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Coffee Shop

Summary; As a university student in London you were just trying to get to know the city, the beautiful places etc. and a certain gentleman caught your eye.

Warnings; Cliffhanger at the end.

Words; 1.163K

A/N; Hi guys, its me again. I love writing this series, your comments and likes encourage me to write more. Sorry for any typos. Enjoy.

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Chapter Six

(my face when i finished writing the cliffhanger lol)

You woke up to a text from Tom, which was unexpected, you didn2t think he could see the detail of your phone number.

''Morning Y/N, hope you got a good rest. I've noticed that you put your phone number on the drawing -almost missed it- smart :D -Tom, the dude from the Café''

You almost dropped your phone, you went to the bathroom and came back, you were fully awake now.

''Good morning Tom, yes I put my number just because lol''

he immediately texted back which surprised you.

''Since you mentioned that you're new to London I want to take the liberty to show you around if thats okay with you of course. You don't have to reply quickly, just think about it.''

Tom wanted to spend more time with you and make you feel welcomed. Everything was happenng to o fast for your liking so you did what he told you, you didn't reply during the day, You had to leave your flat quickly and take classes today, it was a busy day for you.

When you came back to your small flat you dropped your things on the floor and hit the shower, the hot water did wonders to your tired soul. In the shower you made up your mind, as soon as you wrapped yourself like a burito in a fluffy towel you took your phone to text Tom; ''Hey Tom! Sorry I couldn't text you sooner because I had to take classes all day, I would love to spend more time with you and also see the London at her full glory.''

Tom had a chill day, took his dog Bobby outside, came back to make phone calls about his new tv show Loki. He was still surprised that you didn't figure out who he is, maybe you did but didn't mention him. He was smiling when he read your text. In order to test the waters he decided to drop hints.

''Hope you enjoyed your classes, to be hones I miss being a student. I had to stay at home all day and make phone calls about my new tv series. I'm happy that you said yes, I love my hometown and would be honoured to show her to a wonderful woman such as yourself ;)''

You were eating ramen when you got his text, you didn't know he also does tv serieses.

''I love my field and my profs are amazing! I will miss being a student as soon as I graduate, I can't wait to watch your tv show. What is it about?''

You asked, excited for him.

Tom didn't want to spoil it, he also wanted to see your reaction when he tells you.

''Nothing major, its about a character I played before, I want to tell you about it when we meet again. I gotta go, bye.''

That was odd, you didn't pay much attetion because you had a lot of things to do.

During your chat back at the Café with Tom, you told him that you loved Sherlock Holmes. You never thought he would take you to the famous 221b Baker Street, you promised yourself to visit this place when you came to London but never had the time to do it. ''I remembered that you love Sherlock, so here we are.'' Tom Shortly explained, cheeks going red, he was trying to impress you so badly.

You both had casual clothes, long jackets, boots, umbrellas because it was Fall and raining hell of a lot here. If he was a romantic interest this could be your first date but unfortunately life wasn't a romance novel or a movie. Tom took pics of you standig next to the Doyle statue, later you two walked into the Holmes Museum, the entrance was small, as you walked together you got a sense of his cologne, coming from the exposed side of his pale neck. It smelled like a forest after a summer rain, beautiful and manly. You could feel the blood rushing to your face, it had been a while since you had a partner, ''Get a grip Y/N!''

The museum was small, just like in the show, the objects were from victorian era -obviously- it wasn't crowded so you guys could chat and he asked to take pictures with you, he said he wanted to remember this day as a warm memory of two new friends. The word ''friends'' hurt you little bit but what did you expect? Once again, this isn't a movie.

''My favorite book of Doyle is ''A Study in Scarlet''.'' You replied to his question, after visiting the museum you two goy burgers and diet coke, sat on a bench at a park, it wasn't raining anymore. ''What's yours?''

He took a bite from his burger to think, ''If I had to choose, it would be ''A Scandal in Bohemia'' because the story is notable for introducing the character Irene Adler. She is such an icon. Why dou you love ''A Study in Scarlet''?''

You sat on the bench straight and gave the quote from the short story; ''There's the scarlet threat of murder running through the colourless skein of life, and our duty is to unravel it, and isolate it, and expose every inch of it.''

As you finished ''acting'' -which done poorly- you both had a good laugh, ''Stop,'' you teased him, ''ist so damn good written I can't help it.''

''I thought you were going to tell me more about this tv series of yours Mr. Actor.'' You changed the subject, Tom feared you would remember and when you learn who he is.. he didn't want to spoil this blooming friendship with you. Before he could express himself fully a group of people -2 girls and a boy- approached to the bench you were sitting, ''Oh my GOD! Tom Hiddleston! Can we please take pictures with you!?!'' she was jumping up and down with her phone, her friends were excited too.

At that moment something clicked in your brain. You were so caught up with your life and problems that you didn't even realize your new friend, the dude you met at the coffee shop is Tom Hiddleston. You watched him so many times and yet you had no idea up until seconds ago, ''He must think I'm so stupid. What was his plan anyways? Play with me?!''

You watched them take pictures, chat a little. As the group were leaving you heard one of the girls whiper to her friends; ''Who was that ugly bitch anyways?'' she whispered but you heard clearly.

Tom had a worried look on his face when he sat back next to you, as he opened his mouth to explain you bolted to your feet,

''How dare you toy with me Tom Hiddleston?!'' you practically screamed in anger and little hurt. ''Hope you enjoyed your little game, I'm leaving!!!'' You threw your diet coke to the ground and turned to leave.

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Coffee Shop

Summary; As a university student in London you were just trying to get to know the city, the beautiful places etc. and a certain gentleman caught your eye.

Warnings; None.

Words; 489

A/N; Hi guys! Today is my first b-day without my dad, that's why i wanted to write and get my mind off of depressive thoughts lol. Hope you enjoy this chapter, let me know what you think. Sorry for any tyops. Text me if i forgot to tag you.

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Chapter Three

Day Three

Your bank account begged you to stay at home but you couldn't help the temptation of a certain coffee shop and the smell of freshly brewed coffee. You quickly took your bag with your things in it and left your apartment building. You took the tube to go to that shop. If we were to look at on the bright side... you finished your assignmnet yesterday and sent it to your prof before any of your class mates did.

When you arrived you walked in, it was cold outside again, as soon as you walked in you saw that blue eyed gentleman on his regular spot, Jessie was serving him tea. The sound of the bell on the door caught his attention, he saw you walk in, you thought you saw him smile, without giving a second thought you went to your spot. You could feel his gaze burning your body but you kept your cool. You cursed yourself for not wearing anything fashionable, you had a oversized hoodie, grey pants and white shoes.

When you looked up you saw him talking to Jessie, she was smiling dumbly, you wondered what's the topic of their conversation. You just rolled your eyes and waited for her to come to your table but she didn't even look at you, just ignored you completely and went to the kitchen of the coffee shop. ''That's odd.''

Few moments later Jessie came with earl grey tea and a slice of a cake. ''But I didn't order these.'' You began to protest, must be someone else's order, you saw the light blush on Jessie's cheeks. ''Courtesy of that gentleman over there.'' she pointed the blue eyed man, your mouth was a gap, you have never experienced a gesture like that before. ''Close your mouth sweety, it looks unattractive.''

You looked at the man with wide eyes, saw a cocky smile on his place face and he raised his hand to wave at you, you waved back.

You immediately texted your bff, unfortunately he lives in America so there is the time difference. You wished you could see his face when he recieves your text.

You took a bite from your free cake and it tasted so damn good, -maybe because its free- the earl grey tea washed the cake down your throat gently. You didn't know how to thank the blue eyed gentleman, when you looked up to face him, he had the same cocky smile, you pointed the cake and made a okay sign, his smile grew wide.

Later you tried to focus on your new assignment, you were struggling because his presence - even though he sits few tables away from you- could be sensed from anywhere. He noticed you, acknowledged your being and on top of that, he sent you these delicious things.

When you mustered up the courage to get up and thank him properly he was already gone.

Chapter 4

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Coffee Shop

Summary; As a university student in London you were just trying to get to know the city, the beautiful places etc. and a certain gentleman caught your eye. 

Warnings; None.

Words; 622

A/N; Hey guys! Here I am with another fanfic, I missed writing. I hope you are all fine and thriving! This is just the beginning of the series so I will be writing longer chapters don’t worry. Sorry for any typos, Enjoy.

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Chapter One

Day One

It was a cold and rainy Landon day as usual, you sometimes wondered why you choose to stay in this city. Instead of going to your regular coffee shop you decided to just walk into a random one, it was cold and your regular one was far away. As soon as you walked in, the smell of fresh coffee hit your nostrils, you loved it, plus it was warm inside and not too crowded. You sat near the big window which was facing the street, you watched the busy street. You took off your jacket and gloves, soon a waitress with a warm smile came to the table. She looked and talked friendly, ‘’Can I get hot chocolate please?’’ whenever  people heard your American accent they would stop for a second, even though it had only been a month since you moved here, you got used to the reaction. After the cute waitress left, you opened your books and notebook, yes you were in London because of the university. You studied in America and then -thanks to your professor who put you on a student exchange programm- you came to London. 

You liked studying or reading in a coffee shop, because you get to observe people and draw them, yes you could draw but you never thought you were talented. The curse of our society is that when we’re good at someting  we become blind to our talent. Even though it had only been a week since your school life started, you wanted to study because these professors here are demanding. You loved your field, which is literature, but it could be hard sometimes. On top of that, you applied for Art History course as well to torture yourself more. 

The lofi music at the coffee helped you to study hard, you thought maybe you can visit this place again.

When you decided that it was time to take a break you closed the books and looked around, took a sip of your now cold drink and you saw a man sitting few tables away from you. He was writing something on his Macbook laptop, so furiously focused, you could only see his dirty blonde, gingerish hair and his blue eyes. You noticed he has Airpods, he looked so focused on the screen of his laptop that it made you question whether you are that into your field or not.

You started to draw him, it was easy because most of his face was covered by his laptop, he lost his focus for a second when the cake he ordered came and in that split second his blue eyes met yours. Your first reaction was to look on the page of the notebook, your free hand went to your hair to play. You really didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, sometimes when someone notices that you are drawing them, they get angry and ask you to stop, so you didn’t want him to come to your table and make a scene. Minutes passed by quickly and no one came to your table, you thanked the Gods and Goddesses above. 

You had a quick bathroom break, when you came back he was still there so you still had time to finish the drawing. 

As you inhaled the scent of freshly brewed coffee you closed your eyes, when you opened them again you saw the blue eyed man staring at you. You decided to focus on your books and study guide, trying to ignore the blush creeping up to your cheeks. Was it weird that you wanted to talk to him? Anyways, you had to study, so you shrugged the thought away and turned the page of your Shakespeare’s guide book.

Chapter 2

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Fire on Ice

Summary; Tom Hiddleston is a vicious mob boss who is looking for his father’s killer, his reputation is depending on it and he won’t give up until he finds that man, and you my sweet little Y/N is the weirdest an best thing that happened to him all his life.

Genre; Romance, smut in the future, mob, gangs, slow-burn, 

Warnings; None.

Words; 2.448K

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A/n; Hi guys. Thank you for liking the story. It gets interesting I promise you. Sorry for any typos.  I will try to upload every 5 days. 

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Chapter Two

‘’This is me.’’ You said as Tom parked his car outside of your apartment, you could hear a man screaming and a baby crying. ‘’Thank you Tom. Good night.’’ You said and took your bag, ‘’Good night Y/N.’’ Tom didn’t like this neighborhood not one bit, it didn’t look safe at all and the screams he heard proved him right, his long fingers wrapped on steering wheel tightly, you walked out of his car and headed to your apartment building. You hoped to see him tomorrow but he looked like he didn’t live close to your bar, why would he travel all the way to come to the bar you work at? He looked like an important business man and he could go to expensive luxurious clubs. You sighed as you walked into the house, it was silent. Your roommate was either asleep or outside getting into trouble. You took off your sweaty clothes and decided to take a quick shower before bed. You had to share the shower and thanks to your obsession with cleaning and your roommate being gay  the shower was always spotless. Your mind went back to the moment when you met Tom few hours ago, he was tall, not too muscular but he had a fit body, you caught his baby blue eyes travelling to your chest once or twice and it excited you. Deep down you knew he will never be interested in you but… that but hanged in your mind.

Tom was at his penthouse when he got a phone call from his long time friend Benedict. They were friends for years and Benedict promised to help him find his dad’s killer. ‘’Please tell me you got good news.’’ Tom said, his voice came out a tired plea, he sat on his black puffy couch, had a scotch in one hand. ‘’Good news brother! I’ve found something.’’ He straightened his frame on the couch, ‘’The Queens clan was paid by him to protect someone. He paid 2 million in cash for 2 years protection. My resource says that the man promised when 2 years agreement is successful he’ll pay for more.’’

Tom remembered that bald man who said the killer of his father is protecting someone. ‘’Who does he want to protect? One of his accomplice?’’

‘’A woman. It gets interesting, I’ve found who she is and she doesn’t even work for any clan or gang. I’ll send you info on her.’’

‘’Thank you Ben. See you when I come back to London.’’ Tom opened his laptop, Benedict had already sent him a file via e-mail.

‘’Let’s see who you are.’’

When Tom clicked on the file, he had to stop for a moment and take it all in, ‘’Y/N Y/L/N…’’ he breathed, this was the woman he met tonight. Info on her was short, only her name, phone number, home address and where she works. ‘’Who are you Y/N?!’’ he had to make a smart plan to draw her in and get her to talk but how? He couldn’t just kidnap her and make her talk with torture, he promised his father that he would never harm a child or a woman. The gears in his brain were working, he finished his drink and placed the glass on the coffee table rather harshly, he was tired and he needed to rest before making any important decision.

The Next Morning, you woke up early as usual to do a  10 min morning yoga, even though your life was shitty you wanted to make time for yourself in the mornings, you could hear Sam crashing things in the kitchen, you loved him but he irritated you sometimes.. like a lot.

‘’Morning Sam.’’ You walked to the kitchen to make yourself a small breakfast, ‘’Morning girlie.’’ He looked hangover but that never stopped him from being nice and smiling to you, he was a great friend and you get to pay half the price of the bills and rent. As you put the milk in the bowl the door was knocked and Sam rushed to the door, ‘’If that’s your shitty ex I’m beating his ass!’’ you yelled from the kitchen which made Sam laugh, his ex started to come to your door to make up with him. Sam, came back with a shocked expression on his golden colored face, he was a handsome Spanish man.

