poetry every day. DAY 10
my god has a hidden sunset in her smile
and when she sees you try hard and struggle
she makes it worth while
and my god is a bisexual
with one crooked eye
she dresses so casual
with big hips and white lies
she sleeps in the mountains
she cries to the moon
she’s sick of men doubting
they thinks she’s up to no good
my god oh my god
she never sleeps
her wallpaper pulled apart
as she hides in between the walls
i see her in the corner of my eyes when i cannot breathe
my god is pretty
and so much smarter than me
i prayed to her last night
as she appeared in my dream
she told me it’s alright
as she lifted my self eestem
i know that one day
she’ll no longer be real
but until then
my god my god
she helps me heal
// i don’t think i like this one it’s just a bit meh but idk. :))
poetry every day. day 8
a collaboration of all generations
we came together to suffer
i spent my days awake in my bedroom
calling and crying to my mother
we all prayed to god
but we said the wrong name
i prayed that nothing will be the same as early days
we scream loud to the rich deaf choir
as they sleep soundly in the quiet
i sometimes wish i wasn’t so blind
for i am holding back my power in my vulnerable times
this love isn’t defiant
but true love ends in violence
but this is life
this is june
this is fine
this is youth.
POETRY every DAY. Day 6
she waited for me for hours
sat in a field pulling apart the flowers
and im sure you could look at that as a metaphor
but nothing is that serious when it’s about her
we talked about her boyfriend and how she liked girls
we talked about how i feel disconnected from the world
we laughed till our jaws were in pain
but i knew then life wouldn’t be the same
and we smoked till our lungs turned sour
we didn’t realise the time
we had been there for hours
talking about life
and how we wanted to leave
it felt weird as my heart was on my sleeve
and i finally felt like i could breathe.
we said our goodbyes
and now i’m home
and for the first time i don’t feel so alone
// went outside for the first time for days to sit in a field with a friend (social distanced obvs) and we spoke for hours about almost everything. dark deep stuff but in a positive light. i feel so normal now.