Just Ugh - Blog Posts
okay but does anyone else’s period cycle side affects get worse at night or just me? Like I’ll be regular all day and then at night it’s like I’m a wreck. I feel like crying and whining and idek what to do and I kinda wanna eat but I feel bloated and I wanna read but I’m tired and I’m hot and cold at the same time and ahajdgughbgujbjs
I’m so disgusted right now. 🤭🤭 I bought this salad for my dinner tonight at work. As I’m eating and watching a video, I’m oblivious to what my next bite would have been. Had I not spun the bowl around (as is my weirdo habit), I would’ve put my fork through this semi-alive moth, partially covered in balsamic vinaigrette at the bottom 🤢🤮 This just my kind of luck, peeps 😶
I hate mothers day.
Love when I say “No, you can’t touch my packer through my clothes. That’s like touch my junk cause it is, please don’t.” And the people I’m rooming with going “Just let her.”, “She’ll never get to again.” And “It’s not like that.” Then I say, “you wouldn’t do it to a cis guy why do it to my?” “ITS NOT THE SAME.”
Yes.... yes it is....
I am really tempted to come up with my own fantasy religion and chuck it into the Harry Potter rewrite but at the same time, I know it’s going to create a lot of plot holes and/or complications that can be avoided if I just follow the Pagan traditions and beliefs. Ugh.
I've only been to therapy twice so far and both times my mother was there and both times we mainly discussed my schooling. Why?? I know I'm failing right now but why is that so important when we could discuss how last time I thought of someone hugging me I almost cried??? I jus thought that Therapy would be more about me getting to say what's on my mind and less avout being lectured about how shitty the world is. I like my therapist and I know she's trying but I can't get a word in between my mother assuming how I feel and my therapist making assumptions off of what my mom says. Could she not see how uncomfortable I've been?? I had to leave saying I was going to the bathroom because I was crying and I clearly hated crying in front of my mother. Is this how its supposed to be?? Cause I don't think I like therapy if it is...