Baby, what are you talking about? Of course it looks slutty, I thought that was the whole point! What? You're kidding me right? You've been showing off your body online forever! It's like, your favorite thing in the world! Look, stop joking around. You're starting to worry me.
Hang on. What do you mean you never send pics? You... oh, you really don't remember, do you? I'm... honestly I don't know how you can forget something like that! You told me over and over it was your favorite thing in the world! Do you seriously not remember? You are the one that rubbed and rubbed telling me how amazing the attention felt!
Shy? Since when? I mean, you pretend to be shy sometimes, sure. To make the men you send pics to feel special. The whole "I never do this but you got me soooo horny" bit. You taught me that! Come on. You're fucking with me, right?
Slow down. Something's... wrong. I mean, people forget stuff all the time, but this is kinda scary. How do you think we started chatting? Okay. Yeah. Except it didn't happen that way. You sent a pic first thing! I have the screenshot right here! Oh, come on, like I'd just happen to have a photoshopped screenshot prepared!
Look, have you been sleeping? Eating well? Going to the gym?
Have you... you know, talked to someone about this? Not online, honey. Like... a professional. Because it's not normal to forget that kind of stuff!
College? What college? You dropped out when you... you know. When you joined that site. The full time porndoll plan, remember? Look, I'll send you the link! That's you! Oh, you're accusing me of faking your verification picture? No, I've never even seen your ID! You told me you thought you look dreadful in it!
Okay, let's calm down. You trust me, right? We'll... I don't know, find a way to... fix this somehow. Get you well. I know a very good doctor, in fact.
I'll take care of it. So for now just... relax and only worry about making content. The new lights should be arriving soon. You don't remember ordering those either? Oh dear. This is worse than I thought. Okay, panicking won't solve a thing. Here, take this. It'll help you calm down. I'll go call the doctor right now and in the meantime you can edge your slutty pussy a bit.
That always relaxes you. You told me that yourself, after all.
save this one
Make me cheat daddy, fuck it's so accurate
It is as if I was speaking to you from inside your head.
I invite you to notice how you imagine yourself again as a submissive. The dark fantasies that consistently make you tingle in ways you know too well. Perhaps you may think you could not be a submissive to me. As you are looking at your screen you might not contemplate your submission since you don’t want to picture it now in your mind. However, the more you consider it the more deeply it wiggles it’s way into your mind. You enjoy a challenge when you push your boundaries though to find this success in your desire. See yourself as successful, and feel the sense of accomplishment that comes with it. This fantasy is something that you want, something that will make you happy and fulfilled in ways you already feel deeply.
As you visualize yourself achieving your goal of submission, notice the positive emotions that come with it. What are the feelings that you experience when you succeed? Is it happiness, pride, joy, or something else?
Think about those positive emotions, and notice how they feel inside your body. Where do you feel them now? Do they make you feel lighter, more energized, or more focused?
Now, imagine that those positive emotions are like a powerful magnet, drawing you towards your sexual submission. Every time you take a step towards your submission, you feel those positive emotions growing stronger and stronger, guiding you towards success.
As you consider taking actions towards your goal, notice any limiting beliefs or negative thoughts that may not serve your goals well or might be holding you back, simply start to fade away.
Take a moment to challenge those limiting beliefs or negative thoughts. Are they really true? Are they helping you achieve your goal, or are they holding you back?"
Replace those limiting beliefs & thoughts with positive affirmations that support your goal of submission. You are a good little one. You crave this. You love being submissive. Submission excites you and fulfills you deeply in satisfying ways. Repeat those affirmations to yourself, and feel the positive emotions growing stronger and stronger.
Finally, think about the next step you need to take towards your goal. What action can you take right now to move closer to success? Notice how it feels good to take positive action towards your goal, and let that feeling you will have of accomplishment and satisfaction motivate you to touch yourself now and enjoy those feelings. Visualizing you being a successful submissive now.
Remember, you want this. You know you chose to make this happen. Trust yourself and your abilities, and take action towards your goal with confidence and purpose.
Whenever you need a boost of motivation, you can return to this visualization and tap into those positive emotions and affirmations. You can do this. You are already on the path to success.
You're here again. Is that worry you feel tingling deep inside? Or is it that you feel excitement now.
It seems as though you fantasize about it more. The more you think about it now the more you realize you touch yourself more. Like, a lot more. You better stop no? can you stop? Oh . You can't. You're addicted to the feeling you get now, the rush, the tingling feeling that maybe you shouldn't be enjoying this so damn much.
I invite you to notice it starting to seep into your daily life. How many times have you considered skipping your responsibilities to touch yourself? To let yourself be even more addicted to your fantasies? To go deeper and deeper?
A gentle, kind sex scene doesn't do it for you anymore. Hell, most vanilla porn is looking so... dull to you. No, you need a little darker stuff. Stronger stuff. You need the degradation, the feeling of breaking your own values and mind. Deeper and deeper you go...
Where will it end? Do you want it to end? It feels so good. You’re a good girl, right? You don’t want to touch yourself so much. You know the more you resist the urge the deeper your desire burns inside you. How long will you last before you need to let yourself rub/touch? How long until you decide your purpose is to obey? How long until you fall to your knees and touch yourself now?
Oh. You are actually enjoying the prospect, aren't you? You want to fall. Deeper and deeper. Kinkier and kinkier. More and more broken and perverted.
I won't stop you. I want you to fulfill your desire.. your purpose.. what’s already in your heart.
Inspired by @theprettynosferatu
You are OK. If you’re unsure about how far you let your kinks go.. If you surprise yourself how far your kinks go.. If you are still discovering new levels to your kinks.. You have no need to worry when you just take a moment to realize.. You’re trapped. You’ll always want this. It will probably only get worse. The more you fight it, the more your need for it gets stronger. The more you feel it getting stronger the more you feel you need it. Your body isn’t lying to you. This is who you really are. Have an amazing day.