‘’Girlll these are for you!’’ he showed you the bouquet of red roses, you looked puzzled, ‘’For me?’’ you asked in confusion. Sam snatched the black card and read out loud, ‘’Thank you for listening to me and making me laugh. I wish to hear from you, a coffee perhaps? Thomas William Hiddleston, here is my phone number.’’

When Sam finished reading you started to cough, you almost chocked on your cereal. ‘’Who is this gentleman and tell me if he has friends like him, ASAP.’’ You reached for the blood red roses to smell, you closed your eyes and inhaled the sweet scent deeply, you told Sam about what happened last night and to be honest he was more excited than you are, you were just shocked and it had been a while since you went on a date with someone. ‘’What should I do?’’ you asked Sam he cupped your cheeks and made you look at him, ‘’Take a leap of faith sis, he seems like a nice guy.’’ With that you felt this energy, it made you braver than usual and you took the card, dialed his number first but then decided to text him, maybe he was working and you didn’t want to interrupt him.

‘’Hello Tom, I’m Y/N. Thank you for sending me these lovely roses, I love them. Coffee sounds great.’’  You read it out loud for Sam to approve and then sent it, you put your phone on the white table.

Sam had to leave for work aka meeting his sugar daddy, when he told you that he had a sugar daddy you never judged him because this is a cruel world and we do what we have to in order to survive and you wished the best for Sam, he deserved shiny things in life just like everyone else. To take your mind off your current situation you did a little cleaning and reading, your shift was at night so you had time for yourself. You were caught up in your book when your phone made a sound, when you saw Tom’s number you dropped the book.

‘’Hi, thank you for texting me Y/N,  I do apologies, I was working and couldn’t return to your text immediately.  Hope you have time for coffee  and chat right now. I can come and pick you up.’’

You felt your heart racing, palms getting sweaty, like right now? You didn’t know what to write, he texted after a minute of pause.

‘’If that’s okay with you of course.’’

He really wanted to see you then, that’s what you deduced.

‘’Yes I have time. My shift starts late, send me the address and I’ll come.’’

You didn’t want him to be your personal chauffer and it was your first date. You jumped from your couch and ran to your bedroom, it was going to be a casual coffee date so you didn’t want to overdo the outfit. You opened your closet, threw your clothes to your bed, it was a warm day, you picked a baby blue sundress which had white flowers on it. It was 1.45 pm.

He sent you the address and you left your building.

Tom came up with a plan when he woke up today, he was going to date you and help you open up to him and get info. He never did something like this before, it was border line unethical and he hated himself for it but his priority was to find the man who killed his father and if he had to date you for it then he wouldn’t hesitate but why did he have a bitter taste in his mouth? He was working from home because his ‘’business’’ was in London, he ordered some roses for you he choose them himself. He wasn’t too optimistic but later you accepted his proposal and for a split second he forgot that he was doing this for a purpose, he felt this warm feeling on his chest, when he remembered… he breathed heavily. And now he was sitting on a chair at a cozy coffee shop waiting for you, he came early to find a nice spot for you to relax and feel safe. Waitress came to get his order but he declined and told the young woman that he was waiting for a friend, she smiled and lingered for few seconds and then left to get someone else’s order. He looked at his silver watch, as a business man he never liked waiting for things, including people. He realized he was moving his leg in anxiety so he stopped, he never felt nervous like this before, and he saw you opening the glass door and walking. You had a baby blue dress which wrapped your beautiful body perfectly and shoved all of the delicious curves, he shook his head to keep this professional but as you approached to him with a small smile tugged at your red lips he couldn’t help but smile back. He bolted to his feet so that he could help you with your chair, ‘’Hi, thank you Tom.’’ You sat and flipped your hair back casually and his pants got tight with the action. ‘’Hello Y/N,’’ he sat back to his place, ‘’thank you again for not rejecting me, I would be a broken hearted man if that happened.’’ It made you giggle, ‘’I pitied you.’’ You sarcastically clapped back and he liked it, he threw his head back and laughed. Tom could get the scent of your minty smell, the tips of your hair looked wet, he had an image of you taking a shower in his mind for a second, and he looked at the menu to get a grip. ‘’How was your day?’’ You asked curiously, ‘’Nothing out of the ordinary, I have to work from home because my work is back home. London.’’ You looked at the menu like him, ‘’Really? I have always wanted to pay a visit to London.’’ You blurted out like a child and felt your cheeks go red. He looked up to meet your gaze, his blue eyes studying your red cheeks and red lips, ‘’Maybe one day I can take you.’’ Tom couldn’t believe himself right now, he didn’t say it just to say it, he meant it.

‘’If we met under different circumstances Y/N… this could actually work.’’ He thought, mouth tightening.

‘’Ready for order?’’ the same girl came to your table, her brown eyes were on Tom and only Tom. ‘’Yes,’’ Tom looked at you, ignoring the girl, ‘’What would you like to have love?’’ you felt your knees go weak.. you cleared your throat, ‘’Coffee and carrot cake please.’’ Tom noticed that even though the waitress didn’t address you, you still had manners.

‘’A classy woman’’

‘’Same for me.’’ Tom said kindly smiling, the woman left them alone finally.

‘’When does your shift start?’’ he asked, his one hand playing with his lip, looking directly at you, this man loved eye contact. Your eyes went to his thin lips and his big hand, he had a shirt with the few buttons open and you could see the tips of his chest hair, the color of it was beige, he had black tight pants. His hair was curly and you wanted to run your fingers among the soft curls, ‘’At 9pm.’’ The flirty waitress brought your orders, placed them on the table slowly, ‘’If there is anything you want,’’ she looked at Tom with big eyes, ‘’I’m here.’’

You rolled your eyes, some people had no filter and manners. She could see it was your first date but she had to audacity to disregard your presence and flirt with your date. You didn’t say anything and focused on your date,  

‘’I wish I could come tonight but I have to take care of some business related files.’’

‘’What is your job exactly?’’ you asked directly, took a bite from your cake, he did the same to think. He had to be careful with his next words, ‘’I have a small company back home, I’m here on a business trip.’’ Later you talked about your lives, you briefly told him that you were a daughter of a single mother and never met your father, she raised you on her own and passed away when you were on college so you had to drop out and work, you wanted to go back one day. Tom told you that he got his business from his dad who passed away few years ago, he had siblings and you wondered what’s that like and he told you that it was hell, you laughed hard.

‘’Tom,’’ you said, you were sitting with him for 2 hours now, ‘’Hmm?’’ he finished his cake, ‘’Can I ask you something?’’ the tone of your voice alarmed him, ‘’Of course love.’’

‘’Why did you want to go on a date with me? Please do not misjudge me but obviously we lead very different lives and I just want to know your true intentions.’’ This sudden serious question was unexpected, if you knew his true intentions you would scream for help and run away. As the seconds went by you regarded him suspiciously, ‘’I’m sorry,’’ he cleared his throat, ‘’Last night, when we met.. I could feel a spark between us and I hope you feel the same way. You are wonderful Y/N,’’ your hands were on the small table and he reached for you, he held your hands in his large ones, Tom didn’t want to let himself go but you looked so innocent and loving all at once, he couldn’t think of you  helping a killer or having some type of connection with the man who killed his father. The air  between you got thick and he was right, you can feel the sparkle, the tension. His hands were comfortably warm, his blue eyes looked gentle. You gave a smile as warm as the sun rise, ‘’you came to my life at the right time, and I would like to date you.’’

You felt your heart and insides melt with his words, at that moment you couldn’t hear other people in the coffee shop, it was just you and him  existing together in harmony. ‘’I would like to date you too.’’

Chapter 3

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Fire on Ice (Finished)

Summary; Tom Hiddleston is a vicious mob boss who is looking for his father’s killer, his reputation is depending on it and he won’t give up until he finds that man, and you my sweet little Y/N is the weirdest and the best thing that happened to him all his life.

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. 

Warnings: SMUT in the beginning. Benedict is here to save his babies lol :D Will Ben’s plan work? We will see ;)

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Chapter 11

    Y/N woke up to Tom’s morning kisses, her back was turned to him and he was cuddling her body. ‘’Morning sleepyhead.’’ Tom whispered and Y/N was glad to hear his husky morning voice.  ‘’When did you wake up?’’ she asked smiling, eyes closed. ‘’About 10min ago, I was watching you sleep.’’ Y/N giggled, ‘’Someone is a stalker.’’ She opened her eyes and turned to him. ‘’You look beautiful.’’ Tom admired her bed hair, red cheeks and her naked, soft body. She leaned into his thin lips, it was a long kiss which ended up Tom her, ‘’Do you want to play?’’ he asked laughing, ‘’A little morning exercise wouldn’t hurt no one.’’ he kissed her again, 

SMUT ALERT

playing with her boobs she left a sigh. He kissed her cheek, jaw line, and moved to her neck. He saw the tiny marks he left last night and smirked to himself, he bite them again and heard Y/N’s moan, she digged her hand in his long hair. He kept going down and stopped at her slightly getting wet pussy. He first started with kissing her thighs and inside her thighs, and then he teased her clit with his thumb, he was slowly making  circler motions and finally he gave it a slow but a long lick, he was a man who loved going down on a woman. His licks were slow, he could taste her and smell her. His large hands were keeping her legs apart, he stopped and pursed his lips and breathed gently to release cool air which made Y/N shake a little. Tom started to circle his tongue, tantalizing her. 

‘‘I can taste how wet you are.’‘ He kept licking her clit and fingering her, ‘‘I want you to cum for me.’‘ Y/N couldn’t hold back, after few minutes of Tom’s torture which was intense fingering and Tom’s mouth on her clit... she came, hard. Her legs were jelly and Tom had to held her down, she was a shaking mess and the bed was wet. Tom was in awe of how Y/N was free when she was sith him, she was flourishing. Tom kissed her after she came down from her high and Y/N could taste herself in his mouth. Tom’s stomach ended the silence and they laughed. ‘‘Let’s eat.’‘ Y/N suggested.

   Tom and Y/N fixed breakfast together, the smell of morning tea, bacon and eggs was heaven, she loved being a domestic person and it seemed that Tomenjoyed it too. And also Bobby seemed happy to be a part of their life. ‘’So, aren’t we going to talk about last night’s fight? I’m sorry if I upset you darling.’’ Y/N remembered it, she wanted to push him away to rpotect him from James Prendick but Tom was a stubborn man. ‘’It’s not about you Tom, something happened when you were away.’’ 

‘‘What happened? You know you can talk to me.’‘ Tom held her hands gently, ‘‘James found your house and he paid a visit,’‘ she finally said it, ‘‘and he wants me back. He said that if I don’t choose him he’ll hurt you. I got scared Tom, I don’t want you to get hurt because of me, I can never forgive myself if something like that happens.’‘  she started to cry. Tom held her face, made her look at him. ‘‘I won’t let that happen. Do you hear me?! We should think about our next step.’‘ Y/N wiped her tears away, ‘‘What is it?’‘ she could see that he was trying to help and it gave her hope. ‘‘We should go to the police.’‘ Y/N told him what happened when she went to the police station. ‘‘I have connections Y/N, I know people who can help us.’‘

Later, Tom made few calls and he arranged a meeting at his place, Y/N put some clothes on and they left her home. Tom noticed how scared she was, on the way she was keep checking her back, or her eyes were at every corner. She relaxed when they finally reached to Tom’s home, ‘’Who did you invite?’’ she asked. They were in the kitchen, Tom was making coffee and Y/N was drawing Bobby on a small paper. It was her thing, when she felt anxious she draw or paint things. ‘’My friend Benedict, he had a good lawyer and also my agent Luke Windsor but he said he won’t be able to make it because he was busy, the good news is he will try to find ways to help us.’’ It was the second time he said us. And it mad her smile, ‘’Why are you smiling?’’ Tom asked also smiling. Y/N kept looking at the paper, ‘’It’s nothing.’’ Tom gave her the mug, ‘’I love seeing you smile.’’ he said and it made her look at him. His hair, golden as the sun, was laid back, he looked tired but it was probably because of last night so she did not mind.

Tom’s friend Benedict Cumberbatch came in the evening, they ordered pizza together. He looked like a nice man and it was obvious that Tom and Benedict were best friends. ‘’So, this is the famous Y/N. Pleasure to meet you.’’ Y/N’s cheeks blushed, Tom was talking about her to Benedict. ‘’Pleasure is all mine Mr.-’’ Benedict scoffed at her, ‘’Please call me Ben or Benedict. How old am I? 98?’’ it made her laugh. After getting to know each other pizza came and they got comfortable. ‘’Tell me, what is the situation?’’ Ben finally asked, one leg thrown negligently over the arm of his chair. Y/N was hesitant at first, Tom’s eyes met hers, and he looked achingly vulnerable and loving all at once, his hand groped her hers. It made her feel safe, he gave her a nod to start, 

‘’The situation’s name is James Prendick.’’

Y/N told him everything, and every ugly detail which made him uncomfortable but it was the truth. Ben looked at her, and felt a strong stab of pity at first but later he understood that she was a strong, independent woman who went through hell. When she was done telling her story the room went silent, Ben needed a minute to take it all in, it was hard. ‘’You are such a unique and strong person, I can’t believe it. I’m so sorry Y/N, that man deserve to rot in prison.’’ He clappsed his hands together, ‘’Let’s find that sick bastard. I have a plan. You said that he was hard to find but what if we make him come to us, and we can call the police so that they can bust his ass. My lawyer is very good, he won’t be able to leave prison until he is 80 years old. How does that sound?’’ 

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance.   Slow burn!

Warnings: SMUT IS HERE!!! No protection! We need holy water like ASAP!

While writing this smoke came out of my laptop and shut down... Lord send mercy I can’t afford a new laptop because I Iive in a 3rd world country!!! fuck im so mad right now I cried tears of anger! Anyways Tolkien works hard but I work harder, lol . Enjoy! Text me if I forgot to tag you!

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Chapter 10

Tom first went to his mother’s house to get Bobby. ‘’You look tired honey, come in.’’ Diana greeted him with a hug. ‘’Are you hungry, you also look thin?’’ Tom smiled at her worried eyes, ‘’I don’t want to eat.’’ he sat on the comfy couch in the living room ‘’Oh, no.’’ said Diana. ‘’What? Is something wrong?’’ he asked looking around and Bobby rushed to meet his dad. ‘’Hi buddy, missed me?’’ 

