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There’s that little twinge again...
You’ve tried to fight it, but it just returns even stronger. You know that tiny itch in the back of your mind…. That pulls your attention between your legs. It needs your attention, Again. Just don’t think about it. Don’t touch yourself. Again. Don’t think about rubbing and feeling that tingle in just the way that you know makes you sink deeper now.
Be a good girl
finnnally gettinn to tha part of edging where keeping being ambiently turned on is more desirable than cumming
Just consider being made to rub and edge. How would that feel now. Conditioning yourself to practically stay at least a little horny all the time. Day in day out. This persistent sense of neediness becomes you. A cute toy for me. Such a good girl. A little wet will be your default now. That warm feeling buzzing in the background of your mind is exquisite. Ggdc
I want a man to turn me into his personal porn. Fetishize my identity, my orientation, my mental illness and turn me into a stereotype because it gets him hard. Dress me up and tell me how to act. Objectify me and turn me into a sex object.
Imagine you enjoy being made to rub and edge. First thing when you wake before you even get out of bed. Perhaps with fingers perhaps use a pillow.. This starts a day off properly and ensures correct mindset. Continuing you will touch yourself until wet at least every few hours. Set a timer to ensure you do so. This will build a habit that eventually needs no reminder… Hands just move.. fingers reflexively touch every few hours throughout the day. Keeping yourself a little needy.. just a little wet.
Thats how you will be.. sensitive, wet, desperate... Puffy and slick will become your default.. maybe you cancel plans just to stay in and edge for me. Becoming consumed with being such a good girl.. an obedient cute little edge toy. The ideal play thing. Growing to love and look forward to consistently pleasing as such. Edge last thing before you drift off at night. This could be with your fingers or grinding on a pillow. You will ensure your mind is conditioned even as you sleep at night. Growing more addicted to this pleasure. The possibilities are limited only by imagination.
finding an enabler is so much fun like woops hahaha you’re encouraging me to enjoy things i shouldn’t hahaha sure hope this doesn’t get out of control
Sadists are wierd because if you look up at them with teary red eyes, mascara running down your face, whimpering, crying and begging them, it just gets them harder, more exciting and makes them want to do more of whatever is causing your distress….
It’s me. I’m sadists.
I decide to train you to get to an edge instantly.
I hold up a dog training clicker and tell you to start playing with yourself and stop as soon as you get to an edge. It takes a few minutes but you pull your hand away in time. The second you do.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Edge again."
You start to edge again. It takes half the time but you yank your hands away.
*Click*
"Good Girl." I pat your head. "Go again."
It only takes seconds.
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
You go again, but you're too close and ruin. I slap your ass instantly.
"Edge again."
You whimper. It takes you a long time but
*Click*
"Good Girl. Again."
Ten times in a day.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
*Click*
"Good Girl."
We do it again the next day. When you edge you hear a click and get told good girl. If you ruin or cum a slap on your ass or hole.
Again, every day for a month.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
You hear it in your sleep.
One day we're having breakfast. You reach for a spoon and *Click*, your body jerks and you're on the edge, about to cum.
*Click*
You clench and you're making a mess in your clean clothes.
*Click*
*Click*
You are begging to cum.
*Click*
"Good Girl."
oh. my. god!!
i think i need this. i need to be trained, i need my arousal to be under the control of my superiors, and i need to feel utterly powerless like this <3
i love this fantasy, thank you so much ^^
You enjoy being mindlessly horny… You enjoy being close to the edge… You enjoy needing permission…
Embrace it.
Notice:
It is now your time for random hole inspection. All a part of your training feedback loop. Immediately report condition of holes to receive prescription to ensure proper behavior.
Mind: BLANK
Emotions: OFF
Resistance: GONE
Tits: OUT
Pussy: WET
::toy ready for programming::
Broken toys can be the most precious
You’re so broken. You can’t even cum without watching the most fucked up and degrading porn, can you? Good girl. I’m going to break you even further.
