Wishes - Blog Posts
I don't want a boyfriend (not yet; I am not emotionally mature enough to have one), I just want a guy I can drag around to everywhere I go without either of us getting romantic feelings.
Just pals being pals
I want you to leave me alone in the darkness where nobody makes a sound
but I'm afraid of the loneliness the silence can be so fucking loud..
Though in front of the Sun, the stars may seem superfluous.
Even though the Sun may be the brightest one in the sky.
But people still have wished and will wish under the stars only.
Become someone not the brightest but the one whom people will look up to with hope.
How many people are out there who believe this ?
Surely I am in😍😋......
Husband Material
He is tall, has good eyes, a great smile and a hot beard, and is in good shape. He helps people and loves pets, men want to be like him and your mates are jealous of you. You have many vacations together but you both love your jobs. He's funny and he laughs at your jokes. He's always grateful for having you and tells you you're beautiful. He works out and watches sports. He also likes your parents & respects your friends. He treats you like a queen and loves his parents. He doesn't smoke or drink (maybe beers with the guys). He has a small group of decent friends and he's a handyman. Oh yeah, and he wears those grey sweatpants... He admires you, likes your hobbies and cooks for you. You have breakfasts in bed and the sex is amazing! He has nice clothes and kids like him. He's strong & protective, but has a soft & sensitive side. You both like traveling & exploring- together you're a great team! He's casual but unique too, he has the best hair and smells like heaven. He is your best partner and helps you win everything. He's wise, friendly, always attractive and the best thing you've ever had.
Daddies below.
Happy New Year my folks on Tumblr! Hope your year be full of love, life and light... Hope you achieve all that you want, Hope you try and give a lot! Hope, that is what i want for you all. Hope, that this year, you make it afar!
This is worth doing, no matter what outwardly-visible, culturally-acknowledged things I do or don’t achieve.
This is worth doing just for me.
Happy New Year #happyholidays #happynewyear #fun #prosperity #peace #freedon #happiness #future #family #money #moneyproperity #success #wishes #satisfaction #goodfortune #goodluck #hope #friendship #2015
A path down
To walk down a path with your love interest as you recite poetry with the trees
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It was a difficult year for me in every way, but at the same time rich in reflections, verifying some relations with people and showing priorities. May the New Year 2025 be inspiring and bring us all 365 reasons to be happy. Take care of your inner peace, Dears.
Thank you for your presence here.
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M.
Happy new year people!
For the few that follows, and the ones that not xd
Wish ya good luck in a new year, good and healthy relationships, and well everything you wish for!
Happy new year :3
my Birthday
It brings so many emotions. Depression, fear, sadness but also love. My birthday might not be the best day ever. But that might not be a bad thing. I feel like I grow more patient with each passing birthday. I also began trying something new. I started virtual letters from futureme.org which should help me feel better when my next birthday comes around. But I'm 26, age might be a number but sometimes it's a cruel number and I don't like that I'm not 25 anymore. Five at least is my favorite number. But what is six? It's a new number.. An unfamiliar number I don't really like. Next year I should get a surprise email that shares some of my biggest fears and gives me some of my biggest answers. It should hopefully inspire me in some fashion. My anxiety seems to grow worse the more I think about that number. I'd rather not see it again.
Do I wish for someone to look at me and think that I am the most beautiful painting they've ever seen?
Do I wish for someone to hold me oh so softly, afraid that they'll hurt me if the grip is even a little tight?
Do I wish for someone to think of how it would feel to kiss me, to be kissed by me?
Do I wish for someone to think of me when they see purple sunsets and orange dawns?
Do I wish for someone to tell me that they've been thinking about me the whole day?
Do I wish for someone sing to me and cuddle me to sleep?
Do I wish for someone who can't stop thinking about a beautiful future where we belong together?
Yes.
I wish that.
All of it.
But most days I wish someone would just smile at me.
mothers & daughters
i wish my mother liked me more
i know she loves me
she has to
i just wish she likes me sometimes
i wish i was all the things she wanted in a daughter
instead of all the things she didn't
i wish she liked me more
than she likes her religion
i wish i liked my mother more
i try, i really do
i just can't help but roll my eyes, sometimes
or sigh when she asks a question
i wish i could see past her flaws
or even love her in spite of them
i wish i could break the cycle
and yet around and around it goes
take me back to when I wished on eyelashes, full of childish hope, when I used to ask for toys for christmas.
I find an eyelash now, and wish for everything to turn out okay. I don't believe anymore, but wishing on eyelashes just fills me with longing for what was and what never will be.
✨ Hıdrellez Rhyme ✨🤲🌿
On the eve when spring takes flight,
Hızır walks in golden light.
Wishes tied to branches sway,
Hope will blossom with the day.
Leap the fire, let shadows burn,
Luck will turn as seasons turn.
Dance upon the waking earth,
Miracles are given birth.
