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โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž
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โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž
โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž

โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž

โ†’ ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐…๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐๐… ๐‰๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ฑ ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐…๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐†๐… ๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ

๐“๐จ๐ซ๐ง ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐ž, ๐ฒ/๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐ข๐ง ๐š๐ง ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐จ๐ฒ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐œ๐ก ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐โ€™๐ฌ ๐›๐จ๐ฒ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐. ๐€๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐Ÿ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฏ๐ž๐ข๐ฅ, ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฒ๐š๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐.

โ†’ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: ๐Ÿ,๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’

โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž
โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž

โ†’ ๐ ๐ž๐ง๐ซ๐ž: ๐‚๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐ž ๐€๐”, ๐’๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐ฆ๐š, ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐๐จ๐ง ๐ˆ๐๐จ๐ฅ ๐€๐”

โ†’ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐๐ข๐ž๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ข๐ง๐Ÿ๐ž๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ, ๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐š๐ ๐ž, ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ž, ๐ฆ๐ข๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ซ, ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐ญ, ๐‰๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฆ๐š.

โ†’ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฌ: ๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ 

โ†’ ๐๐Ÿ ๐Œ.๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“

๐‘๐„๐€๐ƒ ๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘ ๐Ž๐ ๐–๐€๐“๐“๐๐€๐ƒ

โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž
โ†ณ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐š๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž

โ€œIs this ok?โ€ he breaks the kiss, his voice low, thick with desire, his dark eyes darting between yours and your slightly swollen lips before biting his own.

The bathroom was a sharp contrast from the lively energy of the bar outside. The air was filled with a distinct red hue, casting ethereal glows on each of your faces, heightening the intensity of the moment. You were perched on the counter, your legs draped over the edge, encased between his body.

Your mind was caught in a whirlwind of emotions, every nerve in your body had a desperate longing for the man, yet your mind was screaming telling you, โ€œNo, this is wrong,โ€ but you couldnโ€™t stop, you didnโ€™t want to. The tension between the two of you was palpable, making it impossible to think clearly. You felt trapped between your impulses and morality.

He leans in again, his breath warm and intoxicating against your skin, making you shiver. The proximity was maddening each second stretching the tension to its breaking point. You can feel the hunger in his gaze, this man wanted, no, needed you.

You nodded slowly but no less eagerly, silently agreeing to whatever the stranger had instored for you, A flicker of relief flashed in his eyes. His fingers gently brushing your cheek, the touch tender, almost as if he was searching for something,

Without breaking eye contact, he pressed his lips against yours again. This time. The kiss was far more intense, charged with energy that had been building since you first locked eyes, His lips moved against yours in feverish intensity, a desperate exploration of the desire that neither of you could no longer hold back.

Your hands roamed up to his raven locks, fingers gripping into his soft hair as you pulled him closer. His body pressing against yours, making the moment feel impossibly intimate, every touch sent little jolts of electricity through you.

The kiss deepened, his hands slid down to your waist, gripping you firmly, grounding you, but with a tenderness that contrasted with the kiss, His hips grinding into your clothes core, achingly slow

You couldnโ€™t help but let out little whimpers into his mouth, making him smirk into the kiss. He breaks away once again, trailing kisses down to your neck. The room was filled with your pants and small moans. The mixed sensations of the wet sloppy kisses and the slow grinding against you was driving you insane. You couldnโ€™t wait any longer.

You grip his black hair pulling his head up to eye level with you, โ€œJust fuck me alreadyโ€ your voice came out slightly hoarse, โ€œpleaseโ€, something shifts inside of him, his slow movements now change to a sense of urgency,

He pulls off his black denim jacket revealing his big frame, followed by his white crew neck. fuck, you gulp once you catch the perfectly sculpted body the jacket was skillfully hiding, This man that you just met would be the death of you.

His gaze met your eyes, a cocky smirk plastered all over his face, โ€œYou gonna keep staring or get undressed?โ€, his voice just as cocky as that stupid smirk on his face but equally, if not more, playful.