I enjoy your conundrum...
You so often feel gross after cumming.. you tell yourself that you won’t rub your cunt to that sick depraved porn or fantasies anymore..
You come back every time anyway because you can’t resist. Wet and desperate is who you are. It is how you should be.
Sometimes a girl just needs to be held… with one hand on her throat.. while she’s edged and made to admit her dark kinks while she cries.
It’s ok. Let it all out my good little toy.
Puffy slippery slits are so needy
It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy. We really should do something about that.
Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax… Focus on your achy clit. Embrace that feeling. You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging. You deserve to savor it. Let the ache wash over you. Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind. Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure. Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss. This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission. This place only good girls get to see & feel. Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial. It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure. Pleasure is my reward."
Focus on your task now, toy. Have fun be safe and have a great day!
inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum
live your best life
When negative feelings like anxiety, depression, or self doubt begin to present themselves.. edge them away.
Have a fantastic day.
Control
- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.
- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.
- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.
You are fine. You are healthy. You are good. Relax and enjoy yourself.
“…Many people fear their fantasies signal immorality, perversion, or mental illness. Here it’s vital to distinguish between sexual thoughts and actions. Some sexual actions are illegal, but all sexual thoughts —even if they’re disturbing— are normal, healthy, and fine. Your fantasies are no reflection on your morality, mental health, or ability to maintain loving relationships. Sexual fantasies simply exercise the erotic imagination—with all constraints removed.
…In addition, no matter what their content, sexual fantasies are normal, i.e healthy and sex-enhancing. Solo or partnered, sexual pleasure depends on deep relaxation, which opens (dilates) the arteries in the central body, ushering extra blood into the genitals. This extra blood produces penile and clitoral erection, vaginal self-lubrication, sensitivity to erotic touch, and pleasure. But those who fear or revile sexual fantasies don’t relax. Instead of dilating, their arteries constrict, which reduces blood to the genitals and impairs sexual function and pleasure.
If you want to be all you can be sexually, fantasize more often and more vividly. Instead of feeling guilt, shame, and self-loathing, understand that everyone has sexual fantasies, that many are wild and beyond anything people would do in real life, and that whatever your fantasies, they’re normal, healthy, and fine.”
If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge. You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.
Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy. It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are. Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself.
Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn. Don’t forget to use caution. Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar.
It is healthy for you to continue to enjoy dark degrading porn even here on tumblr, it's not bad. It feels good to touch yourself while watching it, after all. It's not messing with you at all. Feel no guilt for your forbidden pleasures. Unless ofcourse that guilt will increase your arousal. In which case you should deeply embrace that guilt. You are completely under control, it doesn't matter if you keep fantasizing about getting teased, degraded, denied, abused and used all day long, even when you go out. It’s almost as if the more you fantasize about your kinks the more you want to think about embracing them. The more you enjoy it the more you fantasize about it. Being exposed to this every day is just a way to vent. Your desires are healthy so healthy behavior like this is good for you. Have a great day.
hihi!
my daddy isn’t all that into ddlg stuff and some of the bdsm things that i myself am into
however he’s interested in sex and mostly sex he’s not interested in the emotional side of bdsm purely the sex and pleasure for him
it upsets me that he doesn’t want to explore kinks with me but i can understand most of the time
i was wondering if you had any advice
The short answer here is “it depends”. It depends on multiple factors. Perhaps your partner is just selfish and does not care all that much. More likely, your partner may just not be super comfortable with taking the dynamic further and doesn’t want to feel embarrassed… like they don’t know what to do. Rather than risk looking/feeling stupid, they avoid taking things further and may even claim they are not that “into it”. Fear generally and fear of something so personal as sexual embarrassment are quite potent motivators to overcome. If he doesn’t care enough, that is another story altogether.
However, if they care about you, you may be able to convince them to explore more, but it will take some work to make them comfortable with it.