‘‘You don’t eat when you are sad.’‘ said Diana silently but her son heard her. She reached to push back his golden curls away, ‘‘Tell me. What makes you sad, is it... Y/N?’‘

Tom didn’t say anything, he just nodded. ‘’Mother, can you tell me what she said, you know when she brought Bobby here?’’ 

‘‘Well... she looked like she was in a hurry. She said that her landlady called and told her that she took care of everything. She said her apartment was safe again.’‘

Tom was confused, ‘’So they caught the guy?’’ he asked, ‘’What guy?’’ his mother didn’t know what happened exactly. ‘’She didn’t tell you?’’ They looked at each other in confusion. ‘’The thing is Y/N has an ex abusive fiance. He was the one who break in to her home. They must have caught the guy, it would be dangerous to go back otherwise.’’ Tom shortly explained what was going on. ‘’Oh, dear. She didn’t say anything about the guy or anything like that. Tom,’’ she held his hands ‘’please be careful.’’

‘‘Don’t worry mom.’‘ he smiled at her, ‘‘Now you sit there, I made dinner.’‘

When he finally went to his home he inhaled a breath, her scent was everywhere, he unpacked and took a long shower. ‘’What should we do, Bobby?’’ he was looking at hisphone’s screen, ‘’Should we call her?’’ Bobby wiggled his tail, ‘’Is that a yes?’’ he pet his dog. ‘’Actually... we can take a walk outside and happen to be in her neighborhood, and see what she is doing.’’ He took Bobby and left his home. Bobby seemed happy to be outside, after a while he called a cab and gave the address.

Her lights were on, ‘’It is agood sign.’’  he climbed the stairs quickly and was about to knock but he hesitated. ‘’What am I doing?’’ He stirred up his courage and finally knocked on the door. Y/N answered shortly. After days they were face to face, her hair was wet and smelled shampoo which Tom noticed. She had an over-sized hoddie and leggings. ‘’T- Tom?’’ He could see the way her Y/E/C eyes shined, ‘’Again, a good sign.’’   ‘’Hello Y/N!’’ he was smiling like crazy. Their silence was cut by Y/N’s landlady ‘’Take the man inside, he is gonna freeze!’’ the old lady chuckled ‘’Please, come in. Hi Bobby!’’ Bobby barked in return.

They were inside the living room, ‘’Would you like to drink something?’’ she asked, ‘’No, I’m afraid I’m jet legged, I arrived today.’’ he sat down, ‘’When?’’

‘‘Earlier.’‘ Y/N pet Bobby for a while, ‘‘He missed you apparently, I... I missed you.’‘ words just rolled out of his tongue, Y/N was on the ground playing with Bobby, she looked at him, ‘‘I missed you too, Tom.’‘

‘‘Why did you leave? I thought you were comfortable at my place.’‘ he couldn’t help himself. ‘‘My landlady was kind enough to fix the place.’‘ Y/N had to lie, she couldn’t drag him to her mess. Tom tried to look at her but she kept her eyes on Bobby, ‘‘Your landlady is old. I really don’t think she can fix the place. It was a mess.’‘ Y/N once again realized how smart he was. She was frozen, needed another quick lie but it was too late. ‘‘Tell me the truth Y/N, please.’‘ She was going to hate herself for what she was about to say; ‘‘Tom, I know we became friends in a short time and made out a little but you don’t own me. So, stop asking personal questions.’‘

She had to look into his eyes to make him believe, blue eyes that burned her like ice. ‘’I just wanted to help-’’ Y/N could hear the crack in his soft voice. ‘’I don’t need your help, so please stop.’’ He came down to sit with her on the ground, ‘’Y/N,’’ he reached out to touch her hand but she pulled away, her name sounded rich and heavy on his tongue. ‘’Why are you like this? What happened when I was gone?’’ She wanted to hold his hands and tell him what happened but it would put him in danger, James was an unpredictable man. ‘’Nothing happened,’’ she stood up, ‘’stop creating scenarios in your head Tom!’’ her voice was little higher than she intended to be. Tom also stood up, ‘’Don’t blame me for creating scenarios when you act shady!’’ he also didn’t intend to yell but here they were. ‘’I am not acting shady Tom!’’

‘‘Oh really? Then tell me the reason why your beautiful eyes don’t meet mine.’‘ He was right, she didn’t had the courage to look at him, she feared that if their eyes met more than five seconds he would understand what was going on. Now they were too close and it was hard for her to think, so she paced away from him, restless as a lioness. ‘‘Did I do something wrong to you?!’‘ He was a man who demanded answers. ‘‘No, I mean yes... you always ask questions and it makes me tired!’‘ Bobby made a sound of discomfort and left them alone, it made them realize how loud they were but it was too late to go back, they had the anger’s red flush on their cheeks. ‘‘Then tell me how to fix it Y/N?!’‘ Tom literally screamed, ‘‘WHY?! Why do you always want to fix things that are already broken?!’‘ Y/N screamed back, she was sure anyone who was passing by the street could hear them right now. ‘‘It’s because I love you!’‘

And then the thick silence followed.

They were out of breath, chests heaving up and down. ‘’Say something.’’ Tom’s tone was plaintive, ‘’Please say something.’’ he begged with open arms. ‘’Don’t.’’ Y/N said, ‘’I am nothing but trouble Tom, please don’t love me.’’ she chewed her lip sullenly, couldn’t bare the heaviness of his ocean eyes so she glanced away. ‘’Look me in the eye and say those words again,’’ Y/N looked at him, her mouth opened but no sound came. ‘’See, you can’t because you love me too. I have fallen in love with you Y/N! If you have me...’’ he got close to her ‘’I am yours, always and forever.’’ he held her shoulders and his hands traced her arms, he held her cold hands. ‘’I love you too, Tom.’’ Y/N finally said the magical words, it was hard for her to open herself to someone again but she did it. She took a step forward, and she kissed him slowly at first but soon they got carried away.

SMUT ALERT

His hands firmly planted on her hips, holding her against him, Y/N’s hands were under his fluffy sweater touching his warm, muscled chest and abs. They found themselves on the couch. Y/N was on his lap like the last time. His lips now attacking her neck, especially her pulse and he was sucking hard, it was going to leave a bruise but she didn’t mind that. She had a felling that Tom would be a possessive lover and she was right, but that didn’t disturb her, on the contrary she was turned on and strated to grind on him, his obvious arousal was hard against her special place. Her hands were lost in his golden curls, with every kiss and movement her ache grew steadily, it was driving her insane and she got rid of her hoddie. She had a black bra, with a swift hand work Tom unhooked the bra and let it fall to the floor. Tom laid Y/N on the couch and climbed on top of her, he started to kiss her starting from the lips, jaw, neck and her breasts. He held the pink, flushed tits between his finger tips and gave them a squeez. He took one into his hot mouth and sucked hard, licked it good and made an obscene sound of ‘’pop’’ when he was done, he did the same thing to the other one, Y/N’s soft moans were like whispers which sent waves of excitement to Tom’s hardening cock. He started to kiss her stomach and came to the waistband and looked at her, his eyes were searching for consent, ‘’Please.’’ Y/N whispered, ‘’Tell me baby, tell me what do you want.’’ his deep voice sent shivers to her spine. ‘’I want you Tom.’’ Y/N managed to say, ‘’I want your fingers, tongue in me, please..’’ his wicked smirk made her move her hips towards him. Tom pulled down her leggins and found black laced panties, his long fingers traced her wetness through the thin fabric. He hooked his fingers and pulled the panties down slowly, he wanted to savor every moment with her. Fingers traced her slick folds and his long middle finger slid inside of her, he was slow with his movements watching her intently. ‘’Please..’’ She begged. ‘’Do you want me to be faster love? Just say it, talk to me baby. Tell me how do you want to get fucked.’’ His dirty words were driving her mad, ‘’So tight, so wet, all for me.’’

‘’Fuck me faster, please.’’ she finally said through ragged breaths. He added another finger and started to pump into her faster, he knelt to lick her, kiss her there. ‘’Tom!’’ He smiled, he loved the way his name sounded on her honeyed tongue, his tumb was circiling her clit and she couldn’t take it anymore ‘’Come on my fingers baby girl.’’ and she came, her head flung back on the couch, her thighs trembling. Tom licked his fingers ‘’You taste divine.’’ They kissed and she tasted herself, ‘’Let’s go to my bed.’’ Tom picked her up bridal style which made her chuckle.

Y/N helped him get naked and when she saw how hard and big he was she sallowed hard, ‘’What’s wrong kitten?’’ asked Tom smirking, she gave his pulsing cock a few pumps, her thumb brushing over the tip, a harsh growl came from Tom and she took him into her mouth, and Tom left a deep moan. ‘’That’s it.’’ he said, ‘’Just like that baby.’’ his head fell back on the pillows, she was slow which made Tom grab her hair firmly their eyes were locked, it was intense.

‘‘Y/N, let me make love to you...’‘ he moaned, ‘‘please.’‘ she stopped. Tom with a quick move took her under him. His hands were everywhere, her breast, hips, neck. Her legs were around his waist, he held his hard cock and teased her entrance, ‘‘Tom please, please..’‘ he loved the way she begged, he entered her folds slowly, trying to control his animalistic instinct, he let a snarl out when he was fully in her, ‘‘Fuck, you are so tight kitten.’‘ Y/N was trying to get used to his size, he was big. Tom pulled out completely and pushed back in. Y/N’s one hand was at the nape of his neck, pulling his hair, the other left red nail marks on his back. He got faster, ‘‘Mine,’‘ he said ‘‘all mine.’‘ they were climbing the steps of pleasure together. ‘‘Yes,’‘ Y/N screamed ‘‘I am yours Tom!’‘ his movements became frantic, he looked her in the eye, she seemed to fall into the darkness of lust that lingered in his gaze. ‘‘Come again Y/N, come for me.’‘ Y/N was close and she came undone, and her walls got tighter to milk Tom, he was done. They were shaking, foreheads touching, ‘‘I love you.’‘ said Tom out of breath, ‘‘I love you.’‘ replied Y/N.

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: Y/N’s ex is a threat! 

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Chapter 9

‘‘I assume you were expecting someone else.’‘

Y/N was frozen like a iceberg. James Prendick was standing tall and his arrogant smile made her shiver. His hands were in his pockets, moving left to right in a show off mood, ‘’Aren’t you gonna invite me?’’ his mocking tone was intolerable.

‘‘What do you want?’‘ She found her voice, James look at her up and down. ‘‘You finally lost some weight, good for you.’‘ When they were together he always complained about her weight. ‘‘James, what do you want?!’‘ He pushed her away firmly to get inside.

‘‘Would you like to drink something?’‘ She was trying to be civil but her icy cold voice made James look at her ‘‘Have some decency Y/N,’‘ he sat down on the couch in the living room ‘‘I’m here to talk. Come, sit down.’‘ he was acting as if he owned the place, ‘‘James, I’m not playing games. I told the cops it was you who destroyed my house, they are looking for you.’‘ she held her phone tightly. ‘‘Do something to me and you will regret it.’‘

He started to laugh ‘’Y/N, if I wanted to do something to you...’’ he paused for a second, looking into her eyes ‘’You wouldn’t see it coming.’’ there he was, the true James Prendick. A creep who likes to manipulate and torture people, his tone made her uncomfortable.

He noticed the paintings, ‘’Are you still dealing with this crap?’’ he looked unimpressed. She felt herself getting angry, ‘’This is my art you asshole!’’ Y/N never thought she could get this defensive. ‘’Careful now, you might lose your hands one day.’’ She could feel the threat in her bones, ‘’For the last time, why are you here?’’ Bobby started to bark, James looked at him with blind hatred ‘’Lock the animal.’’ he said. She didn’t want him to hurt Bobby so she took him away and got back.

‘‘I am here because I want you back.’‘ James finally confessed, Y/N was taken aback, ‘‘W- what?’‘ he got up from the couch, she took a step back, ‘‘I missed you,’‘ he got close to ‘‘so much.’‘ she could feel his breath. ‘‘How did you find me?’‘ She wanted to change the subject and buy some time. 

‘‘Your friend Sam told me.’‘ She was shocked, ‘‘Sam?!’‘ James smiled sarcastically ‘‘Your best friend back home told me where you were hiding You should be careful when it comes to friends.’‘

‘‘Why did you break in to my flat and destroyed everything?’‘ she asked. ‘‘After seeing you with that man I got furious baby, even the thought of you being with someone else made me insane.’‘ he replied, this used to make her feel loved but now she was scared.

‘‘So what do you say? Would you take me back?’‘ A chill went through her, she needed courage to say what she was about to say.

‘‘No!’’

They were face to face, he was tall so she had to look up at him, his dark brown eyes were like the deep wells. He moved suddenly, his fingers held her jaw as hard as iron trap, she had to keep looking. ‘’If you knew me too well you would know that I do not take no as an answer.’’

His fingers were digging her flesh, ‘’If you are concerned for your little boyfriend you sould be. Because If you don’t make up your mind then I will be a problem to him. None of us want that.’’

He let go of her jaw, ‘’I give you few days to decide.’’ he kissed jer cheek and left, she jumoed with the sound of him closing the door.

‘‘Fuck! What do I do? What do I do? Tom? No, he would get worried.’‘ She strated to pace in the living room ‘‘Cops? Yes! Cops!’‘

She got dressed and took Bobby with herto the Police Station. Y/N found the officer who came to her house that night, ‘’Ms. Y/L/N, we are happy to see you. How can I help?’’ said the woman officer, she read her surname on her chest, Johnson. ‘’I hope everything is fine?’’

‘‘No, actually something happened.’‘ Offiver Johnson took her pen and notbook, ‘‘I’m listening.’‘

Y/N tolder her everyhting, ‘’Long story short he is back and wants to torment me.’’

‘‘We haven’t been able to locate his whereabouts Ms. Y/L/N.’‘ Officer confessed. ‘’Can I at least get a restraining order?’’ she asked, ‘’Here is the thing, in the UK, restraining orders can only be issued during sentencing- so to get a restraining order against someone, you have to first report them to the police and then take them to the court.’’ She expained.

‘‘So you have to find James to take him to the court.’‘ Y/N whispered to herself.

‘‘Yes, did he say anything about where he stays?’‘

‘‘No, he is rich so he can be wherever he wants.’‘

Officer Johnson gave her a paper to fill, ‘’Next time you see him contact us, I’m sorry Ms. Y/L/N but wee need to find him for the restraining order. Until then there is nothing we can do, please be safe.’’