You push his check back some, your excuse of a way to feel his chest, and leap off the counter turning towards the sink, you get a glimpse at yourself in the mirror. โ€œWhat the fuck are you doing y/n,โ€ you said to yourself. You already looked slightly disheveled and all you did was make-out.

The strange man grabs your waist, his lips trailing heated kisses along your neck. His eyes lock onto yours though the mirror, a smoldering gaze that pierces through the reflection. He presses you down, forcing your body to bend over the counter. He could easily overpower you, and youโ€™d be a liar to say it wasnโ€™t turning you on even more. The air was thick with tension as he maintains unwavering eye contact,

His eyes leave yours to lift your skirt, revealing the lace black thong adorning your skin. "Fuck," he breathes, his voice low and husky. He slides the delicate fabric down your legs, his fingers brushing against your clit, making you shudder. "No, none of that," you insist, your voice more desperate than intended. "Just fuck me." His eyes lock with yours in the mirror, a low chuckle escaping his lips as he notices you clench around nothing.

He unbuckles his belt, pulling down his loose jeans and boxers, letting his erection spring free, precum glistening at the tip. He gives himself a few slow pumps before gliding through your wet folds, barely grazing your entrance each time. Growing impatient with his teasing, you plead, "Please." Seeing your face in the mirror, he can't hold back any longer.

Finally, he sinks into you, both of you exhaling a shared breath of satisfaction. He pauses, giving you a moment to adjust, his eyes searching yours for any sign of discomfort. He feels how tense your body gets.

โ€œRelax mama,โ€ He leans over your small frame, peppering a few kisses on your shoulder, โ€œIโ€™m not gonna hurt you. I promiseโ€. You clench again.

You try to relax around his letting out a few gentle staggered breaths, He was thicker than you expected, you needed a little more time to get adjusted to him,

After some time he finally feels you relax around him. With a gentle tap on your hip, he silently asks for permission to continue. You respond with a fervent nod, your voice lost to the intensity of the moment.

โ€œIโ€™ll go slow.โ€ he says reassuring you,

That's exactly what he did, his movements were slow, giving you all the time you need to adjust. Your head hung low, your plump lips slightly parted letting out the prettiest, sweetest moans he has ever heard. You were driving him nuts already,

You felt every single vein that decorated his dick, Your body was growing more and more used to him with each slow thrust he gave you.

You looked so cute and pouty in the mirror, but as cute as you were, he couldnโ€™t take it anymore. His grip on your waist gets a tad bit rougher, grounding you before pulling out, just barely leaving his tip sunken inside of you, before roughly thrusting back into you.

If he didnโ€™t have that grip on you, you would have for sure fell face forward into the mirror. You grip the sides of the sink tryna find a sense of stability over your own body.

He was fucking you hard, and deep.

The room was now filled with the slapping of your bodies meeting, along with the occasional โ€˜nghโ€™ and string of curse words that would leave both of your mouths.

โ€œFuck, you feel so good around meโ€, his voice is coming out breathless, you simply moan in response unable to form any sort of words, he was turning your brain to mush.

You make the mistake of catching his eyes again staring at you in the mirror, you couldnโ€™t look away, the way his brows were pinched together his pink pierced lip caught in between his lip, The violet glow contouring his dark prominent features.

Neither of you can look away, something shifts in between you, neither of you know if it's the alcohol talking or the pure and raw lust shared between the two of you, His gaze softens for a quick second before he shakes his head putting all his focus back into making sure he gave you the best fuck of your life.

You drop your head, unable to hold it up any longer, loud moans turning into whimpers, he feels you clench around him, you were close.

He speeds up his movements, fucking into you at a harder pace.

You closed your eyes, giving all your focus to the pleasure in between your legs. He felt so good inside of you, too good that neither of you heard the constant ringing of your phone.

Your phone illuminated in the corner of the bathroom, โ€œE โ™ฅโ€ the phone screen read, displaying a picture of you kissing your boyfriendโ€ฆ

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4 years ago

Thunderstorms

Namjoon x reader

Words: 391

Thunderstorms

Thunderstorms remind me of you

You who was there on the rainy days

Overpowering the dreary, mood

You sparked and brought light to the sky

I was afraid of you at first

But at some point, you became comforting to me

You were my Thunderstorm

There was a thunderstorm, outside. The clouds were rolling, the rain was pouring down accompanied by the flashes of lightning. Y/N was scared of storms since they were young. The flashes of lightning, the loud noises, and the howling wind all scared them...

