HEY I KNOW THIS IS THE THIRD POST WITHIN 20 MINUTES BUT I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WILL NOW REFER TO MYSELF AS FEMALE TO MY CLOSEST OF FRIENDS AND EVERYONE ONLINE (not too drastic, nothing my dad will notice. i think my dad is transphobic owo) im too scared to tell my family because im afraid everyone will think im weird or mentally ill and i will most likely cry in my room for hours, though, i think my mom wont dgaf
Help I suddenly got the thought of "Man, I wish I'd get breast cancer so I could get chest surgery" which is kinda messed up cause I don't want to offend anyone with breast cancer but it's just such great way to get chest surgery and not having to explain to my parents about it
(I'm like 70% sure I'm not trans but idk anymore)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I don't like being a girl, i don't hate it but i'd rather be perceived as nothing yk?
A lot of people don't really see me as a girl and I like that
I'd rather have been born a boy but I don't want to change now I guess
I hate my chest and I don't really want it
My mum is okay with me being trans but she doesn't really get it