Y/N walked back to Tom’s place empty handed, now he knew where she stayed so it was a matter of time before he came again. She had to leave, she had to because if she stayed James would come and destroy the place and Y/N couldn’t do that to Tom. She packed her things and took Bobby, she knew what she had to do.

She knocked on the door and Tom’s mother Diana answered, ‘’Oh hello darling, what a nice surprise! Come in.’’ Diana seemed happy to see her, ‘’Hi Diana. I can’t come I’m here to give this handsome to you.’’ she handed her the leash of Bobby, ‘’Why? What’s wrong?’’ lovely woman asked. ‘’Nothing, it’s just...’’ She needed a quick lie, ‘’My landlady called me, she took care of everything in my apartment so it is safe again.’’ Y/N gave her a fake smile and prayed for Diana to not understand.

‘‘Is that so? Tom said everything was destroyed, and he also said you were staying at his house.’‘ Her blue eyes were focused on her face, ‘‘Yeah I was. I really got to go, see you later.’‘ she left in hurry because Y/N didn’t want to lie more than needed. 

When she got back home she place her bags and sat down on her old couch, nothing was taken care of, her things were broken and they were everywhere. ‘’Let’s get to work.’’

She put every broken thing in trash bags and cleaned her house after three hours she was done completely. During this time Tom called her at least two times but she didn’t answer, she needed a solid lie to convince him and Tom was a samrt man, so it was going to be a challenge. While she was having an existential crisis her phone rang, it was Tom again, later he left a message.

Tom: I really don’t want to distrub you, my mom called and said you left homeso I was just checking. Call me when you can.

Y/N felt terrible so she decided to text him back.

Y/N: Hi Tom! Yeah, I came back to my place and gave Bobby to your mother. I have been busy so talk to you later.

She hit send and felt her heart ache, it made her really sad to treat him like that but she had to, for his safety.

Tom looked at his phone screen for several minutes, he came to his senses when the screen went pitch black. ‘’What’s going on?’’ he thought. When his mother called and told her what happened he was done with the inyerviews and packing his things. His plan was to surprise Y/N, but now he was not so sure, his mother told him that Y/N was in a hurry and didn’t talk much and left quickly. He checked his watch and it was time to leave so he took his bag and left the hotel room. He had to see her, talk to her face to face.

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: Unexpected visitor comes.

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Chapter 8

Y/N sood there for several minutes, the car was gone, the night was silent. She held the blanket on her shoulders thightly, ‘’Well, you are stuck with me.’’ she gave Bobby a quick petting on the head, Bobby started to bark. It was strange because no one was around. ‘’What’s wrong boy?’’ Bobby’s eyes were fixed on the bushes right across the house. She tried to see if someone was there, but it was dark, ‘’Probably a squirrel, or some animal.’’ she thought, ‘’Comeon boy, let’s get inside. Don’t want to freeze now do we?’’

She walked to Tom’s bedroom, would it be wise to sleep in his bed? She stood at the doorstep, uncertain of what to do, she chewed her lip. Bobby was also standing with her, ‘’Come Bobby.’’ she said and walked to Tom’s kingsize bed, helped Bobby to climb as well. Y/N got under the covers, listened the grim silence, ‘’Damn it now I miss him! When did you get so attached Y/N?’’ she was angry with herself. Y/N moved in the bed several times and finally closed her eyes.

One by one nightmares followed her, when she woke up it was 11.30 am. She had missed calls from Tom,  she only texted him that she was okay and having a breakfast.

She was finishing her breakfast when Tom facetimed her. ‘’Hi!’’ She tried not to sound too happy, ‘’Hello darling!’’ Tom noticed that she was wearing one of his shirts. ‘’May I say you look lovely in my shirts.’’ He teased, Y/n blushed and wanted to change the subject ‘’How was your flight?’’ and took a sip from her tea.

He was on his hotel bed, his long hair was messy and his voice was husky, obviously he woke up few minutes ago. 

‘‘It was normal. Wait... did you get any sleep?’‘ he noticed her tired eyes and dark circles under them. Her shoulders fell, ‘‘I slept well.’‘ but it was clearly a lie. ‘‘Y/N, don’t lie to me. I am an actor lying is my job.’‘ he tried to make her smile and it worked. ‘‘I had nightmares but it’s okay, Bobby was on my side like a true knight in shining armour.’‘ He gave a sad sigh, ‘‘I wish I was there to be your knight.’‘ She glanced away, cheeks are turning to pinkish red.

‘‘I wish you were here.’‘ She finally admitted, ‘‘Don’t worry, I will be back soon.’‘ but she could see the uncertainity in his eyes. They talked for a bit and said goodbye.

Y/N had to buy new painting equipmants so she went out and in the mean time talked to her landlady, and told her what happened. The old lady was shocked and advised her to stay away for a while, just in case.

She was at a shopping mall, hands filled with bags. Y/N decided to walk inside of a bookstore, she wasn’t going to buy anything but she always loved walking among the books, it kept her mind at ease.

She saw a book and decide to examine it, it was You by Caroline Kepnes. She wanted to read this book but she forgot to buy it every time ‘’Should I get it now?’’ Y/N was reading the first page when someone too familiar was caught on her peripheral vision, and she froze, dropped the book. Tall, dark brown hair, black eyes which looked like open wounds beneath his heavy brows as black as the pits of hell. Her hands were shaking, did he finally found her? If he did then what was his next step? She finally looked where she thought she saw him and there was a man. His back was now turned to her and he was gazing at the books, her body and mind became separate, she found herself getting close to the man. She couldn’t see his face because of his black hat and his coat’s collar was up.

‘‘J- James?’‘ She asked, her voice was raw and shaking, she felt her lips getting dry. The man turned to face her and she let out a relieved sigh. ‘‘Oh, I’m sorry Sir. I thought... you were someone else.’‘ The man smiled kindly ‘‘It’s okay. Have a nice day Miss.’‘

‘‘What is wrong with me?!’‘ she composed herself and left the store quickly.

On her way back she couldn’t shake the feeling of being followed or watched, she noticed how easily she forgot James when she was with Tom. When Y/N got back she locked the door and draw the curtains, poor Bobby only watched what she was doing. Her phone rang and she almost dropped her glass, the only sound in the house was her ring tone. She looked at the screen, it was Tom. ‘’Okay, calm down. Control yourself.’’ Y/N didn’t want Tom to realize what was going on. She tried hard to smile, ‘’Hello Tom!’’

‘‘Hi Y/N!’‘ He sounded happy to hear her voice. She took a huge sip from her water, ‘‘How are you?’‘

‘‘Not great, I had interviews all day.’‘ she could hear the soft sigh leaving his thin lips. ‘‘You must be tired.’‘ she sat down on the couch. ‘‘Yeah... How are you? Earlier today you said you’ll be getting some equipments.’‘

‘‘Yes, I did buy some. Can I paint in your living room? I promise I won’t make any mess.’‘ Tom smiled at her request, ‘‘Of course darling. How was your day?’‘ he asked enthusiastically.

She remembered what happened and became silent, ‘’Y/N? Are you there?’’

‘‘Yes.. I- ah, I’m here.’‘ she replied quickly but Tom caught her stressed voice. ‘‘What’s wrong? What happened?’‘ He was at his hotel room, rose from his couch, obviously worried. ‘‘Nothing.’‘

Tom rubbed his beard, ‘’Y/N, please tell me.’’ She hugged her knees against her chest, ‘’I was at a bookstore today, I was juts looking around I thought... I thought I saw James. I made the man turn his face, thankfully he wasn’t James.’’ A gloomy silence followed her sentence, ‘’How are you feeling now?’’

‘‘I’m just trying to relax, I know I shouldn’t be afraid, not anymore but... I couldn’t stop myself.’‘

Tom’s heart was aching at the moment, he wanted to just teleport himself and be on her side, caress her soft hair and whisper sweet nothings. ‘’I wish I was there.’’ he said sulleny, ‘’I am happy to hear your voice Tom.’’Y/N found herself smiling, ‘’Promise me to be safe.’’

‘‘I promise.’‘ she replied, her voice soft as a warm kiss.

Later she placed the equipmants on the living room and decide to draw things to keep herself calm, and hours later she got tired and slept on the couch.

She woke up to Bobby’s morning kisses, ‘’Good morning to you too.’’ she giggled and pet him. She really loved Bobby and it made her happy to see the feeling was mutual. Y/N gave him dog food and filled his water bowl and then she decided to prepare herself a breakfast.

Y/N was boiling water for tea and a knock was heard on the door,’’Could it be?’’ she thought, ‘’Is Tom back so soon?’’ she got excited like a little child and ran to open the door, what came later made her wished she looked through the pinhole before answering the door, because James Prendick, her ex fiance was standing infront of her and smiling like a mad man. 

‘’I assume you were expecting someone else.’’

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: Implied smut! ;))))

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Chapter 7

Was this a dream? She asked herself but when she reacted to the kiss she knew that it was the reality. His one hand was running through her hair ever so gently, and other hand cupped her face.  He could taste the salt of her tears on her soft lips. She was stunned at first but shortly after, found her hands on his torso running up and down, she could feel how tense he was. Their hearts were beating too fast, his hand left her cheek and landed on her waist, and guided her to sit on his lap, hands tracing the curves of her flaming hot body. He could smell his body lotion on her skin, and this got little Tom excited. 

Earlier today she never thought that they could have an intimate moment like this, but now she was on his lap, kissing and rubbing her clothed flower on him. His hands now on her butt cheeks gently squeezing, she felt him getting hard each time she was grinding on him. They were both out of breath so they stopped, panting crazy. Their foreheads were touching and breaths mingled. 

‘‘I’m sorry if I pushed you too far.’‘ Tom finally broke the silence, ‘‘No Tom. I enjoyed it but can we stop here? I’m really tired.’‘ After a night of break in and a message from her ex partner she was indeed tired. Y/N felt like she was disappointing him, ‘‘Darling, of course we can stop. I will never do things that might offend you in any way.’‘ he replied.

She was surprised because this wouldn’t be the reaction of her ex, he used to force her to do... things.

‘‘Thank you for understanding.’‘ 

‘‘No, I thank you for giving me this opportunity Y/N. I have waited oceans of time to do this.’‘

She chuckled, ‘’You think Dracula reference could get you laid?’’ asked jokingly.

‘‘Darling you are so smart, it blows my mind.’‘ He kissed her again, but this time it was a short thouch. ‘‘It’s pretty late. Would you like to sleep?’‘ he asked. ‘‘Yes. I’m exhausted.’‘ Tom felt how tired she was so he quickly got up from the couch, Y/N wrapped her exposed legs on his waist, ‘‘Would you like to sleep next to me.. on the same bed?’‘ he asked shyly, it was as if they didn’t had a kissing session minutes ago. Y/N laughed, ‘‘Do I have an option?’‘ she asked amused.

‘‘Yes and hell yes. Pick one.’‘ he replied laughing, he was climbing the stairs. ‘‘Hell yes then.’‘ her head was on his shoulder blade, she could smell his manly cologne, and her hand was on his chest she could feel his frantic heartbeat.

He softly landed her on her feet, ‘’Let’s just relax and sleep.’’ he kissed her hand in a gentlemanly manner. They got under the covers, ‘’Are you comfortable?’’ he asked because they had a really busy night and he learned about her past, Tom felt like he was forcing her and it was making him question himself.

She turned to him on the bed, ‘’Tom, if I didn’t want this believe me you would know. Right now all we need is a good night sleep even though it’s literally 4.’’ After a warm silence she heard him whisper, ‘’I want to hug you.’’ 

Y/N got close to him and felt his arms around her, together they were driven to the lands of the dreamer.

The smell of bacon and eggs woke her up. For a second she thought she was at her home and panicked, but when she looked around her surroundings she relaxed. Right side of the bed was empty, Y/N went to the bathroom before going down stairs.

    What she saw made her smile, Tom’s fit back was turned to her, he only had a grey track suit pants, and he was humming while fixing breakfast. Bobby was at his feet following his steps and when he sensed Y/N he run up to her really excited.

Tom turend to see her, ‘’Morning!’’ she managed to say and with a sudden flashback of them kissing brought light pink colour on her warm cheeks. ‘’Good morning sweetheart. Please, join me.’’ She sat next to him on the kitchen island. ‘’So, how are you feeling?’’  He asked while pouring the tea. ‘’I slept well, I feel a lot better actually.’’  She replied without looking at him. ‘’Can we talk about last night?’’ 

That was what she feared, ‘’If we must.’’ Y/N was waiting for Tom to say that it was a mistake but he held her hands and made her look at him. ‘’I would like to know what’s going on in your pretty mind but hear me out first. I’m glad we shared that kiss, because it made me realize how bad I want you in my life.’’ said Tom searching her Y/E/C eyes. ‘’Tom I-’’ She paused. Everything was happening too fast like a lightning and last time she jumped into a relationship she got hurt. Y/N promised herself that she would be cautious. ‘’It’s too fast for my liking.’’ She finally spoke, her voice was faint as a whipser. His bright smile faded, cocked his head to the side taking her in, his eyes seemed to see right through her. ‘’I know, you want to be careful. It seems the right thing to do.’’

She cubbed his cheek, ‘’Give me time. That’s all I ask of you. I have to confess no one ever kissed me like you did Tom. But I don’t want to rush things.’’ Y/N thought she finally had someone in her life that she could give honest, heart to heart answers. ‘’A flower cannot be forced to bloom before the time is right.’’ Tom replied, sadness came on him all at once, but he tried to hide it whit a smile. Y/N saw the way he looked at her, eyes yearning, hands on hers stroking slowly.

Tom’s phone rang from the living room and this gave time for both of them to collect themselves. Y/N continued with her tasty breakfast, she couldn’t help but stay quiet and listen.

‘‘What? When?’‘ She heard Tom say quite annoyed. ‘‘Does it have to be today?’‘ Y/N got curious, he came back and it was obvious that something was bothering him. ‘‘What’s wrong?’‘ Y/N asked. ‘‘My agent booked a night flight for me. I have interviews, and some work related events. Y/N, I won’t go if you ask me to stay.’‘ Even though it made her happy to hear that Tom was willing to stay with her she couldn’t do that to him. ‘‘Tom, it’s your job I think you should go. I will be fine.’‘ 

‘‘Are you sure?’‘ he asked not believing her. ‘‘I think I can take care of myself Tom.’‘ 

‘‘Promise me this, you will stay here. I don’t want you to go back, it’s  dangerous.’‘ She could see how worried he was, ‘‘Alright. I will stay here and also take care of Bobby. How long will it take?’‘ she asked but afraid of the answer. ‘‘Just a few days, I will try to be quick.’‘ His face fell. ‘’Let’s spend the day toether then.’’ She suggested to cheer him up and it worked.

