G&G Family - Blog Posts
Swamped Depression
Living in a world that’s abandoned you,
You sit in the shadows,
They say, “You’re anti-social.”
I tell you, “They don’t understand you!”
They say, “You’ll get over it.”
But it’s really something you just can’t,
They’ll tell you that they know what you’ve been through,
But they will NEVER know your pain!
You’re in the abyss where nobody can reach you,
But I tell you, “I’m right there with you.”
“I was there before.”
Some can & have escaped this void,
You say, “You’re one of those who were lucky.”
“But most aren’t so lucky.”
You say, “I’m one of those who weren’t so lucky.”
“I got the short end of the stick.”
You try to wear a mask of normality to hide,
But the sorrow,
The humiliation,
The misery was seeping out the edges,
You’re painted smile would fade the more you’d wear it,
The doctor may say, “You have the option to…”
Or “These options are…”
But you don’t!
This feeling wasn’t your choice,
The world forced it on you,
They shoved it down your throat with all their hate & lies,
They did this to you,
You didn’t do this to yourself,
Those who think they know will say, “It’ll be over soon!”
That may be true for some of them,
But not for all,
Not for YOU,
I say, “There are those who’re in the pit with you too.”
The only one who may know is you!
After all,
How could your own mind not know?
How could you not trust yourself?
They may not have sunk in further,
Or they could be far deeper then you,
But they may truly know your pain and sorrows,
Just because you think you’re alone doesn’t mean it has to be like that,
Your mask won’t hide you from someone who’s been there too!
You said to me years ago, “I trust you!”
So?
Won’t you give me the key?
To the shattered heart and withered soul you locked away,
We can fix it,
You’ll mend it,
Don’t you see?
But there’s one thing you must NEVER in your life forget,
Life will always,
Always get worse before it gets better!
And you can’t be selfish!
You can’t take the easy way out and think there won’t be consequences,
It WILL affect those around you,
You shouldn’t force your pain on them just to make yourself feel better,
I was always there for you when I saw the bruises and bandages,
Your freedom & eternal happiness isn’t worth someone else feel the way you do,
But you can’t always think the risky or easy way won’t backfire at some point,
You’re so much better then that!
So?
Don’t let it control the way your life is lived,
You must take control of it!
Don’t lose hope in yourself or the world,
You only get one life,
Not the nine a cat has!
So don’t be foolish & live your life!
I was able to climb out of the pit,
I know you can too.
Hold onto hope!
New Year!
Happy new year, all! Hope you enjoyed the holidays. Sorry for the inactivity lately. But I’ve got a lot of stuff in progress and won’t be very active through this month and maybe February, or longer. But after that expect to be spammed with new content, character designs, poems and a whole lot more! (There’s also a small possibility of getting adoptable bitties in the future of Gothic & Gray: Parasites & particular Alternates, but this is being debated. I plan on giving an update on this at the end of the month or so.) Hope you don’t mind the wait & I hope you like what’s to come!
Fresh Beginnings
Gray Parasite’s Egg Incubation: October 22, 2018 - December 7, 2018 - 1 Hatchling: Oct. 24, 2018: Ambrosia - ♀ / 12 More to come to Come!
Free wings glide through somber wood,
Gray sailing blurs whisk away loose leaves,
Red and Orange fuming with a burning love for the swift, twisting winds,
Soft aqua flows like a spring river,
Warm yet bitter gray darts between raised roots,
Gentle gaze surveys Three - Six - Four new lives under soft shells,
Soft Ambrosia flickering draws curious eyes,
The elder ran tender talons across the fragile eggs,
“A Heart of Forra, Ambrosia -
Master of SpellCraft, Caslia -
Guardian of Souls, Wisp -
Wind dancer, Sorlon -
Queen of Waves, Avelle -
A new age Artist, Vex” Her voice echoed.
“Lyvern, Daisy, Jasmin & Savana -
Watchers of Natural Life” Cood a voice as smooth as an evening breeze.
“Velnix, Azollen & Tyselle -
Riders of Sky & Flame!” Boomed a voice like a raging blaze.
Only a few moons till they explore their new world,
New hope for an expanding race,
Thought to be long extinct,
A rising Shadow!
Cooper
Son of Beryl & Ash/Cinder
Pronouns: He/Him
Birth Day: September 4
Age: 12 - 16
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay
Status: In a Relationship
Side Facts:
- He has Central Heterochromia:
- Default: Green with Red Center
- Magic Active (Suppressed): Red with Gold Center
- Magic Active (UnSuppressed/Feral): Gold with Dark Gray Center
- Can summon a variety of Magic Attacks to battle/train with. Each having various side effects
- Is in a cannon ship with Lotus
- Is one of my 5 favorite ship-kids so far.
The Truth Is
The Truth Is…
They’re never cared for the “Fate” - “Destiny” - “Prophecy” - “Purpose” or “Programming”,
They won’t go for whatever path was laid out for them,
They refuse to be what people always assume,
We will choose for ourselves!
We know the difficulty & heartache,
But we won’t be dragged down - held back or conform to be someone else,
The Truth Is… WE REFUSE!
We got to this place on our own & are never going back,
We’ve all gone have each others backs,
We’re connected!
A guard who turned to a crinson path - dusted with betrayal,
A parasite who lost a part of himself & the battles he once aided,
Someone who’s from mixed worlds of dancing - Of singing & music - Of infinite Galaxies - Of swapped rolls,
The one who’s world felt Electric with life that changed in the every aspect & Element,
The sinner who lost loved ones - his world & all he’d ever known,
The two who’ll only be seen as a tragic story of fused lives,
The one who had to live in a Misery he couldn’t fight,
The one who lived in a Misery he’d never stop fighting,
The one who always supported them no matter the consequence,
And all the ones who spread their Wings -
Who lost the fight against corruption -
Who have to repeatedly put themself back together -
Who are a Guardian & Ruler -
Who are haunted by past & future -
Who foretell death -
Who show a mischievous Flame -
Of toxic Pride -
Who watch the restless spirits -
Who will guard with the golden wing of ancient waters -
Who will fight alongside one with a burning silver heart -
A child of intertwined tragedy -
A child of curiosity and searing loyalty,
The Truth Is… We are Hidden & Seen,
We stay in the shadows - But play larger then Life,
We are equals - Yet NOT,
We are nobodies PUPPETS!
We choose who we are,
We are Free & we are United!
We are the outsiders of the abandoned,
They… WE are a family who’ll welcome Any & All,
Of any History or Demons,
The Truth Is… You’re never alone!