Control is addictive.
Saying NO is addictive. Having your brainpower over your hunger & body desires is addictive.
Let the world spiral & unravel. But MY body stays under MY control.
I am a broken burnt out child prodigy I could speak a mile a minute Words were my freedom My liberty
My tongue was cut when I was 7 My heart was burning with the anger and disappointment of a million My mother My father My friends My teachers
Too many people thought me to be "brave" "intelligent" "independent" "strong"
Yet all along I was "Afraid" "Alone" "Fragile"
I was never independent I thought I couldn't rely on anyone I thought I was alone
This must have been why I tried so hard on my grades This must have been why I crashed one too many times
I am a burnt out and broken child prodigy I was...