  After having a pleasent breakfast they washed the dishes together which ended up Tom being mischievous. He got her over-sized shirt wet and Y/N did the same to him, they were like little puppies mesing with each other.

Tom packed his things for the flight, Y/N helped him as well. Later when it was afternoon Tom had an idea; ‘’Have you ever visited Coppa Club?’’

‘‘I’ve heard of it but never been there. Why?’‘  after her reply he immediately jumped from the couch, ‘‘My fair Lady, would you like to have a romantic time with me?’‘ Y/N was suprised to see a 38 year old man being a child when he got excited, she chuckled at hi eagerness. ‘‘Yes. I would love to, my Lord.’‘ 

Coppa Club, it was a bubble-shaped igloos on the riverbank with view over Tower Bridge, she heard that it was impossible to book place but Tom made a call and it was fixed. 

The entrance had yellow Christmas lights on left and right, a waiter helped them to settle and left. Insid eof igloo there was a couch and fluffy pillows and blankets to nuzzle if one got cold. There was button for service. The wooden table had candles and velvet tablecloth. ‘’Do you like it?’’ Tom asked, ‘’The view is amazing, also the place is cozy.  I love it.’’ It was like they created their own little world.

When they were serviced Y/N was watching Tom’s face and the way he talks about the things he love. She could see his passion for life in hiz azure eyes. She felt like she could loose herself in his voice and become one, but it was too early for that. Tom’s question made her aware of reality, ‘’Will you consider having me in your life when I’m away? Please give it a thought.’’

‘‘Why does he have to look this innocent?’‘

She took a sip from her hot chocolate, ‘’Yes, I will think about it.’’ Y/N could see his eyes shining, ‘’But don’t expect me to give you an answer.’’ she had to say, it broke her heart to see his face like that. He opened his mouth, thought better of what he was about to say, and simply noded instead.

‘‘Tom, please. You know I care about you. Like I said give me time.’‘ He touched her cheek, his tumb lightly tracing the line of a cheekbone. ‘‘Take your time. I will wait for you.’‘ He said with a smile as warm as the sunrise. They clinked their cups even though it wasn’t alcohol. ‘’To us.’’ Y/N said, ‘’To us.’’ Tom followed. They left the place hand in hand.

When they got back Bobby was too lazy to greet them. ‘’When do you have to leave?’’ she asked reluctantly, Y/N didn’t want to know she only wanted to stay like this forever.

‘‘Cab will be at my door at 12.’‘ he replied. Y/N tried to smile, she had a good heart Tom could see that and he treasured such a rare character trait, so he held her hands. They were standing in the living room, both of them wanted to say something but they were holding back. Tom didn’t want to go and leave her, Y/N wanted him to stay and loose herself in his warm, strong arms. He opened his mout to say something but stopped and took a breath. ‘‘Tom, don’t hold back.’‘ She encouraged him. ‘‘If I may be bold... could you give me a farewell kiss when I leave?’‘ She felt the warmth on her chest, ‘‘I guess I could do that.’‘ Y/N gave him a playful wink. 

They spent the rest of the day on the couch with blankets and a Disney movie on the tv. When the time came the movie was over. ‘’I should get my back.’’

    When The cab’s honk was heared he opened the door. Cold wind entered the house, she clung to her blanket on her shoulders. They walked to the porch, Bobby followed them. ‘’Here is the key to my house. I will call you whenever I’m free. I will grow restless and worried if you don’t answer.’’ She smiled and held his long hand ‘’Come here.’’ like she promised she kissed him.

Y/N’s arms went around his neck as his wrapped around her waist. He leaned into her letting her support some of his weight. His hold grew thight on her waist.

‘‘Farewell.’‘ She said finally. ‘‘Be safe Tom.’‘ He nudged his nose on hers, ‘‘I will miss you.’‘ he confessed. ‘‘I will miss you more.’‘ He gave Bobby a last petting and reluctantly walked and got inside of the car. Little did they know that someone was watching them.

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: Break in.  Y/N talks bout her abusive ex and violent things he did to her. Sad but something at the end will make you guys go crazy!! ;)

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Chapter 6

A week after the movie night she went to her therapist, Mrs. Smith was surprised when Y/N greeted her with a genuine smile.

‘‘You seem happy, what happened?’‘ Mrs. Smith asked, Y/N gave her the notebook and sat down. ‘‘Read it to find out.’‘ after five minutes of reading the therapist closed the notebook, and laid it on her table.

‘‘So you met someone?’‘ she asked, ‘‘Yes. And it is safe to say that we are... friends. Look, I have a friend, shocking right?’‘ Y/N laughed hysterically.

‘‘When I read the notebook your relationship whit him didn’t seem like a friendship Y/N.’‘  Mrs. Smith said while picking her pencil.

‘‘What do you mean?’‘ young girl asked but she already understood what Mrs. Smith was trying yo say, she was just trying to avoid or stall her.

‘‘Do you like him in a more than friends  way?’‘ That was the question that made Y/N afraid. The voices in her head kept asking that question whenever she was with Tom.

‘‘You wrote that you met his mother, this is a huge step for both of you.’‘ Mrs. Smith continued.

‘‘It wasn’t on purpose.’‘ Y/N replied shortly.

‘‘Y/N please, stop ignoring my question. What we do here is to guide you, and find answers to questions.’‘  she was taking notes while talking.

Y/N’s hands were on her lap, she was nervous and her therapist noticed.

‘‘I know that you swore you’ll never be in a relationship again. But we humans are social animals Y/N, we cannot hide from human connection,and intimacy and these things are a part of-’‘ Y/N had a sudden bravery,  ‘‘Yes, I like him.’‘ she finally said, feeling lighter with her confession.

Mrs. Smith smiled to see her progress, ‘’Good. We are getting somewhere. What do you like about him?’’ Just thinking about Tom made her blush, ‘’He is so thoughtful, I can see that he is trying to be more gentle when we are together. I haven’t told him about my... past  but he is smart.’’ 

‘‘Would you like to tell him some day?’‘

‘‘I want to but I don’t want to scare him off. We have a profound friendship, and I don’t want that to go away.’‘ she admitted sincerely.

‘‘What you feel is natural, and when the right moment comes I think you should tell him. Let’s come to my second important question, do you think he likes you? Because what I’ve read tells me that he is trying to be close to you, and like you said he is deliberately being gentle. So, what do you think?’‘

‘‘No.’‘ This time she didn’t wait or hesitate to answer. ‘‘You sound so sure. Why?’‘

She was trying to scratch the green paint off her fingers, ‘’Because he is being friendly close, friendly gentle. I am a friend to him and to be honest I doubt that he wants a problematic partner in his life.’’ she couldn’t look at Mrs. Smith in the eye. 

‘‘Y/N, you are not problematic. When I look at you I see a young, beautiful painter who is trying to survive like others.’‘ Y/N rolled her eyes, ‘‘Thank you but you haven’t seen how gorgeous he is. He should be with someone who is gorgeous like him, and that someone is not me.’‘ It hurt her to talk about her thoughts out loud but that’s what she felt.

After the session she had to throw herself outside to breath, and saw the colours of Christmas dancing harmoniously. Red, green, gold, white colours where everywhere, she had this sudden urge to finish her secret project.

Yes, she was secretly painting Tom. It was on a little canvas, well it wasn’t actually Tom, it was his misunderstood character Loki, and her plan was to give it to him when she was done and she was close to finishing.

She quickly went home to paint, and she got a text from Tom.

Tom: Hey Y/N! Can I call you? There is something that I want to ask you.

Her heart skipped a beat, did she do something wrong?

Y/N: Yes, I’m free. You can call.

She stared at the little canvas before her until her phone rang.

‘‘Hello darling.’‘ he sounded nervous.

‘‘Hi Tom.’‘ They talked about their day for few minutes and than Tom finally got to his point.

‘‘Y/N, tomorrow is Christmas, so do you have any plans?’‘ Y/N thought for a second, her plan was to call her parents, and eat alone on her couch, and she was planning to watch The Grinch.

‘‘No, I don’t have an actual plan. Why?’‘ 

‘‘Because, my mother insists that you should spend your Christmas with us. By us I meant mom, me, and my two sisters including their partners.’‘

Tom was on his couch, Bobby on his side, he was staring at the telly but his looks were empty. She didn’t answer at first, and that made him uneasy. Did he went too far?

‘‘I’m sorry, I know how you feel about crowded places. I shouldn’t have asked-’‘ he felt so embarrassed like a school boy.

‘‘I will come.’‘ she blurted out.

‘‘You will?’‘ He couldn’t help but sound desperat, he wanted to spend the Christmas with her so badly.

‘‘Yes. Don’t forget to send me the address.’‘ She felt like she couldn’t breath, what was she getting herself into?

‘‘I want to pick you up if that’s okey with you?’‘ he asked biting his lip, she could hear his uneven breathing.

‘‘That would be great. See you tomorrow.’‘ she had to hang up because she had an idea.

‘‘Yeah, bye.’‘

She planned to spend hours and finish the Loki painting, and give it to Tom when he comes to pick her up. She enthusiastically waggled her brushes and got to work.

Tom exhaled a dramatich sigh, he was so happy but nervous at the same time, and he felt like his heart was about to jump out of his rib cage. He placed the satin, black box on the table and smiled to himself.

She finished the painting at 5 in the morning, she gave it a last look before going to bed, Y/N was quite pleased with her work, and hoped that he would like it.

When she woke up she wrapped the present and went to her wardrobe.

 ‘’Why did you agree anyway?’’ the voices started again, ‘’Now you have to impress his family which is not an easy job.’’      Y/N brushed the thoughts away and picked her outfit. Black and dark red lace dress, black pumps, her dress had a nice V neckline.

She covered the sleep deprivation with a natural make up. She heard the knock on the door and it brought her to reality. ‘’You got this.’’ she whispered to herself and walked to the door.

Tom felt like he was lost for words, she was indeed beautiful,Y/N was shocked to see him with a nice black suit and dark red tie and a handkerchief. It was as if they agreed on the same colours.

‘‘May I come in?’‘ he cleared his throat and asked. ‘‘Yes, please come in.’‘ They walked to her living room. ‘‘You wait here, I’ll be getting my purse.’‘

Tom couldn’t help but stare at her leave. He sat on the couch. She got back with her purse, one hand behind her back. They both talked at the same time and then laughed, ‘’Ladies first.’’ Tom said. ‘’I have a present for you Tom.’’ her Y/E/C eyes were shining.

He gently opened his present, Y/N was on edge ‘’What if he doesn’t like it?’’

‘‘Y/N...’‘ he was staring at the splendid painting. She got close to him, ‘‘What do you think?’‘ their eyes met, ‘‘It’s an exquisite gift. I am lost for words. You are so thoughtful. Thank you, can’t wait to put this on my bedroom’s wall.’‘

Y/N smiled proudly, he gently put his present on the table and reached for his pocket. A black velvet box appeared, ‘’Would you mind turning your back?’’ he asked, they were so close and none of them realized that they were whispering, their breaths were dancing on each other’s faces. She turned her back, and heard him open the box.

He reached to lay the necklace on her neck, his arms brushed her shoulders. He noticed that she didn’t flinch, it was a good sign. She turned to him touching the necklace. It’s shape was heart diamond. ‘’Tom, I don’t know what to say. You shouldn’t have.’’ He was pleased to see the fascination on her Y/E/C eyes. ‘’Y/N, please. I want to do things for you. You are important to me.’’

He held her waist, ‘’Did you like it?’’ 

‘‘Yes, I really loved it’s shape.’‘ she blushed. ‘‘I have choosen it specifically.’‘ Yes he did choose it’s hape because he wanted her to sense how he feels but slowly. He didn’t want to scare her off.

‘‘Mr. Hiddleston, are you trying to give me your heart metaphorically?’‘ She joked but her smile faded away when she saw how serious he was. ‘‘Tom, is something wrong?’‘ She thought she said something bad. ‘‘You don’t know it, do you?’‘ he asked, getting closer to her, his hands were still on her soft waist his eyes begging for her to understand but all she saw was a wild ocean, uneasy with confusing thoughts.

‘‘Know what?’‘ She reached for to cup his cheek, he laid his head on her touch. If he or she reached a little more their lips would met but neither of them was sure to take this step. It was so easy for them to be lost in each other’s eyes.

Tom’s phone rang. She noticed how close they were so she took a step back, he answered his phone. ‘’It’s my mom, she asked what is taking us so long. Shall we leave?’’ he smiled like nothing happened. They left her house and got into his car.

Before entering Diana’s house she was so nervous but his family proved to her that there was nothing to be nervous about. They were all nice, funny people who welcomed her. Diana’s Christmas dinner was to die for and Y/N took few recepies. She helped her in the kitchen while others were in the living room.

‘‘So he finally decided to give you the necklace?’‘ Diana asked, Y/N was confused, ‘‘What do you mean by finally?’‘ Diana smiled at her, ‘‘He consulted me at first, asked me if it would be too much. I said nonsense buy the girl the necklace.’‘ They both giggled, ‘‘I just want you to know that you are really important to my boy, and to me as well. I’m glad I met you Y/N.’‘ her blue eyes were fixed on Y/N. ‘‘Thank you Diana. I am so glad I met you and your family.’‘

Throughout the night she became friends with every one which made Tom happy, the night went very well and they left quite late. During the car ride they talked about how much fun they had, Tom was pleased to hear that Y/N enjoyed herself.

When he parked close to her home he noticed something, he pointed at her apartment, ‘’I don’t remember you leaving the lights on. Do you?’’ he asked concerned. ‘’No, because I didn’t leave the lights on.’’ She felt the fire of panic in her. ‘’Let’s remain calm, I’ll go and look around. You stay here.’’ Said Tom, unbuckleing his safety belt but Y/N stopped him by touching his arm. ‘’I won’t let you go there alone.’’

‘‘But Y/N-’‘ she unbuckled, ‘‘Tom it’s my house. If something happened to it I would like to see.’‘ they left the car together. Her land lady was out of town for Christmas so Y/N mentally noted that she should call the old lady if it was a robbery.