Water whispers, winds conspire
Hıdrellez sparks the heart’s desire🤲🌸
**✨ What is Hıdrellez? ✨**
**Hıdrellez** (pronounced *Hid-rel-lez*) is a vibrant spring festival celebrated on **May 5th–6th** in Turkey, the Balkans, and other regions with Turkic and Islamic influences. It marks the meeting of the prophets **Hızır (Khidr)** and **İlyas (Elijah)**, who are believed to bring renewal, abundance, and miracles.
### 🌸 **Traditions & Beliefs**
- **Wishes & Rituals:** People write their dreams on paper or tie them to a "wish tree," then burn or release them into water, hoping they’ll come true.
- **Jumping Over Fires:** A purification ritual where leaping over bonfires symbolizes leaving bad luck behind.
- **Nature Celebrations:** Picnics, dancing, and music in green spaces honor the rebirth of nature.
- **Cleaning & Preparing:** Homes are cleaned, and special foods (like *kuzu dolma*, lamb dishes) are shared to welcome prosperity.
### 🔮 **Why May 5th–6th?**
In the old Rumi calendar, May 6th was considered the start of summer—**Hızır’s Day** (symbolizing life) and **İlyas’s Day** (water) merging into one celebration of hope.
**💫 "Hıdrellez is where magic feels real—wishes whispered to the wind might just come true."**
May your wishes come true 🌿🔥
- *"Have you ever celebrated Hıdrellez? Share your traditions below!"*
- *"Reblog if you believe in spring miracles! 🌸"*
Yes! It's not that easy.
Sometimes, it's really hard for me to express myself into words. Maybe, that's because I need to know myself more and more. But it is becoming easier with you now. You might be thinking there are so many things inside my head and I bring out only a bit of it. I don't know if I have the strength to hold onto myself but, I know one thing, I am able to hold onto you as tightly as possible because I don't want to let you go. You can call me selfish and yes I am, because it's you. When I do anything wrong to you, I really feel that guilt, that ache of not being able to apologize whereas my heart actually wants to, very badly. It isn’t right ! But I always believe in showing my flaws to you because I know it's only you who will value them wholeheartedly. I do several bad things out of anger, take wrong decisions but I realize it too with utter grievances towards myself. I start hating myself for not being able to apologize to you for every mistake. I am afraid I will lose you. At times, I don't want you to be anybody else's company except mine knowing that is selfish enough. I am sorry. You have that freedom. When I feel dull and sad not talking to you, I want you to feel the same too. I hope you understand. I don't force you to do anything because it will become a habit. I will constantly force you to do things and in the process I may lose the grip. But I want to have all the rights on you.
That night when you said I must show my right on you, I was so happy, indeed happy to see you are holding me with your all. I want to take care of you. I am a messy person but I would still keep you organized, learn and cook your favorite dish with all my love. I want to stay awake lying beside you when you are sick and caressing you to sleep would be my utmost priority. I take bad decisions to keep us aloof, to keep us safe and not to hurt us. Forgive me for that. I want to dress up according to your choices of attire, to read your kind of books and embrace the new changes in me, to sing your favorite songs, to travel to your favorite places. I want to talk to you about the silly white lies being told to make things work good. These things would make me happier. I guess this is an in-built part of me which I could never express.
wishing didn't have to digitalize all of my drawings before I could show them to everyone on here (and for an undefined reason I will not allow myself to post only pictures of the sketches) 🥲
Oh to live in the Victorian era wearing an elaborately detailed dress that drags through the the flowers as I walk across an open field with a melancholy look on my gorgeous face
Windy Wishes
4/8/22 (2)
We love each other
neither one of us wants to admit it, but
in the weirdest way possible
we love each other
~ honestlywhatfor ~
Finding beauty
I love the dark, but still
I’m the happiest when I feel the sun kissing my skin
I love warm weather, but still
there’s nothing compared to sitting on a sledge and rushing down a hill
I love my home, but still
breathing fresh air and hearing the birds chirping is what keeps me alive
I love being happy on my own, but still
I don’t want to go on this journey of happiness alone,
I want to share it with you
Life is full of “but still”s and there’s nothing wrong with that
As long as you can see the beauty in every single one of them
About loving you
Yes
I feel stranded
on a lonely island in the middle of nowhere
nothing but the tide
that keeps me alive
day after day
wave after wave
Yes
I feel lost
in space where darkness is everything
stars flying by gifting me wishes
that may never come true
knowing my only wish
will forever be you
Yes
I feel overlooked
in the middle of a field, branches twelve feet high
beetles crawling side by side
fearing getting crushed by them
missing the safety
of your arms around me
Yes
I feel love
wherever I am, no matter the time
it’s stroking my side
there’s no place to hide
it’s my true love for you
I just wish that you knew
Yes
I really do
~honestlywhatfor
It’s about you
I miss you since the last time we spoke. I wish I could bury my head into your hoodie and get one of these hugs I’ve been missing so dearly. I wish I could see your smile, knowing that I’m the person who made you laugh...
There’s so much that I’m wishing for in the moment, but I just want you to know that every single wish that appears in my head is
only
about
you