelf, removing the ones I've been used to for so long and attempting to put them on, failing three times and having the sheets slip off an additional two times before finally being able to put them on right: HOLY SHIT. NEVER LET ME DO THAT AGAIN. THEY CALL THIS A SIMPLE TASK? NOW MY FUCKING SPINE HURTS, IM OVERHEATING, MY SKIN IS ITCHY AND I CANT EVEN LAY DOWN BECAUSE THEN IT HURTS WORSE! IM GONNA 🦐 AND GRGRGEGAGAG ATTATATATAT EGEGEG I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
Me five minutes after the overstimulating breakdown: ..this is fine I guess..
-Felix
Guys it's okay I won the war
The ache in my gut is gone. I've avenged myself.
It's over
(Please look at the last post, I'm being silly)
-Chris Bahng
Non kandi pieces I've made/been gifted
I made these
Tribal (I didn't know what word to put)
Wood (oldest non-kandi piece)
Rainbow thingies
Wood colored thingy
Glass floral piece
Fae and witch matching contrast pieces
Gifted to me (only what I had on my person)
Gifted to me with a bunch of beads by a friend
Gifted to me by my grandma by accident
-hyunjin
Kandi tour!! (Part three!!)
Holiday (ft front and back)
Heart -- flutter
Cupid (the arrow is the p)
Unlock ♡
Gold four leaf clover charmed single for st patricks
To be gifted
Flower cuff attempt I can't bear to see anymore
Kandi gloves
Small star "♡♡" rave glove
Big star "PLUR" rave glove
Bi cuff
I also made a lesbian one but i gave it away as it was a gift!!
Please know this is not all of my kandi, this is all the pieces I have because I give away my kandi frequently
-Hyunjin
Kandi tour!! (Part two)
Music themed kandi
Cole (yaelokre)
Jeongin -- agippang (stray kids)
Felix -- sunshine (stray kids)
Mesmerizer (with miku and tetos colors, you just can't see them here) (Vocaloid/UTAUloid)
Yaelokre
Changbin -- girlypop (stray kids)
Kasane -- Teto (UTAUloid)
Hatsune -- Miku (Vocaloid)
Hyunjin (stray kids)
Charmed with additional kandi
Kandi heart ring (orange/purple)
Kandi -- Korn (wordplay)
Kandi heart bracelet (purple/orange)
Additional Kandi heart charm (other was given away recently)
Sanrio
Cinna
Pompompurin
Kuromi
My -- Melody
Miscellaneous
Beta
Baby -- boy
Bubbles
Riverclan
Rawr
XD
Danger (didn't have the beads for caution at the time)
Omega
Pride
He -- they -- xey
Trans
Little one
Disability (flag in pt 1)
Autism (bi)
Gifted to us/made as group things
Left- made by us, trio bracelets (one of my friend groups)
Right- made for us
Lala (Mio Mao friendship bracelets)
Traded with a friend
Part 3 in a few minutes!
-hyunjin
Kandi tour!! (Part one
Older pieces
Picture one:
frog (rip), rat (still on a keychain today we love him), bones (later taken apart to make something else), flower keychain (rip), unfinished other flower keychain (rip), hearts (you'll see one later, other was gifted away recently), stars (made for friends and us), flower cuff (given away), pile of things I can't see (also kandi)
Picture two
Lioness club made for our grandma (we don't like her chat I won't explain but she's icky)
Picture three
Star, flower, and single (soon gifted to my mother when I see her again)
Picture four + five
Necklaces for my plushies
Picture Six
Cat paw keychain (ft an old cat I had)
Other gifted pieces
Picture one + two
Many star keychains and a flowey keychain (for friends)
Picture 3 (and four)
Darker color disability single for my friend, less eyestrain than mine (flag included beside it)
Part two is gonna be uploaded in a few minutes!!
You're not autistic you're just a little quirky!!! And when you were eight you only ate recee's puffs for every meal four months straight and refused to eat anything else but that's unrelated!!
..yeah I'm eating them right now if you can't tell-
-Hyunjin, Felix
(Edit: we are NOT eight years old anymore, just a funny memory)
I know this sounds weird but can I like- get out of the meat?
Like- dawg unzip the flesh suit- let me out of this skin and bone prison-
I want to be back with my gays but I'm here with these gays who are the same gays and I'm also the same gay but I'm a different gay and this zipup flesh morphsuit isn't the one I ordered on amazon-
FREE ME!!!
-Chris Bahng (you can call me whatever source name tbh, I'm fine with all of them)