Her door was wide open, lights were on, and everything was a mess. Chairs, tables were broken. Pillows were torn apart. She rushed to see her paintings and what she feared was before her eyes. Canvases were ripped, brushes broken. Tom followed her to see the devastating place.  She saw the little note on one of her paintings. It said; ‘’Found you.’’ 

She sinked to the ground, her legs were too tired to carry her and she screamed. Tom reached to hold her in his arms. She was shaking, crying heavily.

Tom noticed the note she was holding. ‘’Who could do something like this!?’’ she didn’t answer, ‘’I am going to call the police.’’

After a 20 minutes of crying she finally managed to stop, Tom put his jacket on her sunken shoulders and police arrived.  A police officer approached to Y/N and asked her some questions. Tom was also  being questioned.

‘‘We searched the whole flat, nothing is stolen so this must be a message.’‘ One of the officers pointed at the note. ‘‘Do you have enemies Ms. Y/L/N? Someone who wants to hurt you?’‘ 

Y/N’s eyes were fixed on the ground, Tom noticed how uncomfortable she was. ‘’Officer we are really tired, can Y/N come to the police station tomorrow?’’ he wanted them to leave. ‘’Mr. Hiddleston I know this is hard for both of you but we have to do our job.’’

‘‘I know who did this.’‘ Y/N spoke, her voice was shaking. ‘‘My ex fiance. He is the one who would do something like this.’‘

‘‘What’s his name?’‘ Officer asked while taking out his notebook. ‘‘James Prendick.’‘ She replied. Tom noticed how disturbed she was by only saying that person’s name. After at least 10 minutes of questioning officers left and the whole flat went silent.

‘‘Pack your things.’‘ Tom said, his tone was firm he didn’t want to sound angry or anything like that but the way she looked at him changed. ‘‘I am sorry Y/N, I just... I won’t let you stay here more than 5 seconds. If he was the one who did this that means he will try to harm you again.’‘ She could see how tired and concerned he was. 

‘‘I have nowhere to go.’‘ She replied coldy, he felt a heavy rock on his chest, she was indeed lonely and that needed to stop. ‘‘If it is okey with you, would you like to stay at my place? You saw my home it is enough for both of us.’‘ he suggested.

‘‘Tom, you are always too kind. I really don’t want to cause you any trouble.’‘ Their eyes met, just an hour ago she was laughing at his mother’s jokes and now he could see how broken she was. ‘’Y/N, you won’t cause any trouble. To be honest if you say no I’m planning on kidnapping you.’’He made her chuckle. ‘’Wait in the car, I will pack my things.’’

‘‘Home sweet home.’‘ said Tom looking at Bobby who greeted them at the door. She placed his jacket on the hanger, and walked inside. ‘‘Where should I put my things?’‘ She looked around like a lost puppy. ‘‘The guest room is upstairs... but there is another option.’‘ she could see the childish grin on his face. ‘‘Don’t even think about it Hiddleston!’‘ 

The guest room was better than her room, it had a king sized bed, two chairs, and a wardrobe but no shower only toilet. She felt like she needed a good shower and she called out from upstairs, ‘’Tom! Can I use your shower?’’ soon later she heared him from the living room ‘’Yes! No problem.’’

She walked into his bedroom, she could see the reflection of him everywhere, it was characteristic. Big bed with dark blue sheets, brown nightstands, a huge brown wardrobe. She walked into the bathroom, it was clean and shiny. She undressed and folded her clothes and laid on the bathtub which she filled with hot water. She laid her head on the cold tub, closed her eyes and tried hard to not cry but when the first sob left her shaking lips she let go. It’s been a while since she was scared like this.

‘‘Is he back?’‘ even thinking about the posibility made her shiver under the hot water, she was scratching her legs and her arms to stop the crying, and left nail marks. Tom took care of little things in the living room and climbed the stairs. He went to his room to check if it was presentable, and he heard her. He slowly approached to the bathroom door and listened, she was crying. He had this sudden urge to walk in and wrap his arms around her, and tell her that everything is going to be okey. He had to take a step back to stop himself from fulfilling his urge. He knocked on the door.

‘‘Yes?’‘ she was sniffing, ‘‘I was just checking if you were okey. I made tea, you can join me in the living room.’‘ he tried to sound joyful. ‘‘I’ll be out in a minute.’‘

She dried herself, celaned the tub and wore her over-sized shirt. The shirt was long enough to cover her bottom, and she was too tired to think if it was okey to walk around Tom like this. She went down stairs to find him with Bobby and sipping his tea. Even though she was bare foot he heard her light footsteps. 

‘‘Hi.’‘ He finally said after looking up and down on her form, he scooted over and gestured her to sit next to him. ‘‘I am sure you have a lot of questions.’‘ She said after petting Bobby for a while. ‘‘Yes.’‘ He replied. ‘‘But you are kind enough to stay silent.’‘ 

‘‘Y/N,’‘ he held her hands ‘‘You know a lot of things about me but when I think about you... I know just few things. I respect your choices but I wish I knew more, so that I could help you.’‘ he was honest, she could see it in his eyes. Y/N remembered what her therapist said, ‘‘When the right moment comes you should tell him.’‘ 

She slowly got up from her seat, turned off the lighst, and sat back. Tom was confused, it was really dark. ‘’I will tell you everything Tom.’’ She said. ‘’Why did you turn off the lights?’’ he asked, ‘’Because I don’t want you to see me cry when I tell you my tale.’’ 

She took a sip from her tea and started to talk; ‘’I was 18 and a Freshman in college, one day my roommate and her boyfriend told me that there was a party and we all went together. The house belonged to my ex abusive fiance who was a Senior and 22 years old. When it comes to Freshman and Senior relationship it generally isn’t the most innocent type.

Everyone loved James, he was an active person. When we started to see each other he was so nice, and my friends were jealous of me, because he always bought me things and took me to places. By the way he comes from a rich family, I wasn’t in it for the money, anyways I really liked him. First month in our relationship he slapped me because I wasn’t paying attention to him.’’

She had to take a breath, ‘’It was the first red flag, and I know I should’ve left him but I was a naive little girl who thought she could fix everyone. I stayed with him through college and we got engaged but he got worse.’’

She chuckled sadly to herself and continued, ‘’One time I didn’t agree with him on a minor subject and he kicked me out of the car, forced me to walk without my shoes and socks.’’  Y/N felt Tom reaching out and holding her hands, his gesture brought smile to her lips. 

‘‘The last straw was when he beat me with his belt, I couldn’t take it anymore and talked to my parents. They helped me leave him but it wasn’t enough so I left my town, changed my phone number. The last thing he said to me was ‘I will find you bitch.’ and now he found me.’‘

When she was done talking they sat in silence. Tom had to process, ‘’Well, you wanted to know, now you know.’’ she said, sadness dripping from her sweet tounge. Tom found her cheeks in the dark and whipped away the tears. ‘’You don’t have to feel sorry for me Tom.’’ He was gently brushing her wet cheeks, and he did something he thought he would never have the courage to do. ‘’Tom please, say something.’’ She begged, because Y/N didn’t want to lose him. Now their eyes got used to the darkness, Tom’s hands never left her cheeks and he kissed her.

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: Mama Hiddleston alert!!! She is so nice :)))

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Comments are welcomed ;)) Sorry for the delay I had to study because I have my exams next week :( Hope you guys like it :))

Chapter 5

Tom’s head rested on the cab’s window. He was watching the outside, snow was everywhere, and it made the streets calmer than usual and Christmas was close. 

‘‘She clearly wanted me to stay. God I’m so stupid.’‘ he thought to himself. 

He did want to stay, her little home was friendly and cozy and her company kept his mind at ease. It’s only been a few days but Tom felt like he finally found someone who he can spend good time with, someone to talk to, someone who can understand him. The only problem was that he could hurt her feelings with a single action without even realizing, because she was a sensetive girl who was recoviring from her past life, and it scared him. 

‘‘Who knows what horrible things she’s been through?!’‘

He realized that he could help her situation.

She was obviously suffering from lack of affection, she had no one to go to, so he decided he could be the one who she can go to, talk to.

The car stopped, ‘’Young man?’’ Tom was so deep in thought that the driver had to call out few times.

‘‘I’m so sorry sir. I was just-’‘ the old man cut his speech, ‘‘Thinking. I know. Lady problems I assume. Listen boy, if you do love her go for it and treat her nicely. I didn’t and my wife left me, now I hate myself for it.’‘ 

Was this love he was feeling?

‘‘I’m so sorry to hear that.’‘

When he got back home he took a long shower to feed his lust for her, it wasn’t just a simple teenage lust. He did want to gently hold her and tell her that she has someone now.

He felt sad because he had to leave her, all alone. He laid on his big bed, alone.

‘‘I should take Bobby from mom’s soon.’‘   Due to his work he had to leave his dog at his mom’s place sometimes.

Tom was a smart enough to know that having his dog back won’t be enough. He needed someone in his life, and that someone wasn’t ready to try it yet.

His phone buzzed, he smiled when he saw her text and photo.

Tom: I’m sorry darling. I won’t trouble you, I’ll get it as soon as I can. By the way don’t forget to read the book I gave you. =)

Tom never thought a simple text could bring him joy.

Y/N: Alright! Sleep well Tom.

Tom: Good night darling.

He definitely needed to see his mother and talk because his mind was about to explode.

Morning came with it’s glory. She felt well rested and spent hours on painting, as usual she forgot to have breakfast but she didn’t care. She had calls from her customers. She finished reading Great Gatsby and took some notes on her diary.

While reading she saw the sentences Tom underlined and it made her smile, there was a strange but warm sensation on her chest.

‘‘Let us learn to show our friendship for a man when he is alive and not after his death.’‘

‘‘You see I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.’‘

‘‘Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.’‘

‘‘All I kept thinking about , over and over , was ‘You can’t live forever; you can’t live forever.’ ‘’

‘‘He looked at her the way all women want to be looked at by a man.’‘

She traced the last quotation with her fingertips, with a sudden decision she changed her clothes, and left her house. Her plan was to give him his watch and his book back, and see him as well. Earlier in the morning someone came to get his car, she saw it through the window so she thought that it would be a cute gesture to bring him his belongings.

‘‘That is a quite the story my dear.’‘ said Tom’s mother witha tea cup in her hand. Tom was petting his dog Bobby who laid on his lap and was wagging his tail in a friendly manner.

‘‘I really don’t know what to do mom.’‘ his face fell, she touched her son’s cheek, ‘‘It seemed to me that you made a very unique friend. It is sweet that you care about her well being but Tom you can’t fix everyone.’‘

‘‘I know but she has no one to help her.’‘ Diana’s blue eyes soften with motherly compassion, ‘‘You have no idea how I am so proud of you sweetheart.’‘

With the soft knock on the door she put the tea cup on the broen table, ‘’I’ll get it.’’ said Diana and got up from her chair.

‘‘Hello?’‘ the elderly woman asked curiously, but thanks to the description her son gave to her Diana quickly realized that the young girl before her was Y/N. She was surprised to see a little bit short girl, because her son’s last partner was tall, always had make-up on, and expensive clothes but this girl’s hair was let loose, she had a black coat and a mustard colour sweatshirt inside, which looked used but had characteristic vibe. She didn’t have high heels or a skirt. Diana was pleased to see a naturally beautiful girl, it was rare after all.

‘‘Hi, I- I’m Y/N Y/L/N.’‘ they shook hands, ‘‘I’m Tom’s mother Diana. Would you like to come in?’‘ she asked heartfelty. ‘‘I don’t want to impose, I just brought Tom’s watch, and his book. He left them in my place last night-’‘ and she blushed deep red, ‘‘I meant- I mean-’‘ she was playing with her fingers nervously. Diana touched her shoulder, ‘‘Darling it is cold outside, and we have tea. Please come in.’‘ Y/N couldn’t say no to this charming woman again so she reluctantly walked inside.

‘‘Mom who is it-’‘ Tom’s eyes lit up whe he saw her. ‘‘Oh, hi Y/N.’‘ he smiled, ‘‘You weren’t this pleased when I came here today.’‘ his mother said smiling. ‘‘Mother!’‘ Tom gave her a warning look but Diana didn’t care. ‘‘Hi Tom.’‘ Y/N said finally. ‘‘You settle in, I’ll bring you tea darling.’‘ said Diana and left them. 

There was silence between them, she settled on a comfortable chair, ‘’I’m sorry, I should’ve called before I-’’ she had no idea that today’s conversation was all about her.

‘‘I remember telling you that you are always welcome here. Thank you for bringing my watch and the book.’‘ She put the items on the table when she felt something furry touched her legs.

‘‘Who do we have here?’‘ she strated to give the dog belly rubs, ‘‘He likes you.’‘ said Tom. He never saw her smile like that before. ‘‘What’s his name?’‘   ‘‘Bobby.’‘  Diana entered with a cup of tea when they locked eyes. She cleared her throat, ‘’Your tea darling.’’  ‘’Thank you Mrs.-’’ Diana interrupted her, ‘’Oh please call me Diana. No need for formalities.’’ she chuckled. Tom rolled his eyes, ‘’My mother is always frank about her feelings.’’

After having a decent and long conversation Diana said that she had a business to attend and gave his son a wink before she left.

‘‘I should get going as well.’‘ said Y/N standing in the middle of the living room, uncertain of what to do.

Tom was infront of her, his hands in his pockets, ‘’If you are free today would you like to stay? We could discuss the book, and watch it’s movie version.’’ Y/N had to admit, he had the best puppy eyes and a reasonable excuse.

‘‘I’ve finished my paintings, I guess I’m free.’‘ she sat back, Y/N couldn’t see it but Tom made a fist bump.

Tom came inside with a huge, yellow bucket of popcorn and drinks. He played the movie, and sat close to her but little Bobby was between them.

During the movie Y/N didn’t realize that Tom put Bobby on the ground and got closer to her. Their hands lightly touched each other when they wanted to eat popcorn. ‘’Mr. Hiddleston you are quite handsy.’’ she giggled. With last nights image in his brain Tom being in the shower doing something which involved her... he couldn’t help but blush, she had no idea. ‘’What can I say, I have big hands.’’ 

‘‘It’s a good thing I think.’‘ she thought she said that silently but he heard her clearly. ‘‘Yes, I am good at grabbing things.’‘ they were at the stage of teasing, and he loved every second of it. It gave him hope.

They watched the movie, when it was finished Y/N took the book ‘’I loved the quotations you underlined.’’ she said, and again she traced the last quote.

