I don't like being a girl, i don't hate it but i'd rather be perceived as nothing yk?
A lot of people don't really see me as a girl and I like that
I'd rather have been born a boy but I don't want to change now I guess
I hate my chest and I don't really want it
My mum is okay with me being trans but she doesn't really get it
honestly don't know what to do anymore
feels like every time I talk i just upset my friends or add little to the friendship
but if I don't talk i'll eventually drift away and lose them
sooo wtf do I do?
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail