Being Alone - Blog Posts
Expectations.
Sometimes, you can’t help but expect things out of others. Others that you let in and have gotten close to you. Others that you’ve decided to trust in and rely on. Others that you wanted to give a chance to.
So what happens when those expectations aren’t met?
You’re left with disappointment, sadness, feelings that you hate to admit to.
If that’s the case, why do we still have expectations?
Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.
Never enough Isn’t it
Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.
Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.
I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.
I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.
I think about the future and it’s just not enough.
I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.
I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.
I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.
Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?

