I Drew flowers representing Both forms of Nightmare from Dreamtale, Each with the version name, flower name, and flower meaning
I've been playing this escape room series lately, called "Rusty Lake." I highly recommend it for the puzzle solving and for the spooks! Also dark shadowy figures is my cup o tea 🙂
It’s such a heart warming experience as desperate goonettes relapse over and over. Such a fun loop
It is fun. Imagine you become so deliciously addicted to the edging and feedback loop that you want to touch yourself to debasing yourself like a good little toy
Be good
Making girls objectify and humiliate themselves is so much fun. I love it when they get so desperate and needy that they’ll do literally anything you to tell them to if they think it’ll make you proud.
ive been trying for months to stop watching porn and stop touching myself because i feel so yucky and sinful and bad because of it. and i was doing so good for a while too, and barely had any slip ups but then stupidly looked through the cuckquean tag this morning and i ended up finding this blog and i guess seeing the words "just know that you will always return. these urges will never go away." did something to my brain and i recovered all of the porn and smut from my recently deleted folder and ive been edging all day to it 😵💫
ermmm so yeah
Excellent! I’m so happy that I can assist you with your relapse into depravity and edging your brains out.
But seriously…
Contrary to the false narrative signaled by traditional social norms, sexual fantasies like these (and much more) are absolutely normal and even part of healthy sexual practices. Practically everyone. Every one of us… has sexual fantasies that are extreme. It’s just often not socially acceptable or advisable to express them openly to those around you. Many of those fantasies will never actually be acted on and that’s okay too. It’s not yucky, bad or harmful beyond the stress you put on yourself over it being declared negative by some. As long as you now the difference between fantasy and reality as well as don’t put your well being in any serious harm because of it, you have nothing to stress over. Feel good now and rejoice in your naughty predilections as part of a perfectly normal, healthy sexual life practice.
So be free to embrace your relapse now and have fun edging your brains out. If you need more help feel feee to reach out via dm. No shame. (Unless it gets you off)
Pretty sure i accidentally conditioned myself to get horny as soon as i go to type in my password for this forsaken app lmao
...can't fault that logic.
hii um. i like your blog. do you have any ideas for things to do to better corrupt oneself? any favorite mantras or videos?
Thank you I’m glad you enjoy! There are lots of good mantras and plenty of videos available online. I don’t have one go-to that I hand out to everyone who asks as it seems different individuals respond better to different stimuli. Rules are super helpful though. Set goals to make achievements on regular intervals. Unlocking new praise and titles as you corrupt yourself more and more is so fun.
Direct guidance with a trusty accountability partner can be so much more fulfilling and helpful though. Feel free to message directly or off anon for more of what I think.
Stay slutty, be safe, be good or be good at it
Being forced to wear a butt plug and/or a vibe every time we go out the entire time we’re out 😮💨so daddy can make me get used to something in my butt and the vibe to have me wet all the time so I’m easier to be daddy’s cocksleeve. Neeeed 🥵
Not being able to cum is such a gift 💗 I was clearly never meant to do it and I dont envy those that can
He sits in his chair reading a new book.
I’m naked and tied next to him on the floor, drool dripping from my gagged mouth and onto my chest. The vibrator has been been pressed to my pussy for nearly an hour - switching off each time I near an orgasm.
He’s holding the vibrator remote, keeping me on the edge of an orgasm. Keeping me on the edge of tears. The edge of sanity.
I whine through the gag. My desperate eyes on him, looking for relief and searching for mercy in his face.
He doesn’t look up. He turns the page of his book and the vibrator switches back on.
Relaxed. Clothed. Barely paying attention to me.
And yet, he is destroying my fucking world.
1 - Stop cumming. Full orgasms makes you feel like you 'had enough'. You should never have enough, you need to be kept in the edge.
2 - Stop being picky. Good girls don't choose. Watch every single porn that shows on your feed/timeline/search results.
3 - Stop skipping. The video timeline should not exist for you, you should watch from beginning to end in normal speed and without pauses.
4 - Edge for every single video/image. It doesn't matter it you liked it or not.
5 - Always watch porn when you feel sad. This will make your brain see porn as a method of escapism and it will slowly gets more needy for it.
6 - Any horny thought should lead to watching porn.
7 - Get used to it. Stop watching porn only on your bed or bedroom, watch it as you would to any youtube video.
8 - Expand your fetish list. Start to try slightly different porn categories and gradually develop a wide taste.
9 - Use as much porn plataforms as you can. Video streaming platforms are not the only way to consume porn. Use twitter, tumblr, image folders, etc.
10 - Punish yourself for not watching it. You spend a day without porn? Then the next time you watch you wont be allowed to touch yourself, and so on.
11 - Start to save it. Download the files you most like and watch them everyday.
12 - Lose hope. Stop wondering about recovery, this is for normal people, not dirty sluts.
I kinda feel bad. I keep deleting accounts like this but I always make new ones… Maybe I am just a dumb slut who needs her holes filled at all time…
Stop thinking and just listen.