But now they were at ease... Thunderstorms became pleasant for them since they met Namjoon; he was their knight in shining armor that protected them like a shield from the arrows of what they were so terrified of.

If it had been their younger self they would have run and hidden somewhere, turning herself into a ball waiting for all the commotions outside to stop. But now thunderstorms didnโ€™t scare them... it reminded them of his love .

Y/N was scared at first, questioning themself for getting into a relationship with a busy idol. But Namjoon reassured them and talked them out of all the insecure thoughts that plagued Y/N's mind. He was there for them all the times they were insecure, when they were questioning themself, or when they were stressing about work and Y/N was there for him when he was insecure about not being a perfect leader or a boyfriend, when he was not getting any inspiration to write or compose, or when he was stressed of everything happening in life. They were like two pieces of a puzzle that fitted each other perfectly to make a complete picture. They completed each other by filling each otherโ€™s incompleteness.

Now they were both on their couch cuddling comfortably while Namjoon read a book aloud for Y/N to listen. They were both happy in each otherโ€™s embrace, sharing their warmth, sharing their loveโ€ฆ

Thunderstorms

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1 month ago

NO ONE, BUT YOU โ‹† ์ „์ •๊ตญ

NO ONE, BUT YOU โ‹† ์ „์ •๊ตญ

. . . . KISS ME, dangerous. been so lost without you all around me . . .

pairing, jungkook x model f!reader tags/warnings, little suggestive/allusion to smut, fwb2l, not too plot heavy js vibes lol note, slightly edited version of one of my drafts while i work on other longer wips <3 taglist, @ggukivrse @bangatanily | click here to join taglist! love diaries music rec, "Shirt"โ€” SZA

feedback is appreciated! xx

หš เผ˜โ™ก โ‹†๏ฝกหš

"Hold my hand in secret and kiss me when no one's looking."

Eyes skimming around the sky now felt like a burden, you just wanted to give up and collapse, finally, onto the couch or the ground would even doโ€” for how you felt like a human wrapped in a cyclone, world feeling dizzy as fuck.

There behind, as the only source of light apart from the moon ablaze โ€”an otherwise fluttering sight to drink in, if it weren't for the current scenarioโ€” lay your phone, chats blowing up like gushing water following a drought.

Him, Jungkook, is your best friend but with benefits. A mutual help was what you agreed upon but eventually it became really hard for your heart to continue to bottle up the feelings growing in, with each touch, each caress and each contact. Skin to skin.

Walking up towards the little table across the balcony, you pick up your phone, scanning the texts you just received from Jungkook. How he portrayed all the words, you couldn't believe he was feeling so.ย 

Reciprocated.ย 

Your love was bound back in all means from his fucking heart. Jeon Jungkook's heart.ย 

Days ago, you were shattered by what he asked for, after you had your timbers shivering and knees clamping in all seriousness of the confession he presented before you.

Everything seemed to wash into your mind all at once, making things twice as hard. Tossing the gadget away, landing safe on the couch, his chat was still open. You took yourself into your well-kept bedroom, for a cup of water so that every piece of information, each adversity and ecstasy would sink in thoroughly.

"Hold my hand in secret and kiss me when no one's looking."

These couple of words echoed to and fro inside your tight heart, remembering when this was part of the "contract" / help you were lending to each other. He needed you, but was scared of society. A shit ton of insecurities ate him up alive each time, when he thought about how he'll be judged to be "using" you, the daughter of a revered model in South Korea.ย 

But all you know is, you love him for good. You'd never regret being his friend and now, someone he loves. Society has clamped a huge pressuring weight on each oneโ€™s shoulder. Sometimes it is the constant nagging to remain perfect. Sometimes it's how you're not perfect / likable.ย 

You don't give two hoots about the media, your "famous" family and your friends who go blind at shiny things. You'd gave no fucks about big and bold in the community. If you got the chance now, like right now, it'll be you on one knee with an imperfectly perfect paper ring, proposing to someone who already has your heart wrapped around in his strong fists.ย 

"Oh, Jeon. You make me fucking crazy." You whisper, now, admiring the sky feels less a burden, that heart of yours somehow eased into peace.

