*types up a stupid little rant*
*saves it as a draft*
*doesn’t ever post it*
*doesn’t ever delete it either*
I am very conflicted.
Either I play more Nine Sols, which is a great idea™️! Cool game with fun challenging combat with a super interesting story.
OR
I play more of S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2, which is also a great idea™️! Cool game with fun challenging combat with a super immersive story.
So I have to pick to either help my boy Yi figure out to execute his plan and beat the snot out of the other Sols (as far as I know anyway), or help my other boy Skif figure out where the heck the anomaly artifact thingy that bombed his house went because gosh dang it I want that thing back from the people who stole it. It ruined his life and I want it back.
Either awesome technological world that doesn’t make a lot of sense right now because hidden story, or an awesome post-apocalyptic world that has never made any sense because radiation is a thing and that thing makes mutants and weird balls of power that do funny things.
Can you tell which one I’ve played more of recently?? Man I hate having multiple hyperfixations at the same time. Feels like I’m constantly picking favorites when I don’t even really have a favorite I just have to focus on one rather than the other.
Sooooo I may or may not have found my new hyperfixation in Nine Sols..
It’s just such a good game. Very solid combat, to the point where I’m genuinely really enjoying the challenge. Art is still very much on point. It’s kind of confusing story-line wise right now though because I’m at the point where it’s starting to reveal a bunch of characters and some backstory stuff. I have a few different theories as to why Yi is on this journey of his, so I’m super excited to get further in the game.
Also my next few, probably several, posts will most likely be about the game so if you don’t want spoilers avoid those. I’ll be putting spoiler warnings on each post so it’s easier to avoid if you dear random viewer don’t want to have the game and story points spoiled.
hey I'm sorry I stopped in the middle of that sentence my brain decided to flush its cache and I totally forgot what this conversation was
ADHD/Autism stims that I love that might sound sexual- but don’t actually turn me on!
Hair pulling. In the gentle but firm way. The pressure on my scalp feels amaaaaazzzzzing.
Cuddles. I dislike spooning most of the time, and normal cuddling gets hot and overstimulating. BUT- when someone lays on top of me (like cats)- augh yes yes please very stimmy yes
Massages! Not inherently sexual, but still. Specifically, on my back, shoulders, hands, and the base of my skull.
Those feather-light touches that trace patterns on your skin. They is tickly and nice.
I’m demiaroace, so not only do I not really understand how this stuff can be sexual, but also, I don’t really think that it’s sexual at all. At least in this sense.
the pipeline from "undiagnosed but something is definitely wrong" to "diagnosed but my parents don't believe it" is very real, be warned