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The parallels in Adrianne Lenker’s album Songs never fails to destroy me. For example,
“I don’t want to be the owner of your fantasy, so just want to be a part of your family” (anything)
“And your dearest fantasy, is to grow a baby in me. I could be a good mother, and I want to be your wife” (not a lot, just forever)
The first song, anything, is gentle, it’s intimate. It shows the quiet parts of Adrianne’s relationship, her longing to stay and belong with her lover. Throughout the whole song she speaks of the intimacy of relationships and how this is what she was craving. She wasn’t this version of herself that her lover fantasizes about, and she never really will be. She just wants to be a part of her family, to be her wife.
The second song, seems to take place during or after the breakup. Adrianne has gone past the soft, quiet grieving that we see in the other song. Instead, she is taken over by desperation. She misses Indigo and what they had. She is willing to do anything to get it back. She mentions again this fantasy of Indigo’s that we see in anything. Adrianne doesn’t necessarily want a family or to be a mother, but Indigo does and perhaps this is the only way to get her back. We see her offer up a bargain. Let us go back to what we had, and i’ll be this version you wanted. I could be a good mother. She doesn’t want to be, but she will because she wants to be Indigo’s wife.
There is something just so inately sad about the use of the word could in this instance, the depths of her grief and desperation.
Sometimes people push you away in fear that their imperfections overshadow the love you share.
Love those people from a distance ☯️
Living Room Library in Austin Inspiration for a large transitional open concept medium tone wood floor and brown floor living room library remodel with beige walls, a standard fireplace, a stone fireplace and a wall-mounted tv
Blooming hyacinths in the garden
Ethereal Rose...
Photo by: @dahliahsp
Close up detail of "Youve been God."
Master Bath in New York With shaker cabinets, white cabinets, and marble countertops, this large beach style master bathroom photo.
So in the new episode of The Flash, Failure is an Orphan, who else looked at older Grace Gibbons for like one second and immediately realized she was the same actress who played Alicia Baker in Smallville?
i don't know why but some friends of mine were making computer program ocs/antivirus ocs a long while ago (i just never posted this till now because stupidge) and my brain suddenly started repeating "featureless stag with buster sword featureless stag with buster sword" over and over again in my head without warning so i had to go through with it who do you think i am
˚. 슬프면 자전거를 타자
바람을 두 발 아래 두자 ˚.
@lilaquette
this took way to long ugh...
My Oc baby named Saturday whose the Dictator King of his other world. He can also see the future... just like my hair, which can also see into the future.
Honestly if Indigo does turn out to be ace that’s a really interesting twist! I made a character a while ago who was inspired quite a bit by Indigo, and over time his character developed into being asexual.. it just kinda worked out, tied everything into a nice little bow. My character was putting up this front that he was hyper-sexual because he thought it gave him some form of charm or made him cool. He was acting like he got all the women, flirting with almost every lady he came across, and generally being a nuisance and not actually having anybody take him up on those numerous offers. But one day, after a girl finally picked things up with him, he realized that he cared more about inter-personal emotional connections than having a sexual partner or a bunch of women chasing after him. He realized that he was pretending to have these feelings because he felt inadequate not having them.. he felt like he didn’t fit in.(That was after he realized he was asexual.. before finally getting what he ‘wanted’ (a girlfriend, a sexual partner.) he didn’t realize that it wasn’t actually what he wanted after all..) Then he realized that the friendship he built with the people around him, and this girl specifically, was what truly connected them to him, and his sexual comments towards them were just to hold up a front and make himself feel confident. Basically after a while my character accepted himself and changed his point of view and focus. SO YEAH I WOULD BE SO STOKED IF INDIGO TURNED OUT TO BE ACE TOO FHVFSGDHh
So, what IS indigos orientation, if that isn't rude to ask. Im just curious if he might be ace aro or maybe hinting at being bi or bi-curious or if he's just straight and has anxiety
These are great questions!I’ll leave them to Indigo to figure out
New York Beach Style Entry Inspiration for a mid-sized coastal medium tone wood floor and brown floor entryway remodel with white walls and a white front door