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A real thing that happened yesterday

Me hiding in the bathroom BC I'm overstimulated and my family is loud:.....

My sister hesitantly knocking on the bathroom door: Did you fall in?

Me:.....yes?

should i write a wattpad smut novel or do my homework and graduate highschool what do yall think.

"TV show about kid who is 100% neurodivergent that got canceled too soon but gained a cult following years later" starterpack

I want to be with a guy who is little autistic, but kinky. Who has a lot of nerdy hobbies and gets over simulated with noise, but still wants me to morn in his ear. You love's me so he start learning my love languages and I his. Who will buy me flowers because I like it. Sometimes even explaining me importance of different flower and there cultural significance. Just cute little nerdy boy.

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Bloodwork came back positive for GAD65 antibodies. So now my rheumatologist is assuming not just neuropsychiatric lupus, but also Stiff Person Syndrome and GAD65 autoimmune encephalitis, based on my imaging and other test results.

I guess we’re just collecting neuroimmune disorders like trading cards now. Got brain fog? Muscle spasms? Random hallucinations? Congratulations, you might qualify for the rare holographic edition.

At this point, it feels less like getting answers and more like unlocking increasingly cursed DLC. The collector’s set is not supposed to be this complete.

Eating with the big spoon just to feel something

do NOT leave me alone in a room if u dont want me to sort shit

I find it so fucking funny how I've managed to amass a friend group of nearly all neurodivergents. Like-

There are about 3 people in it that have no chance of getting into the grippy sock vacation.

And the other 17?

Well.

There were about 10 of us going to Home Depot cause we're helping one of our group to get stuff for their new deck and just. We're in the outdoor garden part and one of my friends just slaps my arm and points at 2 crows and the only word that leaves their mouth is

"Crow"

I turned and saw the crows and just even louder stated "CROW" and everyone in our group just turned and stared bug eyed at the crows in pure silence for a solid 5 seconds before another friend piped up and said

"Those are some nice birbs."

And we all nodded and mumbled our collective agreement.

You know what I find personally annoying about AIs?

Not professionally as a kinda-techbro. Not morally as a human being. Not ethically as someone who trying to be a decent person. Not semantically as a philosophy major. Just personally?

The same behavior y'all hate in people like me, you adore in a chatbot.

BREAKING NEWS:

following your therapist's advice actually does help.

What is it like to be a normal person? I've never experienced it before.

I'm here with you on this. It's such a scary thing to have to look them in the eyes and see a different glance staring back. It's especially hard to have to rationalize everything that happened in your head, just enough so to make sure your friend has some sort of clue what you're talking about when you explain the situation later on. Cause they're gonna ask. And you'll have to answer. And it's so nerve-wracking. Ugh

Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

Dearest swirly brain,

I know that most days you hate yourself.

You hate feeling so out of control, so burdensome.

Dark fog and rapid heat consume every fold, every corner.

You want peace, or relief.

But dearest swirly brain, you are more.

You are a culmination of decades of feelings and LIFE.

Vibrancy and light and contrast.

You are always moving.

Evolving. Changing. Learning.

You are so wildly and authentically human.

Tried to explain floor time to my mother tonight and I physically could NOT

hihi moot that's also not neurotypical!

HIHI!!! yes i love collecting neurodivergent moots

wow omg! how revolutionary! we get complex emotions just like allistic people! okay so what the fuck???