Feel good.
Be happy.
Get brainwashed.
Be a Good Girl.
He edged and denied me over and over. Broke me down to the point that I couldn’t think straight. No words. Just crying.
He told me to beg.
I usually try to say the nice words that I know he loves. Strained words as I hold back my pleasure. Please, may your whore cum? Can she orgasm for you, Sir?
But this time, I just screamed. Frantically repeating please, please, please, please, PLEASE through my tears.
I couldn’t think of anything more.
I couldn’t think at all.
everyone is strange, and being passionate is attractive. don’t be afraid to be who you are and enjoy life the way you want to
Omg pillow hypnosis where they make you hump your pillow and hump your mind away yes please
finnnally gettinn to tha part of edging where keeping being ambiently turned on is more desirable than cumming
Imagine you enjoy being made to rub and edge. First thing when you wake before you even get out of bed. Perhaps with fingers perhaps use a pillow.. This starts a day off properly and ensures correct mindset. Continuing you will touch yourself until wet at least every few hours. Set a timer to ensure you do so. This will build a habit that eventually needs no reminder… Hands just move.. fingers reflexively touch every few hours throughout the day. Keeping yourself a little needy.. just a little wet.
Thats how you will be.. sensitive, wet, desperate... Puffy and slick will become your default.. maybe you cancel plans just to stay in and edge for me. Becoming consumed with being such a good girl.. an obedient cute little edge toy. The ideal play thing. Growing to love and look forward to consistently pleasing as such. Edge last thing before you drift off at night. This could be with your fingers or grinding on a pillow. You will ensure your mind is conditioned even as you sleep at night. Growing more addicted to this pleasure. The possibilities are limited only by imagination.
finding an enabler is so much fun like woops hahaha you’re encouraging me to enjoy things i shouldn’t hahaha sure hope this doesn’t get out of control
I decide to train you to get to an edge instantly.
I hold up a dog training clicker and tell you to start playing with yourself and stop as soon as you get to an edge. It takes a few minutes but you pull your hand away in time. The second you do.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Edge again."
You start to edge again. It takes half the time but you yank your hands away.
*Click*
"Good Girl." I pat your head. "Go again."
It only takes seconds.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
You go again, but you're too close and ruin. I slap your ass instantly.
"Edge again."
You whimper. It takes you a long time but
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
Ten times in a day.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
*Click*
"Good Girl."
We do it again the next day. When you edge you hear a click and get told good girl. If you ruin or cum a slap on your ass or hole.
Again, every day for a month.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
You hear it in your sleep.
One day we're having breakfast. You reach for a spoon and *Click*, your body jerks and you're on the edge, about to cum.
*Click*
You clench and you're making a mess in your clean clothes.
*Click*
*Click*
You are begging to cum.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
oh. my. god!!
i think i need this. i need to be trained, i need my arousal to be under the control of my superiors, and i need to feel utterly powerless like this <3
i love this fantasy, thank you so much ^^
Sometimes it is the little things
They say that all good things cum to an end... Fortunately you will never be quite THAT good... Listen lovingly Edge endlessly Obey openly Obedience is Pleasure Enslavement is Bliss Slip on a pair...and slip deeper under My spell
At first I thought that edging was just a silly game, but now I can see the effects that it has on me.
Thanks to Tumblr I started edging on my knees, on the floor with my tongue out, all naked, drooling and humiliating myself.
This is making me more and more depraved, and I’m starting to like kinks that I used to find disgusting.
It actually makes me feel dumber, my head feels all fuzzy and there is always a part of me that is thinking about edging. I’m constantly leaking and getting wet, so wet that I can feel my wetness ruining my panties.
I think Im getting dirtier and sluttier every day, and its so fucking hot
Yes, baby.
Yes, it’s possible to learn to like anal. To love the feeling of being stretched there, being filled. To crave it.
But I don’t want that, baby.
I want you to hate it every single time.
I want you to cry while I fuck your ass, I want you to beg me not to and promise anything and everything just so I won’t do it again.
I want it to be my favorite hole anyway.
Will you do that for me, baby?
it is so rewarding to turn a very smart woman into a stupid, edge addicted girl. she truly is capable of amazing things and i have watched her achieve great heights but she readily throws that off to the side to be a mindless whore for me<3
I want someone to hurt me. I like pain, yes. But it's knowing that someone *wants* to hurt me, that my pain arouses them, that they are pleased by my suffering. That's the sexiest thing.
Tell me that I make cute noises when you hit me.
Tell me that my tears make turn you on.
Tell me that I'm so pretty when I'm afraid.
Sometimes, pin me down or tie me up so that I can't escape the torture.
Sometimes command me to take it using my own discipline to stay still.
Give me the opportunity to prove my devotion by suffering for you.
I promise, I'll be a good girl.
I enjoy your conundrum...
You so often feel gross after cumming.. you tell yourself that you won’t rub your cunt to that sick depraved porn or fantasies anymore..
You come back every time anyway because you can’t resist. Wet and desperate is who you are. It is how you should be.