I feel really awful when I'm unable to say something more, especially when someone close to me ask how I was doing and I could only say something vague, it makes it seem as if I was trying to keep my distance from them, when I'm not. I don't want them to think that i don't like them and then hurt them unintentionally, when I'm actually really just don't understand how to say .. anything? Though I do understand that I should give more closure and stuff, say something more, but I just don't get it. I. don't. get. it. I don't know how to do that, what is there to talk about? how to let it out???? how do I bring the topic out of my mouth?? I don't get it??????????? and then I'll feel even more awful cause I'd think that they must think that I'm so boring