She flipped, landed and spun in circles every time he touched you. Everytime his fingers came in contact with the one tiny tattoo resting on top of the skin right next to your sternum. Everytime he kissed you there and traced it with his tongue.

Funny how you address your heart as if it was a person, right? It is. Now, she has safely landed upon something, hilarious much, again how she found peace, her world in the chaos.

"Can I take her for a ride then?" You jumped at the sudden cameo of a familiar raspy voice. Yes. That's it. It's the very voice you longed to hear, even after all the confusion and frustration.ย 

"Jungkook.." Oh. So you've been thinking out loud. Not embarrassing at all.

"Are you gonna let me in or should I stay hanging on your balcony?" He tightens the grip around the railing, trying to stay intact.

"Shit, sorry." You finally move, grabbing his wrists, surely not helping much as he pulls up and jumps over, hands landing taut around your waist as soon as he's on ground-level.

His eyes roam around yours, spewing a thousand words through its gaze.

And her. Your heart.

She was absolutely down. Damn much.

Toppling over and crash landing in the walls trying to break out and finally run into his heart.

"Calm down you stupid little organ. I'm not affected. No, not one bit."ย 

You ironically smiled at him, as he raised a brow at you. Amusement written across his annoyingly good looking face.

"Stop."

"You're making me feel, Han." He spat, fierce and quiet.

"Stop this, or I might lose myself. And I'm fucking not taking myself back. Ever."

You exhaled, the anxiety slowly waving goodbye. He's playing.

"Is that so? Then hold my hand and make me yours as the world witnesses us, Jungkook. I know for a fact that nothing can change now. Itโ€™s now, or never." Both of you were deprived. It's been days since you saw him after the controversy that arose along with a few pictures of you spending time with him, all around social media.

It immediately sent your mind to overdrive, already seeing an end to the 6 month long arrangement.

But more than that, the years long friendship you shared with this man standing in front of you.

However, his eyes swam over yours, alerting you that he doesn't give a fuck. None about the media, none about your background.

He scoffs, leaning in. "The problem is,,"ย 

He does that, for the first time in ages. He holds your chin to face him, like he used to do, back then. Now there's different emotions mixed in, with all the lust.

Love.ย 

"If I kissed you, now and here, I'd not be able to stop. Don't fucking expect me to."

And there, his lips fall on yours, like a missing puzzle, skin hot against each other as he eventually picks you up in the process, and puts you down, towering over once again.

The gates of hell opened once more, as he pressed open mouthed kisses next to the v-line of your body-con, on the tattoo.

He wanted your body, pressed up against his heart.ย  Your hands, spreading his thoughts. Gripping your love, hope and desires, cupping them with nothing but passion. Fire. You felt his soul breathing heavily against your collarbones. You felt him nibble all the un uttered thoughts onto your ears. His hopes, naked on your skin. You needed each other. In a way unexplainable for eternities to come.


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1 month ago
. . . . 'Cause People Believe That They're Gonna Get Away For The Summer . . . .

. . . . 'Cause people believe that they're gonna get away for the summer . . . .

๐“‡ผ หš๐“† โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†Ÿ โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†žหš ๐“‡ผ

โŽ™ He was the still wave among the chaotic ripping tidesโ€” one that anchored youduring that unforgettable visit to your grandma's beach houseโ€” now on the verge of being sold.

Loaded with the responsibilities and emotions of spending the last week in Jeju, โ€” will the new relationships and memories turn into something more, or will they just turn into bittersweet echoes of that one summer miles away from home.