‘‘Oh, which one is your favorite?’‘ he asked. 

‘‘He looked at her the way all women want to be looked at by a man.’‘ She didn’t even look at the book because somehow she memeorized it. 

Was she crazy or Tom’s pupils were getting bigger? He was looking at her like she was a delicate artifact from Ancient Greece, fragile yet holding secrets of everything gracefully. 

She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.

‘‘Everyone deserves to be adored Y/N, to be loved.’‘ his lips were getting dry. The air surrounding them was getting thick.

Suddenly Bobby started to bark so they had to pull themselves together.

‘‘I’ve once read an artical about Great Gatsby.’‘ she wanted to change the subject, and continued ‘‘It is said that Gatsby is actually Fitzgerald, and Daisy is Zelda, his wife. He even used the same sentence his wife said after giving birth.’‘ 

Tom didn’t knew this, he thought how confident she looked when she was explaining something she loves.

‘‘It is sad actually. Because you know Gatsby dies and Daisy doesn’t even visits his grave.’‘ said Tom, he looked a little sad but his sparkling blue eyes shone with an icy blue radiance, she couldn’t help but stare at him. 

‘‘Daisy is an idiot.’‘ she blurted out which made Tom laugh. ‘‘Why?’‘ he asked, their knees were touching slightly. ‘‘Because if I loved someone I would choose him, consequences wouldn’t matter.’‘

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: None. 

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Chapter 4

The Next Day

Y/N finally woke up from her sleep, suprisingly she slept like a baby, and she was energetic. She went out to get groceries because she had a man to impress with her cooking skills.

When she got back she cleaned the house and started to cook. It has been months since she cooked like this, she was busy with creamy chicken and gnocchi soup when she received a text.

Tom: Would you like me to bring wine, darling?

‘‘Why is he keep calling me darling?’‘ she never thought a simple text could make her smile but there she was grinning like a little girl.

Y/N: That would be great. :)

She panicked, it’s been a while since she served dinner so what if she makes a mess and blows it? 

‘‘Are you sure about this?’‘ the voices in her head appeared, ‘‘Does he even care bout your effort?’‘ she took a deep breath to calm herself, 

‘‘I am a big girl. I got this.’‘ When she was done with the soup she cooked lighter chicken parmesan, her mother thought her that recipe. The smell of the food brought back her childhood memories, she was looking outside of her kitchen window and watching the snow. Instead of going out and play she used to watch her mother cook. 

She took a warm shower, and picked a scarlet winter dress. It was showing a little bit of cleavage. She dressed up and texted Tom the directions and played a soft music from her old gramaphone. Her grandmother gave her the gramaphone before she passed away.

Y/N wandered inside her home to see if something was wrong, everything was perfect. She received another text.

Tom: I’ll be at your place in 10 min.

She quickly prepared the table in the living room, she heared a soft knock on herwhen she was done with the table. She looked at herself on the mirror before answering the door.

Tom was standing there like a mighty Greek god. He had a white sweater with black pants and his signature grey boots. He was holding a bottle of expensive wine and a boquet of red roses which matched her winter dress.

‘‘Welcome to my humble home Tom.’‘ he smiled at her sentence, it became their inside joke. She took the wine and the boquet ‘‘Thank you.’‘ she said shyly and put the roses in a vase in the living room.

‘‘Aren’t you giving me an apartment tour?’‘ he asked. All of a sudden she felt like she wasn’t enough, her home was too little and cheap compared to his. 

‘‘Y- yeah sure.’‘ she murmured and Tom understood that something was wrong, ‘‘Can I see your work room? I’m dying to see your paintings.’‘ it was true. He really wanted to see them but he also wanted to make her comfortable, even the mention of painting brought light to her Y/E/C eyes, and he was pleased to see it.

After walking the -not so long- hall she opened a door and hit the lights. ‘’This was the guest room but I have no guests to stay so I turned it into a work place.’’ she explained. Tom walked inside, the walls were covered with paintings, there was a stool in front of a canvas and there was a table which had paint tubes, brushes etc.

He slowly examined the paintings, his hands were in his pockets and he felt like he was at a museum of renaissance art. 

‘‘What do you think?’‘ she was curious to know the answer but also too afraid because her work was the only thing that kept her going no matter what.

He turned his ocean eyes to her, ‘’Stunning. Absolutely and unquestionably.’’ his eyes were fixed on her.

‘‘Is he talking about the paintings or... me?’‘ she thought. Her cheeks heated at his compliment, ‘’T- thank you.’’ Tom smiled sincerely, ‘’I mean it.’’ he said. She was looking at the ground, ‘’Can we go back to my living room before I die of shyness?!’’ they laughed and went inside.

He smelled the air, ‘’Delicious! Shall we eat?’’

Tom was pouring the wine and Y/N was serving the food when she noticed a band-aid on his thumb. ‘’What happened to your thumb?’’ she had a strong guess. ‘’Nothing. I’m fine.’’ she gently held his thumb and traced it with her finger, ‘’It happened beacuse of me, right?’’ she felt the guilt again.

‘‘Y/N-’‘ Tom held her hands, her hands were lost in his. ‘‘It wasn’t your fault. After you left I picked up the pieces and cut my thumb. It was an accident.’‘ he smiled kindly.

‘‘Why does he have to be perfect?’‘

They continued to eat, and talked about their day.

When they were done they settled on the couch, ‘’I want to play a game.’’ she said grinning. ‘’Oh no! You are smiling like a she devil.’’ he giggled.

‘‘Two thruths and a lie Hiddleston. The one who can’t find the lie will have to drink. Are you in?’‘ Tom thought carefully for a second, ‘‘I’m in. Bring it on darling.’‘

‘‘Well... I can play piano. I speak 3 languages and I can’t swim.’‘ she said innocently.

Tom put his long index finger to his thin lips. ‘’The lie is that you cannot swim.’’ he said finally. She pored wine to his cup, ‘’Drink up.’’ He was confused, ‘’What?’’ 

‘‘I can’t play piano Tom.’‘ he sighed exaggeratedly and took a huge sip. ‘‘Wait, what languages you speak?’’

‘‘Other than English I can speak Sindarin, Klingon, and German.’‘ she daid proudly, Tom started to laugh, ‘‘Oh my god! You have to teach me Sindarin. I have been fascinated by elves.’‘

‘‘ Be iest lin, Melethron nin.’‘ she said jokingly but Tom was surprised.

‘‘What does that mean?’‘ he asked. ‘‘As you wish my beloved.’‘ he had the instant red blush on his  porcelain cheeks.

‘‘It sounds notably sensual.’‘ this time Y/N blushed deep  red. ‘‘Yes it does, doesn’t it? Anyways, your turn.’‘ she quickly changed the subject.

‘‘I can play guitar. I can speak in Greek and I don’t have a Netflix account.’‘ 

Y/N was trying to read his well sculpted face.  His chiseled jaw made him look husky and she loved it. ‘’Don’t lie to me Hiddleston you do have a Netflic account.’’

‘‘Wow! Am I that obvious? Or are you good at reading people?’‘ 

She smiled proudly and watched him finish his cup. ‘’I’m good at reading people. I’m impressed that you can speak in Greek. Most people don’t understand the joy of knowing more than one language.’’ Tom’s thoughts were the exact same. 

This game continued untill they finished Y/N’s wine as well. ‘’Oh it’s pretty late.’’ said Tom looking at the clock in the living room. They were a little  tipsy.

‘‘Tom you shouldn’t drive. It’s late and as you can see-’‘ she pointed at the two empty bottles, ‘‘We’ve drank all of them.’‘

‘‘What are you suggesting?’‘ he asked, his speech was slow, his eyes focused on her Y/E/C and his pupils were blown wide. Their knees were brushing lightly when they move and this gave excitement to both of them.

‘‘You can stay here if you want. I don’t want you to drive, it’s too risky and I really don’t want to lose my companion of literature and fine wine.’‘ they giggled.

Tom was deep in thought, he wanted to accept her offer but as being a gentleman he was unsure.

‘‘You are too kind Y/N.’‘ he said looking really sad, ‘‘I mean it Tom, please stay here. Tonight.’‘ she shocked herself, when did she became this bold?

He sighed heavily and got up -almost falling down- he was afraid. Afraid that he wouldn’t be able to keep his hands to himself if he stayed. It was obvious that she was a fragile state in her life and he didn’t want to hurt her. 

‘‘I can’t do this. I don’t want to break the trust which is still bonding between us. She probably considers me as a friend anyway.’‘ He thought sadly.

He called a cab. ‘’Are you sure?’’ she asked, ‘’Yes. I don’t want to cause you any trouble.’’ he said without meeting her eyes.

They were at the doorstep, ‘’Thank you for the flowers and the wine.’’ she said smiling bright but he could see the shimmer of sadness. ‘’I should be the one to thank you darling, the dinner was fantastic.’’ Y/N was able to impress Tom by her cooking skills, she mentally high-fived herself.

The cab driver arrived, they looked at each other, both of them had milion things to say but for some reason they were holding everything inside. The coldness or the snow didn’t matter to them. Tom slowly leaned in, Y/N closed her eyes. He gently kissed her cheek, it all happened in five seconds but to Y/N it felt like eternity bliss. She felt his ginger blond beard brushing on her cheek and it tingled her sensetive skin. Tom definitely did that on purpose. His fingers traced the place where he kissed, ‘’Good night darling.’’ she had to swallow to speak clearly, ‘’Good night Tom.’’

She closed the door with a huge grin

After she did the dishes she went to the bathroom and smiled widely, it seemed that Tom forgot his watch while washing his hands. She texted him.

Y/N: Tom, you forgot your watch. *she sent a picture of her wearing the watch on her wrist and smiling*

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))  Slow burn!

Warnings: None. 

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Chapter 3

The car ride was silent but it was comfortable. 

‘‘Welcome to my humble home.’‘ they entered, she could smell his cologne everywhere. His home, furnitures were masculine.

‘‘Would you like to drink something?’‘ he asked, ‘‘Yes please.’‘ 

‘‘Wine?’‘ he asked again while walking to kitchen ‘‘Perfect choice.’‘ she settled on the cozy couch while he was at kitchen. 

‘‘Why is he so... familiar?’‘ she thought to herself. He appeared with two glasses and a wine bottle. ‘‘You have a lovely home Tom.’‘ he was pouring the wine, ‘‘Thank you darling.’‘

‘‘Darling? Well, it sounds nice.’‘      ‘’Do you want to see my little library?’‘ her eyes lit up ‘‘God yes!’‘ he extended his hand ‘‘Take my hand and I shall lead you to my kingdom.’‘ she giggled and took his hand. They went upstairs and he opened a door.

The room was filled with wall to wall books, and a study table. ‘’Wow Hiddleston!’’ they were still holding each others’ hand, ‘’I hope I impressed you.’’ he smiled like a little boy ‘’Yes, I am impressed.’’ she walked to the books ‘’This is my office and also my library.’’ papers on his brown table caught her attention, ‘’Wait, is that a script of a play?’’ he got nervous, ‘’Yes but I haven’t decided yet.’’ and something in her brain clicked. ‘’Oh my God! I knew it. You are that Loki dude.’’ he chuckled, ‘’So you know my job?’’ she was having hard time looking at him, ‘’I had this feeling like I somehow knew who you were but now I figured it out.’’

‘‘I hope it doesn’t make you uncomfortable.’‘ he was genuienly concerned, ‘‘No, not at all.’‘ he smiled, ‘‘Well, this Loki dude will be giving you a book.’‘ she giggled. He got close to her and grabbed a book from her left side, they were so close she felt like she couldn’t breath.

‘‘Did he do that on purpose?’‘     ‘’Here. Have you read this before?’‘

‘‘Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald’’

‘‘Yes but it’s been years.’‘ she was holding the book on her chest, ‘‘Alright then, read it in a week and we will discuss it... together.’‘ they were still close and her back was pressed to the book shelf. If she moved close to him just for few inches their lips could touch and the idea of it sent shivers down her spine.

‘‘How can I inform you when I’m finished?’‘ he had this handsome grin on his face, ‘‘Miss Y/L/N, are you trying to get my number?’‘ she blushed deep red. ‘‘I can’t be smooth as you Hiddleston!’‘ Y/N playfully hit his shoulder. 

After exchanging numbers they went back to the living room. They kept drinking and talking, Y/N learned about Tom’s family but when it came to her family she gave minimum information and changed the sunject. Tom wasn’t stupid, he knew something was wrong but aslo didn’t want to push her. 

‘‘So why are you single? I’m pretty sure a young beautiful lady such as yourself has a lot of men at her doorstep, waiting to be the one.’‘ he finally asked, she blushed again. 

Y/N paused for a second, ‘’I had someone in my life but our relationship got... dark and I had to leave. I don’t want anything like that happen again. That’s why I deny the gentlemen at my doorstep.’’ 

‘‘I revealed too much. God why did I do that?!’‘

‘‘He hurt you, didn’t he?’‘ Tom’s expression was serious but his voice was so soft. ‘‘Yes, can we talk something else please?’‘

They talked about his job and Y/N’s job as well. He seemed amazed by her talent and complimented her many times. ‘’I would love to see your work.’’ he finally said, ‘’Maybe one day I will invite you to my place Tom.’’ she winked childishly and they laughed together. ‘’But now I have to go. I have projects to start.’’ Tom was having so much fun talking to her and he didn’t want her to leave bu he said nothing. She could see the disappointment in his beautiful eyes, ‘’Don’t worry love, I will be back if you allow me.’’ he smiled, ‘’You are always welcome.’’ she helped him with glasses but something happened.

She accidentlayy dropped one of the wine glasses, ‘’I’m so sorry Tom.’’ she sinked to her knees to pick the pieces and Tom came to help her but her memories were triggered again.

‘‘I’m so sorry please don’t hurt me.’‘ and with that they locked eyes. Tom was in shock, he knew that he had to be careful so he swallowed and spoke calmly; ‘‘Y/N, I would never hurt you.’‘ he tried to touch her shoulder but unfortunately she flinched, her hands were shaking.

‘‘Y/N, I don’t know what happened to you but I have some opinions. I can assure you that in my presence no one can hurt you.’‘ he slowly extended his palm and she touched it like bruised child learning to trust again. He held her hand gently and placed a warm kiss. ‘‘I have to go.’‘ Was all she could say and she quickly left his place.

When she got back to her home she cried for an hour. She knew that Tom would never hurt her but she didn’t know how to trust someone after what happened.

