Ex Lover - Blog Posts

Strangers

We are now nothing but strangers. With broken promises, unsaid words, lost love and forgotten dreams. We are now strangers with just spilled love and hate.

It's sad that we were each other's ALMOST..

Suddenly I thought of you today, just a simple passing thought of You. That's all

You are just there and the silence has torn us apart.

what they say is true...

you can't save someone who doesn't wanna be saved.

Hey there..

I tried numerous ways to get your attention..

but to no avail..

I waited and waited my eyes searching for yours..

but to no avail..

I made a fool of myself for you..

All for you..

Yet..

Why am I the one on the hurting side...

Why am I the only one on the losing side...

Why should it end this way...

Everytime... everytime..

My favourite places now have your scent..

My melody now forgotten... I hear only your name..

Can you help me out of this mess.. can you save me from my ruined palace.?

Can you take my hand and lie that it'll be okay..?

Can you give me your fake promises once again..?

Because this heart is fragile now.. it can't bear the same loss once again..

So darling stay.. stay

Stay till I go to sleep again

Stay stay stay till I find the courage to cry again.

Please stay.

Overthinking

I overthink,

I overthink and overlove,

I overcompensate,

I give my pieces away,

Little by little each day,

These days I have been tired of my heart..

breaking in pieces each day.

I overthink and overlove but

Losing my sanity each moment just feels the perfect escape.

I overthink and overlove but I hope one day someone might accept me this way.

Somewhere after a long time there was a knock on your door... That familiar sound you never wanted to listen to.... But at the same time missed it. After all this Time there was a knock on your door but you just never had the courage to talk to.

Happy birthday