๐“‡ผ หš๐“† โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†Ÿ โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†žหš ๐“‡ผ

pairing, surfer!jungkook x f!reader tags/warnings, reader has had strict parents and this is her first time experiencing something aloneโ€” fully under her control, he is a surfer and owns a little shop for tourists who wants to explore the beach, a whole summer-beach house-fling kind of setting, fluff, smut, angstโ€” the unavoidable trifecta, the characters do have some base-level lore too, longfic [series] note, this is the ultimate result of me listening to like a set of 4 songs ON REPEAT like it was a necessity, linking a playlist soon below, this is going to come out only on may but i couldn't wait to share a snippet of this scene i was working on literally at 2 am in the morning because i couldn't sleep. yeah call me productive. moodboard

love diaries music rec,

๐“‡ผ หš๐“† โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†Ÿ โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†žหš ๐“‡ผ

teaser wc: 482

The waves ripple, gently caressing your bare feet, like a timid reminder about what youโ€™re about to get yourself into on a random Saturday morning.

It does not feel all that haphazard thoughโ€” seeing Jungkook knelt down in front, waxing the surfboardโ€” the coconutty whiff of its scent soothes your senses for at least a moment before going full-on panic mode again.

โ€œI donโ€™t think todayโ€™s weatherโ€™s the best one for surfing, Matty you agree right?โ€ you caress Matildaโ€™s velvety muzzle as she barked in glee, jumping around the sand.

โ€œShe fully disagrees, cโ€™mereโ€ He looks up from the board, patting his upper thigh as you tilt your head in confusion.

โ€œYou need some feet gear, Iโ€™ll help.โ€ He casually offers as if this happened on a dailyโ€” the way it rolled off his tongue so easily as he ran a hand behind his suit to dust it off of extra sand.

Nothing about this situation was routinely.

It was astounding how, in this very beach your grandma once adored so much, you were about to take leaps of faith and courage, experiencing completely new things way out of your comfort zone.

Jungkook crouches down, palms holding your bare feet now about to be clad in literal surfing gear, as he helps you into them with practiced ease.

โ€œAll set?โ€ He comes up, a light smile spread across his face, taking a double look at your figure wrapped in the wetsuit rented from his own small beachside shop.

โ€œYeah, Iโ€™m literally about to set recordsโ€” just me and my little surfboard.โ€ Even the tiniest attempts to lighten the knot in your stomach and breath caught too hard in the middle of your throat, were in vain.

โ€œSure, set as many as you want, but Iโ€™ll deserve partial credit.โ€ He catches a hold of your shoulder, maneuvering towards the board.

โ€œWhat if I say you get full credit? Can I go back home? Matty might be hungry.โ€ You fret in his arms, but he holds you still.

โ€œWoah what happened to the bravery from minutes ago?โ€ Jungkookโ€™s hands come round your waist and all that you feel are the points of contact between your skin even through the thick material of the suits. He anchors you forth, steadying the surfboard under your feet.

โ€œIโ€™ve given you enough dryland training and you said you swim? Youโ€™re fine, __.โ€ย 

โ€œBut Matty-โ€

โ€œSheโ€™s with Tae, Iโ€™m here with you. Letโ€™s go?โ€ Those words did calm you down more than youโ€™d admit.

The humidity gets to your face quickly, gathering up a bright sheen on your skin.

No, youโ€™re not sweating, obviously not.

It definitely has nothing to do with the vast expanse of waters laying free, welcoming you in with a warning. Fear.ย 

The initial inhibition was gnawing at your insides.

However, you feel his secure stance behind, and that was finally convincing enough for you to take the next step.

โ€œIโ€™m ready, Jungkook.โ€

๐“‡ผ หš๐“† โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†Ÿ โ‹†๏ฝก๐“†žหš ๐“‡ผ

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1 month ago

please don't change

Please Don't Change

โ€” ๐™šห™โœงห–ยฐ MASTERPOST

when that one senior you met in med schoolโ€” when life felt like a suffocation, a heartbeat too loud in your earsโ€” unknowingly became a part of your daily. he was supposed to feel intimidating, unapproachable. but oh was he the total opposite.

those fleeting moments, the unsaid efforts are now tangled in between your friendship that's just about to make a 180 turn.

they say, change is the only constant but what if you want to be the variable to that equation?

Please Don't Change

starring, dental surgeon!jk, intern f!reader category, written, situationship (?) au, fluff, smut, angst (teeny bit), senior-junior friendship that kinda spirals. note, this was purely intuitive because i wanted to start something lighthearted and fun, but then kinda lost track and now i want it to be a whole series, so we'll see where it goes ig. updates, might be slow/vary this month but soon will get consistent ! taglist, comment on this post/send me an ask with your username to be added ! [TAGLIST STATUS : OPEN.]