‘‘I better work.’‘

While painting, her mind was crazy, thinking about Tom and how she left. She had to apologies, Y/N picked up her phone and texted him.

Y/N: Hi Tom it’s Y/N. I just wanted to apologies I shouldn’t have run away like that. I’m so sorry for breaking the glass. Please don’t be mad at me.

After minutes of hesitation she finally hit the send button and she kept herself busy with painting.

Tom was reading the script when his phone vibrated. After Y/N left he cleaned the floor and cut his finger but other than that he was fine. He didn’t mind a little bit of blood, all he was interested in was to show her that it is okey to have flaws. He couldn’t stop thinking about her and when his phone vibrated he realized that he was reading the same page for an hour.

Tom: Hi Y/N. Please don’t be sorry about the glass, it was nothing. I break things all the time at my house. I am NOT mad at you, I can never be mad at a lovely, innocent woman.

She was painting a cat when she received the text, she couldn’t help but smile.

‘‘A lovely, innocent woman...’‘

Y/N: Thank you for everything Tom.

she soon received another text.

Tom: If you fell sorry maybe you can make it up to my by cooking dinner. *wink*

She blushed, there was no harm of showing her cooking skills off.

Y/N: Tomorrow at 8. Don’t be late. I will send you the address. *smile*

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance. There will be smut in the future ;))

Warnings: Panick but sweet at the end ;)

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Chapter 2

Young girl shut sher door, she was out of breath because she was angry and decided to walk to her home. Y/N rested her forehead on the door, after few seconds and deep breaths she managed to calm herself.

She sat on her chair, she was tired. Well, even the slightest interaction drained her energy these days. She walked to her little kitchen and prepared a sandwich she needed to start a new project so she put the plate on the tray and walked to her office a.k.a guest room that she turned into an office. She sat on the stool and looked at the empty canvas. A client wanted her to paint a landscape full of flowers so she grabbed her brushes and started to paint.

She realized it was morning when the light shades of orange entered her office, she worked all night and finally finished the painting. She will be paid generously because her client was a rich woman. As usual she noticed that she forget to eat, whenever Y/N was painting she became immune to the outside world. She took an apple from the fridge and walked to her living room. She remembered the notebook and decided to write, the problem was the notebook wasn’t in her bag, she panicked. ‘’Where is it?!’’ she looked everywhere but it was nowhere to be found, she remembered the Café. It was too early to go there so decided to wait, ‘’I will go there and ask the waitress, I’m pretty sure they took it to keep it safe.’’ she talked to herself. 

The deamons in her head started to talk; ‘’What if it was lost?’’

‘‘What if the man you argued took it?’‘

‘‘If it’s the man that means he read what was written, he will think that you are troubled, crazy girl.’‘

She remembered the man, especially his eyes. Eyes like blue stars burning...

She took a hot shower to calm her nerves. Throughout the day she did many things to not deal with the deamons in her head. When the time came she got dressed and went out.

The same feelings surrounded her when she entered the Café. Wamth, sincerity, she felt safe. The same seat was unoccupied so Y/N sat there.

‘‘Ready to order?’‘ the same lovely waitress smiled at her. ‘‘Hi, I... I lost my notebook. I think I left it here.. yesterday. Have you found something like that?’‘     ‘‘No, but I will ask my boss for you.’‘ Y/N ordered a nice tea and a cake.

After few minutes waitress came back, ‘’I’m so sorry Madam but no one found a notebook here.’’ her face fell, ‘’Thank you.’’ she started to panick again, ‘’No! No! This cannot be happening.’’ 

She did that breathing technique to calm down. Y/N took a huge sip from her tea, and watching the snow falling on the street brought smile to her face. She had a pencil so she started to draw something on a napkin, she busy with drawing that’s why she didn’t realize who entered the Café.

‘‘May I sit?’‘ the same British accent filled her ears, Y/N looked up to meet his blue eyes, it was him. ‘‘O- of course.’‘ 

‘‘It is nice to see you here because... I-’‘ he was having trouble speaking, like a child who did something bad and he couldn’t bring himself to look at her, ‘‘Do you have my notebook?’‘ she asked frankly.

‘‘Y- yes. But please don’t get me wrong. I noticed that you left it on the table so I took it to give you back. I, for some reason knew that you would be here... again.’‘ Y/N’S cheeks were heated out of embarrassment ‘‘Can I have it back?’‘

It was on his black coat’s pocket, ‘’Here.’’ she looked at it for a few seconds, scared to open. ‘’Did you read it?’’ and this time his cheeks turned into a light shade of pink, the same colour when she mix red and white paint together.

She smiled like she didn’t care, ‘’It’s okay. I didn’t even write more than three pages.’’  he exhaled the breath he was holding. ‘’Who is Mrs.Smith?’’ and a cold silence fell on the table.

‘‘She is my... psychologist, therapist call it whatever you want. She gave me this to write because I’m not very talkative person.’‘ 

‘‘Oh, I’m so sorry if I overstepped boundaries.’‘ she rolled her eyes, ‘‘Mister, you waltzed on my boundaries yesterday.’‘ he looked like hurt but also amused, ‘’But it’s okay. May I have your name strange man?’’ she could see the shining stars in his blue eyes. ‘’Where are my manners, my name is Tom. Tom Hiddleston.’’      he extended his big hand, ‘’May I have the name of the woman that I waltzed on her boundaries?’’ she couldn’t help but giggle, his name did sound familiar.

‘’My name is Y/N Y/L/N. Nice to meet you Tom.’’ they geld each other’s hands more than few seconds, the waitress came so they had to pull back.

‘’Y/N, Y/N, Y/N a lovely name for a lovely lady. Can I bold and ask you something?’’  she was playing with her cake, ‘’Yes?’’

‘‘As you know I’ve read your journal, so why did you think that I would hate you?’‘ Tom at first didn’t want to read the journal but than curiosity got the best of him and he found himself on his couch, sipping his tea and reading it. He felt really bad for reading it but the darkness which the words carried distracted him. His first question was; ‘‘Why does she hate herself so much?’‘ but he couldn’t ask that, it would be rude.

She kept playing with the cake, Y/N wasn’t a skinny girl but she realized that she was losing weight on a unhealthy way so she tried to finish her cake but failed.

‘‘Well... sometimes I can be hard to deal with.’‘ she tried to avoid his gaze but his aura was too strong. 

For a split second he thought he saw the broken girl in her Y/E/C eyes but she knew how to act happy and fine so she smiled, ‘’Tom, your face tells me that you have more than one question so ask away.’’ her tea got cold but she didn’t mind.

He was surprised, ‘’You don’t have to answer my questions if you don’t want to. I would feel terrible if I hurt you.’’ 

Hurt. Many people hurt her throughout the years but she didn’t say a word, she wasn’t a fighter. The only, reasonable thing she did was to move away and never see them again.

‘‘You can consider this as our first date Tom. Go on, ask.’‘

‘’Date? What the fuck am I talking about?!’’ she sometimes had this habit of not filtering her words. 

‘‘Ehehehe.’‘ the sound of his laughter made her smile sincerely. He noticed the drawing of a snowflake, ‘‘Wow! Did you draw this?’‘ his childish excitement made her chuckle, ‘‘Yes, I’m a painter. It’s my profession.’‘

Tom looked like he was impressed, he fixed his curly hair. He had a straight jaw  line that could cut someone’s finger if touched. 

‘’He is gorgeous.’’     

‘‘I must apologies for my behaviour yesterday. I didn’t want to scare you away, in fact I quite enjoyed our conversation about Stefan Zweig.’‘ his voice was soothing, ‘‘You really don’t have to apologies, I shouldn’t have ran away like that. I also did enjoyed our talk. It isn’t every day that I can talk about books with a man.’‘ he smiled, she could see the little wrinkles around his eyes, it was cute.

‘‘Pardon me but I have to ask, you said it is our ‘’first date’‘ so that means you are... single?’‘ 

‘‘Yes. Do I look like a girl whou would cheat on her man?’‘ she said jokingly. ‘‘No, the opposite, you look loyal... maybe too loyal.’‘ and with that her memories were triggerd. Her eyes were focused on his blue eyes but it was like she wasn’t there. Tom was gone and replaced by her ex abusive fiance, shouting at her and blaming her. ‘‘Y/N? Y/N?’‘ she came to her senses.

‘‘She is hiding her true feelings, but why?’‘ thought Tom. 

The hours went by without even realizing, they shared funny stories, talked about everything and for once in a long time Y/N felt comfortable.

Tom came up with an idea, ‘’We obviously love reading, let’s share our favorite books to each other. After reading them we can share our thoughts. How does that sound?’’  Y/N hesitated for a second, ‘’Mr.Hiddleston, are you trying to invite me to your house?’’ Tom became shy, ‘’Am I that obvious?’’ she laughed. ‘’No, I’m just smart.’’ she thought about his kind and creative offer, ‘’You know what, let’s go!’’

Tom first couldn’t believe it, ‘’R- really?’’ his ocean eyes lit up. ‘’Yes, shall we leave before I lose my interest?’’ 

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Reborn From Ashes

Summary; Two lost souls find each other. Will they become the cure that they were looking for? Will they help each other or walk away?

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston X Reader

Genre: Romance

Warnings: Mental problems. A bit dark. Reader has a temper girll calm down :D

Tag list is open!

Chapter 1 

‘‘And how does that make you feel?’‘ Mrs. Smith, Y/N’s psychologist asked her a question but at the moment she was interested in the plants Mrs. Smith had in her office. ‘‘You should water your plants more often Mrs. Smith.’‘ the woman sighed, ‘‘Y/N, we have been having these sessions for weeks now. If you cannot open yourself up to me than I can’t help you.’‘ Y/N was playing with her fingers, they were cold because London was cold. It was December after all, ‘‘Nothing.’‘ she murmured.

‘‘Sorry?’‘ she finally looked at Mrs. Smith, ‘‘As you can tell I can’t feel anything anymore.’‘ and the alarm was heared. 

‘‘Once again we have come to an end, before you leave take these.’‘ Mrs.Smith put a notebook and a pencil on her table, ‘‘Why?’‘ Y/N was confused. ‘‘Since you can’t open up I thought you should write your feelings or anything you do daily. And your first task is to go to a public place and socialize.’‘ she took the iteams, ‘’I trust you Y/N. Have a good day.’’

It has been a week and Y/N was too tired to go out. She was a painter so she spent nights to finish her projects. She used to paint for the passion of art but now she was painting to pay her rent and bills. She was living a modest life, her house was little but it was enough for her and landlady was kind to Y/N. She moved there two years ago, after escaping from her abusive fiance. 

It was cold outside, and snowy so she had long, black boots and black pants. Her dark green sweater was comfy, she put on her white scarf and white beanie. She packed her things and left her house reluctantly.

Y/N travelled for a little bit but the snow was unbearable so she tahnkfully found a nice Café.

She was welcomed by the warmth and the smell of coffee, even though she didn’t drink coffee too much she always enjoyed the smell. She found a seat next to the big window which was facing outside.

‘‘What can I get for you?’‘ a lovely waitress smiled, ‘‘Can I have chamomile tea and chocolate chip cookie, thak you.’‘ waitress left and she settled down, started to take notes; 

‘’Mrs.Smith, a week ago you gave me a task and I’m trying to complete it. I’m at a nice Café. I’m watching people laugh, smile and hold their loved ones close. The truth is no one needs me here, aren’t we all just insignificant beings who think that the world is built for them? This makes me disgusted.’’

She was enjoying her tea when that lovely waitress approached to her table, she had that apologetic smile on her bright face. ‘’So sorry to interrupt you Madam but as you can see we are packed and our regular customer is here. If it is okey for you can he sit here with you, but of course if you want to be left alone-’’

Y/N was a waitress once and she knew how stressful it can be, ‘’It’s okey.’’ Y/N cut her off, ‘’He can sit with me.’’ and she took few notes; 

‘‘Well Mrs.Smith, someone has to sit with me. Poor lad. He doesn’t know what he is doing, he is going to hate me.’‘

A tall man with black glasses and a serious expression came to her table, ‘’May I sit?’’ his husky voice was filled with the famous British accent. ‘’Of course, please.’’ she made a hand gesture for him to sit. She kept writing when the waitress took his order.

‘‘Is that a journal?’‘ the man smiled and she could see his white theet. ‘‘Yes.’‘ Y/N didn’t want to talk so she cut it short and turned her gaze outside, she really wasn’t in the mood of engaging a conversation but she also didn’t want to be rude. She put her Y/H/C strand of hair behind her ear, thanks to the curiousty in humans’ nature she was looking at him every five seconds. He was reading ‘‘Brief einer Unbekannten by Stefan Zweig.’‘  Y/N read that book before, when she stopped looking at the book’s cover they locked eyes. His blue eyes were captivating, ‘’I assume you read it before?’’ she dropped her pencil on the table, ‘’Yes, I’ve read it before.’’ even though she was giving him cold and short answers he was smiling politely. ‘’You liked it?’’ she got nervous it’s been a while since she talked to men so she started to play with the pencil. ‘’Yes but the idea of a woman falling deeply in love with a man who she didn’t even spend enough time with is bizarre. Of course it’s fiction so anything is possible.’’ 

Probably because of the Café’s warm environment she had this strange feeling, like she could open up to this man before her and talk for hours.

‘‘So you don’t support the idea of someone falling deeply in love?’‘ 

‘‘It’s nonlogical to me. I don’t know if you read Zweig’s other books but he always deals with profound human emotians and it is too much for me.’‘ 

The man infront of her ruffled with his curly, blonde-ish ginger hair and beard, ‘’Miss, people can fall in love deeply and they can love someone with profound feelings. How is this nonlogical? Love is something that you can’t find in logic.’’ he cleared his throat kindly,  ‘’ My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite.’’ she rolled her eyes, ‘’Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet.’’ his blue eyes shined with excitement. 

Y/N crossed her arms and leaned back on her chair, the man also did the same, he was watching her every move with his icy blue eyes. He had those famous european faces that would distract any woman. She could feel the tension between them.

‘‘I don’t have to explain myself to you Sir!’‘ she immediately grabbed her things and thrown them into her bag, in the meanwhile the blue eyed man was apologising and trying to explain her that he made a mistake but Y/N wasn’t listening. She left the Café without looking back, if she looked back she could’ve realized that she left the notebook that Mrs.Smith gave her a week ago.

Was lucky enough to attend Tom Hiddleston’s England debut at SoccerAid 2023!