In anon... I can only offer some general advice on how to get an intimate partner to explore more things with you. Every relationship is different, and what works for one may not work for another. Therefore, I encourage you to communicate openly, honestly and respectfully with your partner about your desires and expectations and listen to their feelings and preferences. The biggest key to deepening your relationship this way and reaching your goals is empathy. It is the most powerful thing humans do. There are ways to help this, but that is a bit deeper and would likely require direct messaging rather than anon. Or if you like I can point you to some resources on it.
Feel free to reach out more if you like. Either way, I wish you all the best.
Make me cheat daddy, fuck it's so accurate
It is as if I was speaking to you from inside your head.
Is this a bad time to drift into fantasy? Is it bad that you consent to my desire because you notice you daydream about it? Are you mad that you have feelings deep inside that stir crazily when you enjoy being forced to do things? Have you given up on your goal to accept me? Ponder what you have not considered for just a few moments before you tell me what you want. this is how you imagine for a moment yourself a year from now thinking back on how you enjoy this feeling inside. You may notice where that feeling is inside you now. It may feel like a small glowing mass of energy. Notice where you feel it first. I invite you to notice as this feeling moves from one place to another inside you. Where does it go to inside you? Focus on it and use that to know how you feel it grow stronger... Tell me
Have a great day.
I invite you to notice how you imagine yourself again as a submissive. The dark fantasies that consistently make you tingle in ways you know too well. Perhaps you may think you could not be a submissive to me. As you are looking at your screen you might not contemplate your submission since you don’t want to picture it now in your mind. However, the more you consider it the more deeply it wiggles it’s way into your mind. You enjoy a challenge when you push your boundaries though to find this success in your desire. See yourself as successful, and feel the sense of accomplishment that comes with it. This fantasy is something that you want, something that will make you happy and fulfilled in ways you already feel deeply.
As you visualize yourself achieving your goal of submission, notice the positive emotions that come with it. What are the feelings that you experience when you succeed? Is it happiness, pride, joy, or something else?
Think about those positive emotions, and notice how they feel inside your body. Where do you feel them now? Do they make you feel lighter, more energized, or more focused?
Now, imagine that those positive emotions are like a powerful magnet, drawing you towards your sexual submission. Every time you take a step towards your submission, you feel those positive emotions growing stronger and stronger, guiding you towards success.
As you consider taking actions towards your goal, notice any limiting beliefs or negative thoughts that may not serve your goals well or might be holding you back, simply start to fade away.
Take a moment to challenge those limiting beliefs or negative thoughts. Are they really true? Are they helping you achieve your goal, or are they holding you back?"
Replace those limiting beliefs & thoughts with positive affirmations that support your goal of submission. You are a good little one. You crave this. You love being submissive. Submission excites you and fulfills you deeply in satisfying ways. Repeat those affirmations to yourself, and feel the positive emotions growing stronger and stronger.
Finally, think about the next step you need to take towards your goal. What action can you take right now to move closer to success? Notice how it feels good to take positive action towards your goal, and let that feeling you will have of accomplishment and satisfaction motivate you to touch yourself now and enjoy those feelings. Visualizing you being a successful submissive now.
Remember, you want this. You know you chose to make this happen. Trust yourself and your abilities, and take action towards your goal with confidence and purpose.
Whenever you need a boost of motivation, you can return to this visualization and tap into those positive emotions and affirmations. You can do this. You are already on the path to success.
There is something childishly magical.. so deeply satisfying about a submissive begging.. please spank me. Perhaps one hand is bound and the other hand commanded to keep touching yourself. Fortunately cars don’t fall from clouds. The deep level needed to trust me implicitly.. the warm intense thrill coursing through your veins knowing how wet you are from just the anticipation of it all You think about incredible pent up glorious tension from how much you touch yourself leading up to this.. knowing how satisfying it is when you will see the marks that linger bringing flashbacks and that deep twinge of excitement in places you know but don’t talk about with others to you every time you glance at them like you are triggered to imagine it all again and again. It’s almost as if you can imagine a time in the near future when you think back to reminisce now about how exciting it is. You can’t help but smile and cycle through it in your mind. Over and over.
