i gave you one end of the string, now all you have to do is hold on and slowly let it unravel.
please, listen to the silent words and watch my eyes.
my life depends on you, love.
all these expectations. fuck you and fuck everyone else.
do what i want!!
no do what i want!!
nah bro what about what i fucking want. i can’t deal with this anymore. every outcome just ends up with me wanting to slice my wrists open, hang myself from the ceiling, jump from a bridge and EVEN THEN none of you would care.
“we didn’t even notice” man stfu i’m clearly losing my fucking mind and HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS.
lord just let this end, please. i’m begging with everything i have. please.
i’m such an unlovable piece of shit but god please just let me feel loved just one last time before the silence