And I use drugs to make me feel anything else but emptiness, but when the drugs stopped taking my pain away - I knew I was fucked.
A. Lemmer
but i would give anything to look the way that sick people are supposed to look
Every so often I glance at the sky an catch a small ray of hope .. still that's as good as it gets 🙃 nothing is real anymore .. it's nearly been that long it'd hard to imagine I once lived such a life of pure bliss