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INDEX :

entry 01 : handlebars

more soon. . .


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1 month ago
" . . . I SEE MY REFLECTION In Your Eyes . . . "

" . . . I SEE MY REFLECTION in your eyes . . . "

brief, in which you're both graduating together starring, the honorable bsf2l (?) trope words, 1.5k tags/warnings, none! i got inspired from a reel, and here we are almost an hour later, so not proof read!! (which also explains the lack of a proper header but im just a girl <3) love diaries music rec, "reflections" โ€” the neighborhood, "get you" โ€” daniel caesar

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โ€œyouโ€™re not wearing that tie, jeon! go put on the one mom bought.โ€ you scramble around the house, feet thudding against the soft wooden floorsโ€” almost imitating your panicked state.

12.15 pm. and two more hours till you enter a new phase of life, graduate from college and move on.

shuffling through the drawers lined on your shared dorm with him, eyes darting to every possible corner, but in vain.

plopping down on the softness of his bed, you huff in exasperation, because this canโ€™t be happening.ย 

not at the eleventh hour.

the sheets crinkle, slight rustle pronounced through the air-conditioned room, making you turn around to blabber even more complaints into his ears.

but those get swallowed into a whirl, fades away as your best friend, suitemate and something like a childhood partner in shenanigans? the one who you shared toys with begrudgingly at the constant nag of your respective parents and many things you couldnโ€™t cohere at the moment.

really.

wholly out of the usual hoodie situation that didnโ€™t seem to do justice to his dedicated hours at the gym, Jungkook is knelt down, clad in a midnight black tuxedo that you swear was non-existent in his list of clothes that enunciated his features better, in fact heโ€™s never looked like this. the last time was probably on prom day, while another girl clung onto his arms throughout the evening, without letting go.

who would?

your analysis comes to an abrupt end, like those unfinished projects that lay, calm and quiet in Adobe Premiere Pro, because being film majors, it was inevitable.

however thatโ€™s not the point.

the matter of concern is how after looking like a character straight out of some rom-com, he sits next to you, adjusting his toe socks.

iron man toe socks.

โ€œare you wearing those to a literal graduation party?โ€ your query comes out, but itโ€™s laced with a not so graceful laugh, a snort coming out after to just complete it.

โ€œyouโ€™re not exactly being subtle, __.โ€ unbeknownst to your inner battle, he looks up with slightly wide eyes screaming at you for offending the priceless possession.

โ€œyโ€™know what, iโ€™ll personally buy you some real pair of socks because that,โ€ you point to his feet from which a comical iron-man glared at you. โ€œcannot even be categorized as one.โ€ย 

โ€œi know, but this makes me feel at home, you wouldnโ€™t understand a manโ€™s pain.โ€ he dramatically sighs, โ€œif you donโ€™t wanna be my date you could just say that.โ€ those words came out gentler, and even though you knew it was a silly banter, his eyebrows contorting in contemplation defied your thoughts.

โ€œyou think i wouldnโ€™t come with you for grad just because of a sock?โ€ you tsk, trying to loosen up the atmosphere that held something unsaid, a little heavier.

but he remained quiet, adjusting the sleeves of the tux to his reflection in the mirror.

several minutes passed with a charged silence.

he was your day one. enrolling in film school wasnโ€™t exactly what your family supported, but Jungkook whipped up an entire presentationโ€” that spanned from your mindless doodles on the blank pages of his science textbook to a whole graphics scheme you created with nothing but cheap, free software and a dreamโ€” meeting up with the both of your parents to put forth a pros and cons list. he cleverly snuck in his similar wish of going to college with you, which will probably be the only fact that elevated the chances, landing you here.ย 

with Jungkook, about to be recognized as accomplished graduates, with impressive portfolios to name.

he knows you better.

best.

you move, finally, rounding the corner to get closer to the dressing table as Jungkook added a spritz of cologne to his neck, a few drops grazing your black silk, front slit dress laced with a floral assemblage at the cleavage.

now his scent was bound to stay for the rest of the evening.

but this time, you donโ€™t complain.

instead, you extend your hands forward, that proudly clasped a red, furry box, golden letters engraved on the centre.ย 

โ€œDior?โ€ he examines the box, voice still wrapped around with weight, slowly opening it.