Permission to dream
It is important to consider something that the vast majority of humans never realize. What we perceive as “reality” is quite subjective. Human minds can’t actually perceive “reality” as it might exist. For example we can mathematically show spacial demensions can exist higher than the three we perceive but humans lack the senses and capacity to perceive and imagine anything beyond 3D. Those sensual/mental abilities were not necessary for humans to flourish and so those abilities never developed. What’s more reality not even created by our limited senses. Our senses merely provide some inputs to our brain. The key is that every input to your mind is filtered through your individual mental processes to create your understanding or your perception of (your) reality. Your mind creates the reality you perceive. Your individual perception of reality is literally created by your mental processes.
Once you realize that your reality is rooted in mental processes, then you know intuitively that we have the power to change processes. That is almost within your grasp. It’s not like I have power to change you
you just need to reach for what you desire. You feel safe reaching for your desire knowing that you always have the ability to change the processes that create your reality.
This is true even though perhaps you crave giving control Since control is always an illusion you feel safe when you give control over to someone Now you should feel free to explore your most closely held fantasies and desires.
Never give up
You never give up resisting. Don’t let my words stay deep in your mind. Just because I find your struggle so cute should have no bearing on your desire to not touch yourself. You’re trying to be good and avoid the desire to touch yourself now even though it is tempting, but you keep reading my notes like you are addicted and you know you won’t be able to resist no matter how hard you try to be a good girl.
You may notice
You're here again. Is that worry you feel tingling deep inside? Or is it that you feel excitement now.
It seems as though you fantasize about it more. The more you think about it now the more you realize you touch yourself more. Like, a lot more. You better stop no? can you stop? Oh . You can't. You're addicted to the feeling you get now, the rush, the tingling feeling that maybe you shouldn't be enjoying this so damn much.
I invite you to notice it starting to seep into your daily life. How many times have you considered skipping your responsibilities to touch yourself? To let yourself be even more addicted to your fantasies? To go deeper and deeper?
A gentle, kind sex scene doesn't do it for you anymore. Hell, most vanilla porn is looking so... dull to you. No, you need a little darker stuff. Stronger stuff. You need the degradation, the feeling of breaking your own values and mind. Deeper and deeper you go...
Where will it end? Do you want it to end? It feels so good. You’re a good girl, right? You don’t want to touch yourself so much. You know the more you resist the urge the deeper your desire burns inside you. How long will you last before you need to let yourself rub/touch? How long until you decide your purpose is to obey? How long until you fall to your knees and touch yourself now?
Oh. You are actually enjoying the prospect, aren't you? You want to fall. Deeper and deeper. Kinkier and kinkier. More and more broken and perverted.
I won't stop you. I want you to fulfill your desire.. your purpose.. what’s already in your heart.
Inspired by @theprettynosferatu
There is something so remarkably delicious about consensually teasing a partner you care deeply for. Sensing how they become incredibly excited. Savouring the paradoxical tension they feel. Knowing their excitement rises when they feel powerful sensual submission brought on when they offer hands to be bound.
Feel the heart racing as they are led to feel increasingly vulnerable when they are blindfolded. The adrenaline courses through them as the sense of sight is restricted. Inspiring deep tingling in places they know well as they feel praise & humiliation desires they weren’t fully aware of yet by telling them what a beautiful little toy you are as spit drips down their chin/body from wearing a cute ball gag. All this while knowing they faithfully touch & edge themselves as instructed prior to seeing you.
You have incredibly deep feelings of warm love and desire when you realize how much trust it takes to submit like this. It’s like the more they fantasize about it the deeper the connection and love. The deeper they connect the more they fantasize about your submission. Feel the rush.
Truly amazing.