โ€œwhat the fuck, you found it!โ€ he exclaims, forgetting about the feud, turning around immediately to scoop you in his arms, his hold.

bleu de chanel. on him, now on you too.

the cologne mixed with the heavenly combination of his body wash that you always tried to get your hands on, now sticks onto you. clings like itโ€™s got tentacles, hooking in.

you sigh into his neck, that elicits visible goosebumps on hisย  skin, laughing lightly as his fingers lazily traces the slit of your dress.

two centimeters. hypothetically if his fingers linger a bit more, and move towards the right, it would be met with the smooth expanse of your exposed thigh.

nevertheless it remains on the silk, outlining the light pink flowers embroidered on them.

โ€œyou found this, so iโ€™ll forgive you for insulting my socks.โ€ he whispers into your ears, ever so carefully like heโ€™ll break the moment, if anything.

โ€œKook?โ€ you call out, his response almost instantly vibrating with a soft hum to your senses.

โ€œyouโ€™re too obvious. i know youโ€™d wanna wear the matching tie i disagreed on. isnโ€™t that why you made such a fuss, hm?โ€ you knew he could sense your understanding from the tone.

caught red handed.

Jungkook comes up, slyly grinning at you through his doe eyes, plump lips following suit.

โ€œyou were just too adamant on not wanting to match! why would i wear the one mom bought, if i already have another oneโ€ he justifies, but you just shake your head, hands folding at the chest.

โ€œitโ€™d look corny with your all black suit, i was just being considerate of your fashion, but if you donโ€™t wanna be, sure.โ€ you shrug, but he just comes behind, tightening the emory green tie, with bold flowers patched onto it, totally not aligning with his tuxedo.

his arms wrap around your shoulders, hands bringing the flimsy material of the tie forward, placing it on your chest, closer to the flowery lace right next to the neckline of your dress.

โ€œthe whole point of a date is to match, __.โ€

you just stare at his eyes through the mirror, and then at your reflection.

and just relax into his arms.

___

โ€œcongrats, babyyyy!โ€ jina, classmate and project partner, hugs you from the side, putting the nth garland around you, and pushing a gift onto your already filled hands as she struts, pulling Jungkookโ€™s hand to get his attention.

he turned to one side, talking to your parents and clicking a few pictures of you little sister for her social media.

his focus shifts to you, and a smiley jina who just wanted her pictures taken, before meeting someone else.

โ€œKook! quick, she has to go.โ€ you rush, his skin gleaming under the beaming May sun.

You pose, as he captures the moments on his ever-cherished camera, approving the shots with a thumbs-up.

โ€œsee you soon, girlโ€ jina offers you a hug once again, and leaves in a flash to join the others.

โ€œhey, __. look at me.โ€ he adjusts the camera hanging on his shoulders, the backyard almost empty again, as everyone heads to the after party.

โ€œwe donโ€™t have time, letโ€™s go, come on.โ€ you nudge on his hands, but he just

stays.

โ€œi wanna take a photo.โ€

huh? you took 100s with him, worth all the storage your iCloud could stand.

he remains firm, tugging all the gifts and miscellaneous things from your hold, laying it safely on the grass behind.

this must be one of his antics, to just save time from socialisingย 

you give in anyway, setting your long brown locks to cascade behind your back, running down to your waist.

Jungkook seemed to fall back for a beat, staring at your figure before slowly bringing the camera to focus.

you expect a countdown to three maybe, conventional, the old style of โ€œ1,2,3 say cheese!โ€

basics of photography, 101.

โ€œi love you.โ€ he knocks you out of breath.ย 

three words, just not the ones you saw coming.

unexpected, unfiltered, pure confession.

nonetheless, you smile wide at the lenses of the Canon camera that flickered in front of your eyes.ย 

happier than ever.

you wish, that wouldโ€™ve given him the answer he seeked for.

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